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I completely lost my shit and yelled at people today. Swore. Slammed things around. Told the blatant truth. It's been a long time since that last happened. It takes a lot to make me angry. Everyone was spewing apologies by the time we parted ways. They know, as I know, that this behavior is rare from me. I wasn't defending myself. I was defending someone who is much like me, who has given much more than they will ever receive.

I've been reflecting for the last couple of hours, calming down and watching the sky sway through various states of vibrancy. I have no regrets. I am a rock who was persuaded to move today. Integrity has many faces.

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dvo 1mo ago

honesty always wins in the end

Dawn 1mo ago

If nothing else, I hope someone learned from me today that it's okay to set boundaries.

ₓₒbₗₒᵣₜ 1mo ago

...getting better at this means beeing aware of your power-level BEFORE the loud 'conflict' happens.

but then theres always people who could use a slap 🤣

Brisket 1mo ago

Well done both for letting that fire flow through you & for not regretting it afterwards. That means you probably directed it productively & ethically (or you're a psychopath 😂).

Anger tends to arise when something or someone you care greatly about, is violated.

You should now know what it is that's sacred/important to you.

Yarnlady 🧶 1mo ago

Sorry you had to do this. As a chill person who has lost their shit on people, it's no fun. Sending some hugs your way 🫂🫂. Your sky pics were beautiful and brought me some joy.

Dawn 1mo ago

Thanks, lady. Today is a new day. Less other people's bullshit, more of my own 😂🫂

Yarnlady 🧶 1mo ago

🫂🫂

liminal 🦠 1mo ago

Sorry you had to get to that place. At the same time, good on you for doing it. Sitting with yourself and the aftermath of those situations isn't easy. You were strong today because you needed to be, and as shocking as that might feel, it seems to be what was needed to initiate change. 🫂

Dawn 1mo ago

I appreciate you. 🫂 I questioned myself as to why I was even sharing this last night. I think I needed some neutrality.

FikaTimeBooks.com 1mo ago

Good job being authentic.