Gm nostr

Still doing omad since this post. Reduced from 9oz steak to 6oz and now i’m down from 215lbs to 199lbs. Not bad for 2 months? nostr:note19wpttcx8xahdfcxcxfjldwrgwk0ue75p9ekgy749ksg0u6yn9pnschy8qc

Happy Sunday #Nostr

What are you doing today?

Last high stakes little league of the year. #sportstr. Happy thanksgiving to fellow Canadians!

I have goldenrod all around my yard. And it's my understanding that it is very useful as an anti-inflammatory and a decongestant. I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing with it. Do you use the leaves, the flowers, or both? Do you make a tea or something else?

Also, do you all have a trusted resource that could point me in the right direction?

#grownostr #homestead #homesteading #medicinal #herbal #medicinalmedicine

My grandfather robinhooded an arrow once. He has it hung up in the antlers of one of the larger bucks he shot.

Daaang. That's a very nice group.

Please don't talk to me about patience, you don't know how many things I wait for, you don't know about the long moments as I watch the clocks move slowly, you don't know about the wishes I wait to fulfill, how many trials I endure to the point that I fear I'll get used to them, don't ask me about my endurance because I endure unbearable absurdities every day, I overcome situations that if they happened to you, I might end your life immediately, I overcome personal, hurtful details that push me to collapse, I overcome the disappointments of friends, those I trusted and who let me down severely and who deliberately hurt me, you don't know how many times I overcame anxiety attacks to appear calm in front of you, you don't know how many times I overcame feelings of loss, longing, and yearning, even sadness, regret, and self-flagellation, all these feelings that I keep in fear of appearing extremely fragile and weak in front of someone, and please don't talk to me about war and challenge.. I am always at war, with myself that searches for any opportunity to escape from the world and from my reality in continuing life normally, a war against my fears of the future Disturbed and shaken, a very harsh reality, responsibilities and endless pressure, I am just a beautiful image in front of you, you do not know the truth of the matter, you do not know what is happening behind the scenes.

The most difficult lesson I’ve faced as an adult is the unending need to survive, regardless of how broken I feel inside.

It doesn’t matter if my heart is aching, if I’m mourning the loss of someone I love, or if I’m too tired to even get out of bed.

Life doesn’t wait for me to catch my breath.

It keeps moving forward, indifferent to my pain, and I’m left with no choice but to push through, even when every part of me is screaming for a moment of rest.

But what’s even harder is realizing that no one truly prepares you for this. We grow up believing in the comfort of happy endings, only to be met with the harsh reality that survival often means pretending you’re okay when you’re not.

And maybe that’s the hardest part—not just surviving, but doing so quietly, without letting the weight of it show. Yet, through it all, we find strength we never knew we had, because despite the heaviness, we keep moving.

Sona Rajput

𝜕𝛳𝛼𝐵𝜔

Art: Pinterest

Morning Nostriches

It’s an awesome day here. Hunting is over for the year as I was successful this morning. We’re dropping this one off at the processor this year, it’s a little early in the season for us to hang it properly.

#coffeechain

#hunting

Every woman ever: My love language is all of the love languages.

Every man ever: My love language is physical touch.

😂

Love me some aurora borealis. Grew up in MN and miss seeing it.

Amazing! Yes that’ll help a lot! I’m in a small town but there’s some light pollution plus the moon is crazy bright! Wanna go back out when the moon sets