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desde Chile i like the many things

No se portugues pero entiendo completamente su problema, me ha pasado lo mismo y de verdad aburre.

Replying to Avatar TheLegendaryMan

Many of you asked me why I am leaving Nostr. So I feel you deserve an answer. While I could pull a Corndalorian for shits and giggles by saying that as a nostr only content creator I was not zapped enough for my work. Maybe perhaps it is, because I am sick of the online stalkers that are harassing me? Could it be, because my Nostr apps are completely and utterly broken? However, none of these reasons would be entirely true.

Instead imagine that you are driving a car which is 10,000 miles over due for an oil change. You have been riding around with 4 bald tires. The windshield is cracked to the point where you can't really see the road clearly in front of you. There is a pissed off white tiger passed out in the back seat that is tranquilized while you are on the way to the zoo. After realizing tigers don't make great house pets. There is only 5 miles left in the gas tank and it is 5 miles to the gas station. There is no margin for error. If you don't make it and do some proper maintenance right the fuck now. Your car will soon break down in the middle of bumsfucknowhere. Then that white tiger is going to wake up and eat you alive, because it is always angry, hungry. and wild. That is essentially the spirit of my life situation right now.

My physical health needs a complete overhaul. I need to get back into shape by working out daily again. My mind is in a constant state of chaos, anger, frustration, and depression. My soul is utterly lost. I have no idea what direction my life should be heading right now. I have no job and no sources of income other than zaps. If I do not stop everything that I am doing. Eliminate all external factors that are distracting me temporarily. Then I am never going to get any better. Things will only continue to get worse until I reach a point of no return. Me quitting Nostr for now is a requirement for self healing. I need to get my shit together and finally achieve long lasting stability in my life.

Sincerely sorry that this means the end to some of the relationships that I have started and forged over my time here. However, know that when I do come back. Whoever that new reincarnation will be. You will not have been forgotten. When I am ready to come back I will sign back into this account. I will personally reach out to those people whom have reached out to me today. As well as to a select few who truly mean something to me who did not see the original post. Then I will let you know how to get in contact with me on whatever new Nostr account I will eventually reincarnate to by having a private conversation.

Why am I not coming back to this account when I am all better again? I would rather come back and start over here completely fresh with a renewed focus and no stalker baggage attached.

If you do not want to wait until that mystery day and you absolutely want to keep in touch with me until then, because you care that much about me. Then I truly feel blessed. Send me a DM with your email address. We can still keep in touch until then.

Either way. I want to thank you for being a part of my Nostr journey and supporting my work here. This is not goodbye forever, but rather a good bye for now. I will return once I have properly healed my body, mind, soul, and life. Wish me luck and godspeed to all of you too. Take care, stay amazing, and have a most wonderful GN.

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It's good to know you'll be taking some time off to work on yourself, GN Legendary.

The only way to erase what seems to be a problem repeating itself in every generation is to have a strong will and get as much support as you can, you can support yourself on your social circle, loved ones, God, or the hope for a better future for you and those close to you, I also believe you need more than one generation to make that change, a change in culture is a difficult thing for anyone, nobody wants his customs to change, so the help of those who follow in your steps is a big plus, as the final goal is for them to be rid of the bad thing afflicting your family. And as a warning for finding yourself saying things others have said before now that you are on their shoes, be careful what you say to kids, they DO repeat everything they hear, and the only way to stop it is to stop saying it, don't stop saying it if you truly believe it tho, only stop if you think is harmful to your family.

One thing I would add is calling teenagers children, nowadays there is no change for the routine of the young ones as they progress through the education system, and the change from an education organization, where they are required to say as the teacher says, to a labor organization, where they are required to produce, is a big change and the multiple relations in a job (employer/employee, employee/client or employer/employer) signifies a different growth from the teacher/student relationship most students have, in a job you HAVE to move out of your comfort zone, you HAVE to do things you might not like, you HAVE to MOVE. Maybe with calling teenagers children some people ended up calling grown adults children and some actually believe they are children. I don't think this will fix the manly-less problem of today, but I think it could be a start. And the addictions plaguing this era are just horrible, really hard for the young ones and is difficult to spot for the older ones, for psychological tricks (as fomo) are used often, really nasty stuff.

Good podcast and safe drive.

https://nostrnests.com/ funciona muy bien para audio y chat, tan simple que no se que decir, entre, cree un Lobby y conecte mi cuenta de prueba para escuchar y nada mas... ...funciono. Excelente.

Weird how this IP laws came to be in recent centuries, people used to just build stuff and copy others work, even copying in western culture is frown upon.

I wonder if devs could make a way to append a new note to the note you want to edit, that way you could see the history of the edits and the "final version" of the initial note, but no delete.