Wondering: should I get the charger port of my iphone SE fixed? Or, get a secondhand iphone 13?
I think the first choice is sensible, but the second choice is more exciting.
sometimes I think I self-censor myself unnecessarilyโฆ but it is also important to be thoughtful about what you say online. Although, social media is meant to be more casual.
lol itโs a compliment!
also, have you seen some peopleโs profiles around here? Their โabout meโ blurb is a long list of labels ๐ท๏ธ
wait I cannot tell if this is a compliment or a diss ๐
yeah I read his tweets several times and his โhonest criticismsโ donโt make sense to me. Like, take a look at the โall timeโ graph? Not the โ1 yearโ one?
this is a fun idea! I wanna try it but feel very unfamiliar with connecting a โwalletโ to the nostr app soooo gonna hold off for now. Bookmarked this post tho
I like โthink lessโ haha (no โsโ) โฆ referring to clearing the mind at times
โHeathensโ by AURORA
Been thinking about verse 2 of this song, in relation to the zen buddhism teaching of โnonattachment to the outcomeโ and injustice. 
๐ฅ๓ ๓ ๓ ฃ๓ ๓ ฅ๓ ฒ๓ ๓ ข๓ ถ๓ ค๓ ๓ ณ๓ บ๓ ๓ ๓ ธ๓ ๓ ง๓ ๓ ช๓ ๓ ฆ๓ ผ๓ ข๓ ก๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ฅ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ฅ๓ ๓ ๓ บ๓ ๓ ๓ ธ๓ ฝ๓ ฅ๓ ๓ ข๓ ถ๓ ช๓ ๓ ณ๓ ฉ๓ ณ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ข๓ ๓ ฅ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ข๓ ถ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ฒ๓ ๓ ๓ ถ๓ ๓ ๓ ฑ๓ ฒ๓ ๓ ฒ๓ ๓ ด๓ ง๓ ๓ ๓ ถ๓ ท๓ ๓ ๓ ณ๓ ฒ๓ ๓ ข๓ ถ๓ ๓ ท๓ ต๓ ฒ๓ ๓ ๓ ฃ๓ ๓ ฑ๓ ฝ๓ ท๓ ๓ ๓ ฝ๓ ๓ ๓ ง๓ ฟ๓ ท๓ พ๓ ๓ ๓ ช๓ ๓ ๓ ฝ๓ ด๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ฝ๓ ค๓ ฝ๓ ๓ บ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ฝ๓ ๓ พ๓ ๓ พ๓ ด๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ด๓ ๓ ข๓ ฟ๓ ด๓ ๓ ๓ ฝ๓ ช๓ น๓ จ๓ ฝ๓ ด๓ ฒ๓ ๓ ฝ๓ ท๓ น๓ ค๓ ๓ ท๓ บ๓ ๓ ฟ๓ ท๓ ๓ ๓ พ๓ ข๓ ฝ๓ จ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ฝ๓ ๓ ๓ ช๓ ฝ๓ ๓ ถ๓ ๓ พ๓ ท๓ ถ๓ ๓ ๓ ณ๓ ต๓ ณ๓ บ๓ จ๓ ง๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ถ๓ ค๓ ต๓ จ๓ ง๓ ๓ ค๓ ง๓ ๓ ค๓ ช๓ ๓ ๓ ฆ๓ จ๓ ฟ๓ ฟ๓ ผ๓ ฉ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ง๓ ข๓ ฟ๓ ๓ ๓ ๓ ง๓ ๓ ฒ๓ ข๓ ก๓ ข๓
https://cdn.nostrcheck.me/bcc2d3e87984819abb0ec7905ad523c782adb877136bbabce822996c5dfdfd36.mp4
what? that is a cool idea!
Anxiety, and social anxiety can make things more difficult than it needs to be. (ahem, Inside Out 2)
Like, with my sister, and my aunt, if I had zero anxiety about it, I could just say whatโs on my mind and see what happens.
With my dadโs thing, itโs not so much anxiety as โฆ non-attachment. And setting a firm boundary for whenever his speaking style starts to get abusive and blamey.
I think my dad dropping off some snacks with my sister, which was supposed to be for LNY, and which I needed to go and pick up, made me sad. The objects gifted emphasized the absence of a relationship, in a way. But in another way, they are also a reassuring reminder that we care about each other. And a reminder of shared memories relating to foods and meals.
just remember: everyone has a complex journey in life.
And itโs like a braid, woven in are also happy times, simple things.
Today, my brain is focused on the negatives more, for some reason
trigger warning . . . #griefsupport
#vent
Family members have gotten weird after someone dies. My mom died, and that was unexpected. Itโs been 8 years. My dadโs behavior changed. My sisterโs behavior changed. Just this past September, my grandma died (my momโs mom). And my aunt and my cousinโs behavior changed. My cousin spoke to me and my sister in a really weird way about waiving our inheritance rights. I wasnโt even aware that there was an inheritance. Never thought about it, it never came up. My parents never explained anything about that type of thing.
Just feeling very depressed about it today.
It just feels like the loss does not end with the person who died. You lose others too because they start to behave in an โunhumanโ way. Or, in ways I do not understand.
I saw a video yesterday where it seems the Bhutan govt. is really helping people with bitcoin.
not sure about individuals who donโt have that much themselves thoโฆ except maybe to talk about it in a way that feels natural to themselves
thanks! Yeah I did realize that. I just often find myself copy and pasting to post the same thing on various platforms. oh well. At least it helps me to remember and think about what Iโm posting more.
it led me to think how language is a powerful tool โฆ and with great power comes great responsibility โฆ and to casually be posting stuff like that, about those topics โฆ
Iโve been reading The Sketchbook by Washington Irving which was written about 200 years ago, and itโs interesting to see the similarities and differences to life today.
similarities: needing to make money, class distinctions, existential anxiety and sadness about loss, boredom and lack of purpose, โฆ
differences: gender roles are unquestioned โฆ
so hopefully the future has way less gender roles and roles are based more on individual traits, less class distinctions, less of a need to work so much
it does for me! I occasionally use the option to slow it down, like .75 or something. Whatever that one lower option is.