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BTC 100% and going down the Lightning and Golang rabbit hole.

Maybe this is why.

THE RADIATION STORM IS SUBSIDING: Yesterday's solar radiation storm is subsiding. It is now a minor S1-class event, which poses no threat to astronauts or air travelers. Only Earth's polar regions are feeling a lingering effect of the storm. Shortwave radio transmissions inside the Arctic and Antarctic Circles are still being absorbed. Solar flare alerts: SMS Text

GEOMAGNETIC STORM WATCH (G1): A coronal mass ejection (CME) might graze Earth this week. It left the sun yesterday following a strong solar flare (M6.8-class) from departing sunspot AR3559.

Go to LNbits.com. Sent up a lightning wallet and etc... u should be able to read the documentation and get a basic understanding.

It is possible to achieve self-custody and security of your bitcoin without purchasing anything.

So for all newcomers, don't feel you have to spend to achieve this goal. The absence of information on how to do this should be a concern to all.

The more I look at Lightning and etc... From the normal non-tech person perspective, they likely just feel they are trading one third-party system for another.

For me the goal is that bitcoin, LN, or ecash is a P2P process that is accepted by the masses as payment for their labor, services, and/or products.

When I can show up at a yard sale and by stuff using Bitcoin in some manner, the goal will have been achieved. Until then, don't be putting all your eggs into this basket.

How corporations deal with it is at the bottom of my list.

I've tried to buy a side of beef and hay from a local farmer with Bitcoin and the response was I don't understand that computer stuff. We are not there yet.

I'm one who always attempts to discover the truth about whatever whether I like or not. I been volunteering for RFK Jr doing telefunding for his campaign. There are quite a few people that don't like his position on Israeli's response.

I find it odd that it took the Israeli military 7 hours to respond to the event on Oct 7.

Anyway, I had a good conversation with a gal who was originally from South African and had a good grasp of the history.

Here is a link that she provided me that made me realize that we may yet have another main stream media deception underway.

Watch and decide for yourself and always question your own sources of information.

https://youtu.be/IrcYQyudLzY?si=B8SBqXPqSW7qtsBJ

Replying to 2b638c34...

Hey, Nostr…

This is an #introductions post, but it’s not my first npub.

I’ve become quite close with many of you over the course of 2023. I consider a number of you to be real friends.

But I haven’t found the courage to open up some of the personal struggles I’m facing. Partly out of shame, partly out of the fear of validating my failings by putting them in writing.

But what I do know is the love and support and kindness that exists among this crew, and I’m feeling like I could really stand to lean on that energy a bit right now. I’m hopeful that, even through this anon account, there’s room for friendship, freely given.

I’ve struggled with a range of compulsive/risky/addictive behaviors for a long time, but it’s gotten harder lately. It’s the devil I’ve danced with since my teenage years, and it’s been especially difficult lately to align my active behavior with my heart, intuition, and personal goals.

I believe I “trained” my neural pathways to lean on various dopamine/reward pathways in times of stress during my adolescent development - or, to be honest, from a much younger age - and these mental habits have become deeply ingrained.

It’s not one specific “addiction” the way that people often struggle with, but my tendency to fall into patterns of substance abuse and other ego-inflating activities goes through cycles, which I’m just beginning to understand come from very deep, old parts of myself, and it feels like things have been escalating farther outside of a level of baseline acceptability lately.

I can point to various moments of trauma or conditioning that led me to try to self-soothe in these ways, and I’ve developed compassion for the parts of myself that are “trying to help” even in self-destructive ways.

But I’ve had a harder time with everything lately than I have in a long time. I don’t feel able to share this with my partner, but I am recognizing that it may be too much to handle on my own. Because I’ve tried for years. Self-imposed rules aren’t enough, because they don’t heal the broken parts. And I’m afraid that I’m risking the things I hold most dear, including my loved ones and my own self-worth and self-respect, if I don’t find a way through this.

I know some of you have faced things like addiction, trauma, loss, and personal failures. And I’ve seen the beautiful people that you are. I know and recognize that beauty in myself too, but I’m continually undermining my own happiness and fulfillment. I’m learning to pray again, to turn inward and connect with myself. But I’m also deeply stuck enough that I keep ending up in those patterns that hurt my heart and betray my soul.

I don’t even know if anyone will see this. If the default relays on this client have wide reach. If my VPN is effective or if I’ll dox my identity here.

But man… I sure could use a few kind words, advice, or encouragement from others who have been in a similar place before. If you’ve read this far, I already deeply appreciate you. You’re probably one of the friends I’ve made this last year 🫂

None of us are getting out of here alive regardless of what we do or don't do. Be kind to yourself and others and everything else will fall into place. Lastly, we all need to find a way to enjoy what little time we have on planet earth.