rehabs that take bitcoin?

#asknostr

i just get so drawn to the hood

morning kingbee~

morning #nostr~

My tomatos I'm sure are beyond dead.

Same one different part. Just wanna get back to greenery and studies.

My chest won't stop hurting (haven't been on my ADHD meds) due to the stress.

People think it's funny to see someone on the street until it's them.

Can't believe that fucker still messages me after all these years.

cute dress cute dress cute dress💕

See/read ya in the morning plebs~

{Post your abusers, they went attention. That's it, that's the post, even your loved ones will tell you to die/try to kill you}

#happytrolling #GFY

Lemme smack it so I can watch it jiggle-

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Conspiracy_of_Silence

There's even a tour for it!

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_tourism

{I'm missing out on meeting my mentors that save me on their tours because I'm waiting on abusive pieces of shit who will continue to let the disadvantaged be taken used/abused of because they get to throw away others resources and cry wolf}

aw, even bill's got the gates open to the public- {as if jake paul wasnt disrespectful enough}

crazy that there was a whole generation of my people who jumped off boats to LITERALLY kill themselves

and others that killed themselves so they wouldn't be raped and were just given numbers for identity.

those that smothered their children so they would never know pain.

if your a bigot just say that instead of taking a note personally. i've said die to the people that made me not even want to exist my whole life, give it a try you might feel better poser.

Get out of the computer business since you can only harass people.

everyones tired of reading sad shit, i say these thing not just for advice but maybe help others understand or relate:

we all have to sell ourselves in some capacity but i cannot right now within the general public.

i'm being treated like it's my fault for not being 'undepressed' to get in a car i don't own with a licence i don't have to a job that's going to scrutinize me as we've all been

i don't know why i want these people (my "mother and her sister) to love me. i'm afraid my belongings are still a manipulation tactic as well as my animals.

im wondering what i've done so badly not deserve a home.

blahhh.

#artstr #drawstr #doodlestr

hi nostr

call it "palitosis"

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gm nostr, thanks for my place to tirade.

i called for help to get my legal documents from my parents but

keep being told i don't sound sober by people who don't understand morning raspy voice sarcasm and act dumb on purpose to further their cause. while also being able to violate hippa with little to no reprecutions.

i hope i'm able to share good news at some point but i don't know a life outside of being controlled and tranqed/cuffed if i'm "disobediant".

i hate intrusive thought but this is good.

https://youtu.be/pM1ap2eOHsk

#musicstr

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#foodstr

have to order a new switchblade >:(

food for the day: cheesy chicken broccoli rice, carrot cake

https://video.nostr.build/36709f6495db2333eec71c2b4d1e4af7df46b23323d8dc6ef7819857ed9d9074.mp4

'Nothing is more important than what you're doing right now'

it's fine to doubt me but i know what's possible.

https://plus.nasa.gov/series/the-color-of-space/

#space #astronomy #astronauts

"what do you even contribute?"

Patience, for motherfuckers who don't know what they're talking about.

this was just for two nights 🫩

you have to want something with every fiber of your being and never let anyone persuade you otherwise.

#safejourney #gocrew10 #nasa

https://video.nostr.build/40fd38e00e38a0ba3df2548c2f79ce42a1df8b3bd675b289f1f5ca40afea6e24.mp4

do i just say fuck it and go back to my fuckin city because i'm just being ignored because i have to take fda approves meth to not sleep 17 hours a day?

i think it's the only thing i might make me feel something again

#asknostr #afuturisticsumma

gm!

how does it feel to not have urges?

morning nostr~

woke up to leg spasms (low iron & potassium). Now i have to get ready and walk to deal with to possibly deal with police again today to get access to my belongings from the house that I was sent to establish residency because I thought it was me a safe place from my abusers.

nope.

i don't get to do anything until I show what "a obedient child I that can be". All while they "try" to pay ESTABLISHED people back, they don't even want to since they feel entitled to give fucking petty excuses or daughter to make up for their debt.

it's all fine and good to sell off your daughter when she sells herself right ?

yeah it's like a collective consciences, imo

'LIKE A ROCKSTAR SHOWED UP AT SYMPHONY ROCK HARD PISSIN ON MY ENEMIES.

fuck em all we'ohn show em sympathy.

{the favorite color blue, got her tiffany}

#lyricstr #highofflife

mornin' intunive

'mernin~

i think they tried the node in the phone 😭 but i understand where you're coming from

like really who in china is giving up a boy? are you stupid? i learned cantonese & manderin in elementary school.

someone literally sat and looked at all my reply's to everyone just to try and act like i'm talking to kids online after i shared my own experiences with talking to adults online.

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"why they hate everything i do? suck a dick kill yourself too."

{Bowser - Lil Tracy}

#lyricstr