The ancient enemy of the Nephilim will return soon to clean house. Satoshi was inspired by these guys, or is one.

I guarantee it.

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It's really a thing. Freedom tech is worse than meth for insomnia lol!

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This is us here at Indra too :)

As a child I was repeatedly and routinely accused of being arrogant and boastful.

No matter what they said, if I could not make sense of it, I refused to believe it over what models I already had.

There has been more than a few times, where I submitted, and the painful memories of what was taken from me is burned into my memory.

Where I waltzed in obliviously to manipulation and traps before, since a skilled manipulator love bombed me it was so outlandish a feeling that I became extremely curious to understand how it works.

In total I was in that job about 10 weeks, and as it became obvious my programming skills were not what was wanted, but to be compliant, as I refused to be subjected to a vaccination (I did 3 days fighting the virus in February 2020) one day the love bombing shitcoin project founder fired me.

During this time, I was now alert to something being amiss, and with the extremely large increase in my income, a two bit rapture cult leader whose web of tricks I was caught in was aggressively fabricating reasons why I had to pay off his debts, especially the outrageous power bill from his half hour long showers and 2400W radiator in his room, which was really a lounge room.

I was so relieved to finally be making good money that watching this jackass, who I had watched for nearly 2 years coercing and tricking his marks unto funding his vices, and especially, manipulating his little brother, I ran away.

I adopted the moniker Loki, because Loki was a charming and clever character, who was impossible to cage. Jan Fries, in a book about Nordic based magic, stated that one who aligns with Loki can never be contained.

This whole complex of things finally broke my procrastination about researching the tactics of cult manipulators, and with the minimal understanding I already had from my mother's process of breaking free of my father's abuse, had some idea of certain key things, and the number one thing to remember about abusers is they try to cage you mentally, and that to break out of it you mus gtfo and don't look back. Like the story of Lot and Sodom and Gomorrah. Looking back can mean death, as the abuser realises their control was not complete.

So I fugked right off, made it so this pig could not contact me, lowered my profile in general, and set about moving to independent, solitary housing.

First opportunity I took two times to figure out that the offer was just bait to start working on me becoming his next victim. This guy was a few years old contact, and had none of the charm of the previous abuser, and I just fucked right off out of there too.

And then, I land in this little inner city apartment, in a suburb whose name meant rebirth (vazrazhdane) where I was working from, and one measly month and the owner of the property got started on invading my privacy with her 6'6" tall blacksmith attack husband, I was out of that apartment and even dumped the key in the river, and job searching bore fruit quickly.

I must think back on this a little, I forget exactly how that happened.

Ah yes, I was at a hostel, and madly applying for jobs, and managed to bump into the HR lady of a relatively decent little subcontractor whose business was finding good programmers and subcontracting them to clients.

I was there 4 months, and after several terrible clients, the budget for me was running out.

The problem was that I was not skilled, for reasons of intellectual Nd moral disgust, at the two main "programming languages" favoured by shitcoin/financial scam projects.

Oh, I tried to learn Rust, but it is such a horrible memory management system that I was still unable to do much with it after nearly 2 months total contact with it, the last month I was fighting with the borrow checker. I just saw scam after scam going on, and then there was Luna/Terra, Celsius, and I drifted onto Twitter.

Twitter i quickly fell down the rabbit hole and Bitcoin Twitter became my social network.

After I received three times being nagged that I was not long until their budget for development of me as a subcontractor, not getting any position, I ran away, basically, rather than wait to be fired.

I went to Sarajevo, after the war broke out across the other side of the black sea, I was in Varna.

But, importantly, I did not get caught up with another manipulator, and being so close to Ukraine I was seeing the flood of refugees, I wanted out of there.

I found an apartment in Sarajevo, and was searching for something, I don't know what, but by chance ended up in deep and interesting conversation with a guy who shared my interest in Ge, and Bitcoin and privacy, and when I started talking about my aspirations to build a Tor replacement, he said he was willing to sponsor me to build it.

At first I was a couple of months working on it remotely, but the option came up to relocate to England and work more closely together.

The first 5 months we both had a steady decline of health, due to alcohol and nicotine, and after stopping in December 2021, I smoked again for a while.

In June, I started to develop double vision, which I learned was a warning of the onset of the brain wasting Wernicke-Krosakoff syndrome, primarily Thiamine deficiency.

Both me and the sponsor, who was also getting fed up with his healt issues, being a mild form of rheumatoid arthritis, concurrently decided to stop both nicotine and alcohol.

It has been about 6 weeks since then, and I am still having vision problems, but we both have been gradually working on getting fit, starting with long walks in the nearby park areas, and now also various other exercises, I am now training on my walks with 10kg weight in my backpack, and more and more running part of the way, getting cortisol levels right with morning sun and delayed caffeine drinks, and starting to feel healthier.

I still get a bit of double vision, especially in the morning, but it's getting more manageable. Today also, eating sobe tasty BBQ rib eye steak, and plans for getting off this damp, cold island and heading south for some better climate.

I am also getting fully back into the swing of my work, after 2 separate, quite intense health problems, first a 3 week period of asthma from allergy to whey, and then last week my teeth, the nerves were stripped of their Sensodyne and tartar shielding, with a toothache that ruined my sleep for a week and made programming really hard to do.

2023 is the first year of my life I have not been a slave of someone or other for about 22 years.

There is some more struggles yet to come, but I now have a kindred soul as an ally, someone who, like me, simply cannot stomach working for psychopaths. He is a similar character, even in some odd ways a lot like my best friend in highschool, including being the same Chinese astrology, also in common with the girl who broke my heart in 2000, after I was unable to get independent income and I became emotionally unstable. And that was also when my energy drink habit started.

Anyhow, I am building momentum now, recovering my health, and with luck, maybe we can find funds and transition to me not being entirely dependent on him for living costs and be able to pay rent soon.

I don't know how to approach it, but also, I really need to fast track to a proof of concept for Indranet, so the current codec rewrite is maybe a week or two to finish, and with luck, by the time we are in the warmer place, I might have something to demo, and then I'm gonna be chasing a grant.

But I must keep my eyes to the ground and get that PoC done.

I am learning to be a lot more humble and diplomatic in all this, also, it was genuinely hurtful the way I was behaving 2 months ago, and the agency of alcohol, ruining my memory, the early warning that I had to stop, or else.

It takes 3 months, usually, to tun these things around and get back on track. I am doing my best to make progress and the best thing is that where before we had a huge problem cooperating and coordinating, thanks to our ceasing of poisoning ourselves, the sponsor, who has a master's degree in CS, is now actively participating in architecture and strategy discussions, and I think that by October we are going to have a snowball running downhill.

I love what I am doing. We will be giving a shield to all the plebs, putting their internet metadata collection in a position where enough POIs, the next Assange type targets will be invisible, and the strategic failure of the global domination plans will start to unravel in earnest.

I know where this is going.

We are now winning.

By 2028 our ancestors are returning to clean house, and we are going to see the beginning of the next golden age.

Kali Yuga is almost over.

The worst is yet to come but we are getting back on our feet, and the next 4 years are gonna be intense, and eye opening.

I will never back down. I am not arrogant, my pride is not sin. It is why I cannot be demoralised. I know when to go limp and play dead. Sometimes fighting means appearing to be weak. Acting like a donkey, an ass, makes the enemy think I am disorganised and incompetent.

I am like the weasel, like the forest cat, I am not afraid to look stupid or run away. Victory is to live on in spite of them.

I already have 5 of them.

Only people who don't understand entropy could fall for such nonsense.

And I assume it's all about getting their fiats so they can make paper bitcoins and rugpull them later. Or maybe it's a Trojan that changes the coinbase key to theirs.

Probably may have something to do with the fact I am reading about the horrible things that the ruling class have done especially since the beginning of the 20th century, eugenics, birth control, manufactured conflict...

It is depressing stuff that I feel powerless against and is a constant reminder everywhere I look, one of the benefits of my above average memory.

I want to believe that this is all a test that will end soon because there is no hope in this world until these vicious manipulators are eliminated.

I'm up for it, just some afternoons it is a gloomy cloud over everything.

I have got a long way to go before I am recovered from drinking so much over the years. Perhaps also the fact that today the double vision was particularly bad this morning.

I think there must be more things than vitamin B deficient. Some kind of cofactors. Something that is in a substantial percentage of most forms of alcohol, especially beer and apple cider.

Something that was masking the damage enough the rest of the problem could fester away until I had chronic tinnitus and started getting double vision.

Anyhow, it's not happening any more. IDGAF how much this urge nags me. I just look back over 25 years and think what a waste. I'm nearly officially old yet inside I am still the same.

The only thing that's progressed is I'm not so naive and finally took all the risks to get to being able to work on what I believe in. But I don't know if this effort is going to even matter soon.

I am not sure what is causing this but this afternoon I am hearing a voice urging me to consume alcohol. I am feeling a little melancholy rn. Sorta feeling a bit exhausted, I have been having a lot of trouble with sleep lately, and as well, I kinda overdid the exercise, my back is achy all over.

idk maybe it's just this thing I am trying to do this afternoon... Play some Tomb Raider, the 2015 one about the Japanese island.

Steam just is refusing to run anything. At all.

I made the effort to back everything up for a windows installation, I should be able to drop these images back into some partitions and be back in action.

It's been weeks since I played anything.

There's something a bit wrong about depicting a glory hole with Lego...

Those bugs will bother apple cider vinegar too. Also that's a waste of a good probiotic.

They are vinegar flies. Coffee roasting makes it brown because there is sugar in there. These insects need vinegar to reproduce.

They are frequently also found in hydroponic grow media, and there's nearly no sugars in that either.

from "The Apocalypse of Yajnavalkya: Revelations Concerning the Nature of Humanity and the Gods" by Yajnavalkya -

"In Keynes’s own words, by “a continuing process of inflation, governments can confiscate, secretly and unobserved, an important part of the wealth of their citizens,” thereby impoverishing some and enriching others, namely, the ruling class. Such inflation inevitably “engages all the hidden forces of economic law on the side of destruction, and does it in a manner which not one man in a million is able to diagnose.”[193]"

"193 John Maynard Keynes, The Economic Consequences of the Peace, (Cambridge: Author, 1919), 236."

Start reading this book for free: https://a.co/8TObq5X

No, never heard of this, I'd like to look at it anyway, can you dig up a link to something about it?

As someone posted a meme today, I should have saved it to steal it, "if you think the news is bad these days, you should see history".

Again this morning, my Xapo card wasn't working.

I hope they are gonna quit with all the shitcoin support, I'm willing to bet that's where the problem is in their system.

I was trying to figure out exactly why "white supremacy" has been the label slapped on the theory that Atlanteans were an advanced civilisation that sprung up after a major new genetic mutation occurred, prior to bumping into "The Apocalypse of Yajnavalkya" book, which I was referred to via a blog post on BombThrower, the blog associated with Mark Jeftovic, the owner of EasyDNS.

This is from something that has been a hypothesis for some time via a researcher called Graham Hancock, here you can see an article about it:

https://www.theguardian.com/science/2022/nov/27/atlantis-lost-civilisation-fake-news-netflix-ancient-apocalypse

Of course, the Guardian is a font of truth, don't misread me ;p

> But Hancock – who describes himself as a journalist presumably to avoid being called a pseudo-scientist – takes the story to a new controversial level in suggesting that survivors of such a deluge were the instigators of the great works of other civilisations, from Egypt to Mexico and Turkey to Indonesia. As Dibble states, such claims reinforce white supremacist ideas. “They strip indigenous people of their rich heritage and instead give credit to aliens or white people.” In short, the series promotes ideas of “race science” that are outdated and long since debunked.

So, even if it was true, it would still be racist to say that it happened that a genetic mutation that led to white people, happened to by chance also increase mental faculties, amongst other things (also, greater stature), also happened to turn off the lactose off-switch so milk could be consumed into adulthood.

> “They strip indigenous people of their rich heritage and instead give credit to aliens or white people.”

This is the gold nugget of deception in the pile of turd.

"strip"

If it were true, it is not an accusation or a baseless claim, it would be true.

But if you follow the faith of "equity" and the creed of the SJWs, any such facts would be heresy, and automatically imputed to be nazi, even if it weren't for the fact the Nazis themselves most probably were Nephilim trying to search out the population to find the remnant of Atlas (or Zeus, amongst other names) kingdom.

I'm sure they rubbed their hands together with glee when they were able to pin Nazi on this one.

Cos that's the favourite accusation of the Nephilim in this time. If you believe they are a corrupted spawn of this race of extraordinarily gifted humans, then you are a nazi too, and that's the part that they are most afraid of.

Cos of course they know they are different. And the thing is, they leave out all the inconvenient parts about the war between Atlas and Chronos, which if you were to dig into a bit more you'd realise it remarkably resembles the War in Heaven in the Pentateuch.

I love that stuff. I built a recursive tree walker to parse command line options, there is several ways to indicate state. Maybe you are familiar with Rob Pike's piece on writing a tokenizer/lexer using coroutines and atomic FIFO queues (channels and goroutines).

When I was like 16 or so, I managed to get my hands on Bison and Flex and ... i forget the name of the other tools, and started trying to create a language compiler. Something I still have on my bucket list, though I think now I'd rather not do it from scratch but just fork something else.

I'm still pretty obsessed with writing code that encodes and decodes data into binary or text form and back. A large amount of my work is this.

Lamba calculus is also not too distantly related to the algebra of chaos theory. The Mandelbrot set, for example, is a simple algorithm that returns an iteration count, that is visualised as colours.

Does anyone following me know of a way to search for a particular conjunction in an ephemeris?

I'm curious to know about a specific one that is mentioned in Vishna Purana:

Jupiter and moon conjunct Sirius, opposed by the Sun.

So, a new moon, with Jupiter behind it, and behind that, ~8 lightyears away, Sirius, and us between these and the Sun.

I sorta thought that maybe someone had probably attempted to find this event occurring in the future.

Supposedly this is the exact moment that marks the end of the Age of Pisces, by the ancient hindu prophecy.

What exactly are "trending" posts anyway? How do you define trending? Likes per second for the last 24 hours? That plus maybe sats zapped/day?

It may well be he is doing the work to get people to put him in that position. Your irritation may actually be caused by the stupidity of people or the fact that you don't get that amount of value from it. The photo is nice though.

There's no second guessing what the market says. I'd say only if the definition of trending was unfair there is a problem. Is the source code of the site available to read?

You can guarantee that not only will some of the apps curate content manually, but that eventually the big social media will be doing that too.

The freedom of Nostr is going to be purely about people writing good algorithms and putting the parameters for controlling them in the hands of the user. Otherwise, it will be a mass of invisible, unseen posts that never get seen.

It's gonna happen though, but it's not gonna have the big money behind it. Us proles are always gonna be on the outside of the Big Club.

That's how they cover up the inflation.