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"Sat" Yogi
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Healer, Musician, Yogi, Meditator, Introvert, Expat, Artist, Writer

Wondering that very think myself!

Will humans EVER learn to stop self-sabotaging?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVf0rmnVqPY

Replying to Avatar Jean-David Bar

I aknowledge that I have not been totally honest here so far.

I had been trying to find my place on nostr, but only showing one facett of myself. You know, the good one, the strong, positive and well thought out one.

Of course it is of limited interest to anyone. Who want to talk with semi people? And what does it bring to me?

The truth is, I am strong. And I am weak too.

I worked my ass off for ten years trying to promote fairness and transparency in finance, with very moderate success, buying in the startup fashion. Then, two and a half years ago, my doctor diagnosed me with "burnout". Or more precisely, asthenia and anxiety.

Following the birth of my first child, we had just moved to the countryside, and I had decided to take care of the construction work of our old house myself. We were expecting our second child. Additionaly, my work with my company was buried with a shitload of stupid bureaucratic issues. It had become too much.

What once seemed like everything is possible had become excessively challenging.

Since then it's been quite a journey: becoming dad a second time, succeeding in selling my company, living in a work-sometimes-in-progress house, dealing with high variations of energy that turn the planning of anything into nothing but a bet.

I am currently a divided person working on (re)uniting myself. One part of me is only love, faith and trust in the process. The other part is struggling with day to day life with significantly decreased cognitive capacities (especially memory and focus).

But all of this is good. This is my path. I am in a place where I have to and get to say "no" to more things. All these nos leading to the big yes of me.

Strangely, the spirit on nostr is helping me with all of it. Thank you all.

So I am slowly but surely going all in for freedom, consciousness, privacy, transparency, nature, spirituality, open source, decentralisation, sovereignty, sharing... Everything is connected anyway.

I will mostly share about spirituality, nature, falling and healing on this account: nostr:nprofile1qqs0ejslv20kd0q806xves46t9c9m9xvm8k39laf344mdu7cr5sph4gppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0qyg8wumn8ghj7mn0wd68ytnddakj7qgawaehxw309ahx7um5wghxy6t5vdhkjmn9wgh8xmmrd9skctcp2gc53 and about my more material projects and involvements here.

Very pleased to meet you.

(re) #introduction #introductions

Totally get it. I haven't exactly "come out" fully on Nostr either but only because it is still a strange beast to me with lots of kinks, I have concerns about some aspects, and I can't settle on a wallet (nor set up my Primal one for some reason).

I really resonate with a lot of what you post, though I'm not terribly interactive. I struggle with the "who'd care anyway" which is an interesting dimension of ego. And do I really want to spend my time here trying to get people to do so?

I'm glad you're willing to be human, even at the risk of receiving strange advices and platitudes. So tired of "perfect and plastic". Much more genuine to be elastic.. Thanks for being refreshing!

#GM Today's Thinkings: As it pours rain here, and other places on the globe struggle with water even coming out of the tap, I have to ask myself: am I lying to myself about BTC's impact on #water...a far more precious resource to all of life? 🤔 I wouldn't want to be blind to the implications just because I love and have so much hope invested in BTC.

Yeah, I can't settle on a wallet and Primal won't let me set up it's native wallet for some reason. That's one of the things I can't seem to get help with!

#GM Nostr. So there are plenty of folks #orangepilling the financial institutions and governments. Who's orange pilling the art and charitable institutions? The world is gonna need beauty and kindness. And wouldn't it be nice if for once, they didn't need to rely on corporations, taxes, and "interest groups" to sustain themselves?

I unfortunately agree. For me, it breaks as much as it works, and I can't get answers for my questions. But I guess that's what happens when breaking new ground.

#asknostr I think I messed up. When I set up, I thought I was going to connect an external wallet. Now I can't set up a Primal one. The only option is to connect one. Any fix for this? Do I need to start from scratch?

GM noster! Today's thinkings: Thumbnail Propaganda

1) the "Do this now" if...

2) the "I know something you don't" aka "it's a secret"

3) the shocked face

4) the bleeding body parts

5) the trigger word (ie: Rugged! or Trap!)

6) the "it's over"

7) the "get ready"

8) the "it's crazy"

9) the "I wish I knew"

10 ) the hot girl/hot guy/happy friends

11) the creatively-exaggerated villain face

12) the "Oh, no! I wish I didn't...."

13) the "It's so simple..."

14) the "point to the letting"

What would you add?

Today's Thinkings: I've been used to deleting all my posts on other platforms after some time, so it's pretty weird to me that I can't do that here (I can request it but can't do it myself). I like being able to remove posts that no longer resonate with me. Does that bug anybody else?

#GM to my Social Media Disruption Universe

Thinkings today: Youtube algorithms suck. Google doesn't need to know everything about me. There's so much bullshit there anyway. Serve me what I want...not what you want me to want or think I want. There's bs (spammy bot driven content, etc) on Nostr too but the difference, aside from being #censorshipfree, is that here there is no algorithm serving up perceptual-controlling, psych warfare and profile-bating data gathering.

Thinkings today: Who am I on Nostr? What content do I want to share here? What's the best original contribution I could make? What frickin' wallet should I use?...I still don't have one set up. What's my message? What do I want people to know, realize, understand? What hashtags should I use? What do I want out of this experience? For now, I'll just share some mixed media artwork because orange is such a great color.

Thanks for the attempt. I haven't set up yet. Still deciding on my approach. What the heck is v4v?

#introductions 😃 Shouting out into the void! Halloooooo... This is my third or fourth attempt at Nostr. I really do believe in it; just not sure it is easy enough for this recovering normie. But I'm stubborn and will keep trying. I'm into yoga and self-care, chi gong, meditation, original music, non-duality, energy healing, self-discovery, decentralization and sovereignty. Oh, and I love flowers, the ocean, dancing bhangra/hip hop/bollywood, and listening to fascinating minds like Greg Braden. Should all those things be tagged? I don't know what I'm doing.

My #firstpost on Nostr. Is it working? Please #sayhi.