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A concrescence of Mind fumbling with the controls of this meat chariot. Nostr onl

Guillotines. Space drops. But have to have fair and public trials. Oh, that's another thing... Those secret trials we have now. Everyone involved... Trials, then swift disposal.

I don't actually support death penalty. I'm very conflicted.

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I was just introduced to the next level "conspiracy theory" which I am inclined to believe is not a theory at all. It was a "crazy" but I don't really think she is, though the way she approached me anyone else would have taken her for such... Telling me "look at that bright later, look at how it shines..."

She took me for one of those "dolls" she kept pointing at, these "new" people that they have brought in, with their bio synthetic worship, you know the technocrats, wearing their airpods (because I was wearing mine too)... (Apparently a million people left Oakland the last few years... and now there's all these soul-less dolls walking around, driving their electric cars working their high tech geo engineering bio synchettic this and that jobs). Later I could see it a bit through her lens too, the "dolls" what I think many refer to NPC I think, dumbed down, brainwashed... Oh man, it's such a trippy reality right now.

She went on and on gave me a whole historical download. I was a breath of fresh air for her... She said most of these people you can really talk to. She wasn't expecting I'd agree with her about a tons of the stuff she said was happening and found a common language. The gist of it was "we are being blocked from our true nature and connection to our source", which has been my gospel and very vivid clear message I received in 2019 in an aya ceremony.

Anyhow, the next level conspiracy she spilled on me is the Fake Sun!

She went to explaining more of it and how she came to witness it as a daily sun gaze meditator for years and how it switched to this artificial sun in March of 2018, I think she said. Something like a cover in front of the real sun.

Trust is, I am super inclined to believe it as I felt it was so strange how fucking burning and hot the sun was on my skin this summer that I could barely get any sun bathing time and still would not get a good tan.

She said it's microwave. And I am feeling it like that for reals on my skin right now.

I am getting creeped out by all these geo engineering this and that that's going on honestly. It's so fucking bizarre and ugh horrific.

The sun is getting hotter. It has cycles - it will eventually go the other way and cool. People have been talking about since at least the '90's - I thought they were nuts back then, but it seems like a classic case of the conspiracy nuts actually being right. Are they ever wrong? Idk.

But now there's a new age belief that Saturn is actually the original sun. Its being pushed on these new age spirituality podcasts.

I think the real story is this : the people who most want to be the special people, are most easily tricked into nonsense. The technocratic green lefties wanted to save the planet (which would make them special, heroes, give their lives meaning), so they bought a bunch of BS and did thoroughly retarded crap like wind farms. Same crowd now can't deal with milankovich cycles being real, which means they were wrong, so they turn to New Age therapy cope mythology, and now there's Saturn the Dark Sun.

Whatever you think, just don't follow the crowd. The crowd is wrong. You might be too, but the crowd always is.

Very Asian too. They use it as a resting position while at a bus stop or something

"Hey, I'm Walking the Walk, nice to meet you"

Idk, it doesn't really roll. Might get the convoy going, though

I should tell the ladies that's my name

I invented a variation on lifting dumbbells. Maybe it already exists.. Probably. I mean, surely...

Do one lift, turning the dumbbell 90 degrees while lifting from hip to shoulder, then after slowly letting it back down, continue to the floor, with knees bent but heels still on the floor - so, a squat. Then straighten up and lift the weight over your head, in a pose like you're waving goodbye to someone already very far away. Slowly let it back down to your hip, where its ready to begin the first part again. That's one rep.

I was getting to where my current weight was meaningless and I could just do reps forever. I don't want to buy a higher weight - these things are 'spensive.

I'm beat. This new exercise takes everything.

#exercise #gym #fitness

Here's the back of the card - this was what I liked the most. The rays are usually not so bright, but my lamp is making them light up

Ehhh. I'd have to log in to Amazon (which tries to always be logged in, but I'm not having it!).. Its a Rider-Waite pack, though

Yeah. Blingy. I figured I could go for the bling on my first deck, to make it more interesting

I just learned some hilarious history.

A very interesting, though probably delusional (who am I to judge?) Jewish mystic named Abulafia believed he had a mission to convert the Pope to Judaism. This was like 800 years ago.

The Pope learned that Abulafia was on his way to the Pope's summer residence and sent him a letter, saying that he was indeed welcome and a they had prepared a nice pile of wood, upon which he would be burned.

Abulafia wasn't deterred though, and continued on his mission. Right before his arrival, the Pope died.

#god - cuz why not

I've been reading the descriptions of each tarot card, 1-3 cards per day, and I finally came to one that I think accurately describes my current situation - the Page of Cups.

And there it is, on my corner desk, which is almost unusable from my piles on it...

All of the trumps have been more like archetypes in motion, and all of the minors so far seemed like possible states in the future.

This one, Page of Cups, is passive and in a state of learning. Not driven by any desire, but cognizant of the cup he's holding. That live fish coming out of the cup is contrasted with the artificial fish that the King of Cups wears as an ornament ; I'm taking that as an active participation with the creative unconscious, symbolized by the water. And although he doesn't touch the water, his hat appears like a wreath of water which splashes in front of him, and it flows like a winding stream upwards from behind him and wrapped around - similar to a snake on the Caduceus.

Something is developing - not sure what, but something. I might also be a bit of the Two of Wands, but I feel more like this one.

If it even works like this. I think it can. I haven't tried doing a reading. I'm going through each description first, and I know I won't remember, but it'll be easier to refer back for help afterwards.

#tarot

GM ☕

Its okay to act clownishly. The universe vibes with it. Hope everyone is starting this Sunday off well... If it's a serious Sunday, as Sundays tend to be, let loose a bit.

I sound like a fortune cookie. Not sure how to rephrase the thought. See? Sundays do this.