We’ve got nice days☺️ 
Is there any company/ founder is not declaiming that we are going to change the world/ reshape xxx industry/ move in x100 speed etc.
But instead they say don’t take life so seriously let’s have fun and deliver this energy to people!
If you know any, dm me! Really! Please!
I don’t know why I suddenly feel quite down(must because of the period!) and I started to scroll through the photos. It’s the past day of August and ohhhh so far this year I’ve lived quite a good life(?)
Maybe it’s still worth living and maybe I should record more!(and upgrade the iCloud storage 😅
Now I feel no matter you are applying for a new job, or dating someone, they are both processes of knowing yourself. In the process you will question yourself or being questioned , and that leads to better understanding yourself.
🌚🌝that means living without caring the human stuffs
If i feel sick, I must go to the gym/ go for a run/ do a 30min hiit or anything.
If after that, I feel good, then my body is lying. If not, then I may really be sick 🤒
After so many days calming down and happily living like a angle, last night too many thoughts hang around in my mind again.
Although I do sleep for a long time and maybe wake up twice, but I still don’t feel refreshed and energetic. Feel my throat not clear and the whole body quite heavy. Tension in my head and that could cause hair loss immediately.
Seems my mental health still has a lot to do with the physical world, like the balance of my mental status could be easily achieved only when i feel my physical being safe.
Today’s mocha 🥹 
To say a woman is ambitious should be a complement, but I find myself not that into this complement. I try to understand why, because from the bottom of my heart, I do appreciate those great women who accomplish a lot and make a difference, but when I recall the women I meet or know these years from the business world, who can be call ambitious, I find I not dislike the ambitious part, the problem is they seem to be very aggressive. Not saying aggressive is bad, just feel they need to arm themselves with aggressiveness to survive in the male world. Quite sad when I realize that.
I still believe that gender equality can be achieved not by forcing one side to be into what certain types of personality, but by maximizing the different strengths and energy.
Toughness has power, gentle has power, and by combining all forms of power, we can move the world.
Applied for two positions and need a reset so brought my kindle with me to manner. But the sunshine at this point is still burning so couldn’t calm down 🥵
Still enjoy my mocha though
recent favorite: mocha latte ☕️ 
The best status would be:
I’ve got nothing to prove and I’ve got nothing to hide.
Be authentic along the journey.
#NikkioffWork
Spend the whole day in the office writing case study, at work but not really work hahahah 
Since I’m quite curious about spirituality these days, I accidentally encountered this book called
Hands of light: a guide to healing through the human energy field.
The author, who is also a experienced healer, presents a lot on the human energy field, also known as aura, and also chakra. Although I almost couldn’t get all the energy experience she mentioned in this book, I found it quite fascinating.
Maybe a lot of people could be quite skeptical about these spiritual or even mysterious experience like seeing aura or healing using energy, but from my side, I’m quite open and curious about these experience. And I found nowadays people quite limited themselves into the so-called science which must can be validated by data or experiments so could miss some funny things.
Human has so great limitation when it comes to sensory abilities. Whale or dolphin can hear from a long distance under water, dog has a more acute sense of smell, some birds have exceptional eyesight. So why not hold an open mind when it comes to unknowns. We know so little.
#whatNikkiread 
It’s weird but when I say I like lying down I do mean physically lay down on bed.
Like when I sit on my desk and stare at my laptop I feel so tensed and get nothing done.
But when I lay on bed and have my phone on my hand, I really feel I’ve got hundreds of thousands of ideas running around on my mind!🥹🥹
Can fully fully peacefully enjoy the summer night ☺️
From a lot of perspective, this is the best summer for me 
As all the ai applications blossoms, people can use a lot of tools to boost their productivity.
Automatically generate PPT, summary documents, tail your file, and give you a decent resume for you in a second. But some time at your process, it will ask you to pay for premium for more abilities😲
Although it’s fair for you to pay for product, it really remind me of a tv series I watch last year, Cyberpunk: Edgerunners.
I’ve never played this game, it’s mainly about a street kid name David wants to survive in a high tech society but have no money to upgrade his body, so he can only choose to be an Edgerunner which can be a self suicide process.
I feel AI may accelerate this situation, people could rely more on the outer strengths and those outer strengths one can receive greatly depends on their last generation.
I’m not sure, I’m definitely not a AI doomer and in fact, I’m quite surprised about the development of it and in some way looking forward to its future. But nit the future with great gap between people. #whatNikkiwatch 
Both are psychedelics, but have been used in some contexts for spiritual or therapeutic purposes.
May be illegal in some countries.
🤣I just come across them accidentally and curious about them.