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We live in a dark, cold, and cruel world. Our hope is in the name of Jesus! Once you start to live for him, he will bring you peace that you are desiring! Our goal is to shine his light through this platform.

Enjoy brother! I see God’s beauty and your photo he has made so much beauty around us ā¤ļø

Good morning and Godā€˜s blessings to you on this Friday! The Lord is at work in your life, he has a plan and a vision for you! No matter how you feel today, the Lord is in control have faith in him always!

Yes they. Jesus died for them too. He saved us all

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My dad killed himself in front of me when I was about 3/4 years old. I held on to his leg and asked him not to leave me. I don’t remember what I had for dinner last week, but I’ll never forget this. His fear of living outweighed his fear of death, I suppose. David Foster Wallace said ā€˜the fear of falling remains a constant. The variable here is the other terror, the fire’s flames’. My dad loved me, I know that, but he did it anyway. Being a kid was so stressful. I rather like getting older. I didn’t feel the sadness of it until I started dating. I didn’t understand what was happening to me. Love is fucking painful sometimes.

I smile when I think back cos when kids would ask me about my dad in the playground I would just tell them what happened like it was nothing. No sensor. Kids are honest creatures. One time my teacher told me off in front of the whole class cos I was late to school and when she asked me why, I told her the truth. My mum was drunk again. She got all awkward and changed the subject and I remember being so confused why she did that, cos I thought she would laugh. I felt like I did something wrong. ā€˜Was I meant to lie? But I don’t like to lie’ I’d think. The great thing about a diary is that you never have to lie to them. They are incredibly understanding.

All this to say I think that’s why I’m so drawn to writers like David foster Wallace and Charles Bukowski. I love honesty. I like deep, authentic people. So curious. I want to understand. And I think maybe I do. It’s why I’m so curious about people’s parents, their childhoods and I love people watching. Why I can’t bear to see a child hurt. Why I sometimes can’t stand the sight of alcohol. It’s definitely shaped my views and tastes in art and literature. My moral compass. My dreams. My style of love.

We’ve all got such interesting (sometimes a little dark) unique yet similar stories.

From people watching I learnt that social interaction is the secret ingredient to longevity ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„ love people - not things - even if it hurts to love them.

I know this is going to sound odd but I wouldn’t change anything about my past for many reasons but one is because It made me who I am and I like who I am - not perfect at all but deeply emotional with a need to understand. That’s not too bad, I think. I’m like slightly overcooked pasta. Still edible to someone who doesn’t mind the texture. That’s the secret to making real friends, too. If your friend doesn’t want to bite you, then they probably aren’t right for you.

That’s just my feeling as a completely inexperienced 29 year old who has barely traveled and is still figuring life out.

Just thinking out loud. Again.

Alright, I’m going to get back to reading šŸ«‚

I’m feeling awfully inspired lately ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„

Sorry for starting the note off so direct. I just find it so ridiculous that people use the word ā€˜unalive’ on YouTube. We created words to express ourselves and communicate. We should have power over the words we want to use, words shouldn’t have power over us - if that makes sense.

I am sorry to hear your story. Just know that Jesus is in control of your life and he has big things for you! He died on the cross for you and open the gates of heaven! Through him you are saved! Follow for daily Bible verses, motivation,and a great community! God bless!

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When you tag an @ with their correct name, a list appears where you tap the one you want to tag. Sometimes many appear, and God help you, because you have to choose and may not know yet which is the correct one. nostr:npub1sg6plzptd64u62a878hep2kev88swjh3tw00gjsfl8f237lmu63q0uf63m is a good example, as he has many scammy imitators because he is an OG of great merit. In this case, go to the profile of the tagee (?) and see their followers, etc to inform your future tagging purity. For instance, I don’t know how many times I tagged the fake Adam Back before I realized that nostr:npub1qg8j6gdwpxlntlxlkew7eu283wzx7hmj32esch42hntdpqdgrslqv024kw was the real deal, not adam3u$. If other nostriches were not so helpful, I would have erred ad infinitum! Check out my friend nostr:npub18dlusgmprudw46nracaldxe9hz4pdmrws8g6lsusy6qglcv5x48s0lh8x3 , y’all may have some interest in common.

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Thank you. New hear trying to collect zaps. Any recommendations?

God Bless you Brother šŸ™

Confidence comes from our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Once you realize you are a child of God, you are freed from this world of sin. You will have confidence because he has chosen you for everlasting life in heaven!

Good Morning,

"The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness."

Lamentations 3:22-23

Have a great day, and may the Lord work through you today in whatever you do.

God bless šŸ™

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