It is easier now to apologize for mixing you up with others, so again, I'm sorry.

Thank you for helping me stop distrusting you.

No, he said she was dead, which I couldn't let go so I kept calling him out for it, but for a while the only reactions were people joining in with him, telling me she was dead, liking/zapping/reposting him saying it, and/or muting me.

Going on holiday, always relaxes me 😉

The only connection between the wallstreetbets part and the nostr part seems to be me. Ser Sleepy never indicated any connection to wallstreetbets, he just saw me talking about how scared I was and thought it would be funny to make sure there was nowhere I could go without being surrounded by people telling me she was dead.

I have no idea why I thought you were involved. Like I said, I've tried to rely on my memory to keep track of who's who while waiting for nosr to get a native tagging system. Apparently I've gotten quite bad at this over the past year.

A Govt ?! A f’ing govt tells you something ?!

Wake up !!!!

They are public servants, THAT IS ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!

No, i will not stop using single use addresses

How about you stop child sex, You f’ing freaks !

Yeah. She was my friend on wallstreetbets.

People she trusted there lied to her about me and made her hate me while she was dealing with cancer, then she apparently became suicidal and basically told me she would delete her online accounts to scare me, then did it. Then I got more and more panicked for about a year with people from wallstreetbets gaslighting me more and more, sending me screenshots of people talking about her committing suicide, etc. And Ser Sleepy decided to join in (seemingly with no direct connection to wallstreetbets) and got a lot of people on nostr to join in with him.

Since then, someone showed me a Spotify playlist she made on a Spotify account I know was really hers, to prove she is probably alive, so this year isn't as bad as last year.

One of my favorite places to spend time is #nostr , and lately it is consuming too much. So today I begin a NostrFast until the autumnal equinox. I hope to clear my mind, touch grass, weed the garden, start some cuttings, and finish a book. Know how much I care for this community, and that my absence has nothing to do with this protocol I love so much. Wish me luck!

If you mean with you, I already double checked what I had and it looks like you probably never muted me so my memories were probably way off.

The feeling you somehow disrespected Digit is still there, but if I'm wrong about you muting me, I have to assume the other part might be wrong too, so I'm just trying to make sure I won't make these mistakes in the future.

A reminder. If your govt tells you the way you live is a problem for the Climate emergency they push, try telling them forever wars may not f’ing help !

Fuck the BS !

Bitcoiners gotta suck together and set the standard for the rest of the world

Idk what your ideology and political background is. Bitcoiners can and will change the world.

Compassion, generosity, pura vida, hope over fear, rejecting partisan tribalism. Thats fiat bullshit

I want to look at my actions, my speech, the life I lead and hold myself accountable and be a great example for others.

Bitcoiners gotta suck together and set the standard for the rest of the world

Idk what your ideology and political background is. Bitcoiners can and will change the world.

Compassion, generosity, pura vida, hope over fear, rejecting partisan tribalism. Thats fiat bullshit

I want to look at my actions, my speech, the life I lead and hold myself accountable and be a great example for others.

I was kind of hoping my memory would work well enough to pretty much keep track of all thenpubs I encounter until we could get a nostr-native tagging system to document things with.

Now that my memory has gotten too flooded and unreliable, and we still don't have those tools, I'm not sure what tools to use. I would typically always use a plain text file for everything, but I feel like maybe this usage is better suited to pen and paper.

Ԍood morning and pura vida, Nostr! It's time to create notes and send zaps! 🫂🤙🏻💜

Building your own apps and watching your ideas come to life thanks to open software and open protocols is incredibly satisfying.

Still got a few orders to pack. Ran out of bubble wrap, but that’ll be in on Tuesday 🤞🏼

We went this summer. I know they have issues over there, but it was a great trip.

I'm resistant, but not completely immune to gangstalking, social manipulation, etc.

It has impacted me enough that my memory is less reliable than it should be. I was just talking to one npub I remember doing something the record shows they pretty much definitely didn't do, and I remember one other time this happened with another npub. I can't keep track of all thenpubs I encounter.

I have to try to start documenting exactly why I have a problem with anyone, and questioning my own memory more. I should try not to judge any internet people for something I remember without proof, except perhaps the most specific, vivid, important memories.

Hopefully I can at least remember this.

I'm still trying to figure out what happened. It's obviously pretty important to clarify when finding oneself so confused about memories like this.

"Isn't it fascinating how diverse perspectives can be? The world is a kaleidoscope of thoughts and ideas! 🌍✨"

She might show up and forgive some of you, but I will never be able to forgive any of you people.

I have to set aside how scary that is and focus on how much more scary it is that she might never show up.

Warm

Latte seems appropriate in cold day

I remember when my default zap was 1111⚡

I remember when my default zap was 1111⚡

How's it hanging you rich bastards?

Good night, Uno

New phone

New phone

Name more than one school shooting where the perpetrator was transgender. Name three.

You can’t.

The only known case was the Nashville shooting in 2023.

Among thousands.

That nigga who killed the Ukrainian girl was schizophrenic or something