It's not a linear type of illness you can just write off a script of treatments. Also I don't take pills for it maybe I should & see if the weight gain is worth the effects. Therapy I don't think is hard I don't understand why you would just assume that everyone who does not try it their reason would be over it's difficulty that's a childish rationalization to assume of people.
Also people can change you know not everyone stays the same. I hope you may never have to deal with ptsd because you won't comprehend it.
Nah thats the only good thing I really got.
Nice try I appreciate the effort but It's not really the source of my issue. Ptsd doesn't happen from being lazy, fat, or lack of self respect. Btw I am 164lbs for my size thats not bad.
I can workout better I do lift, runs, push ups, & sit ups, probably not enough but I do them. Can I eat better absolutely everyone can will I be able to afford it as prices keep going up?
Also dude my job is to survive not be a slave to anpther persons content. This ain't the 1960s were everything was economically feasible that you could easily find work & know you would aleays have a bonus every year, a promotion, & a bigger increase. Today they want to make it you need 2 people to just get an apartment & ul never be able to afford a home to live in.
Especially with fluctuating prices by the hour & electricity spike charges because oh its summer time. The domino effect!
So apples beta ios includes vehicle motion cues we starting to become more like 007 now in a few months.
Sorry I couldn't find a gif from the world is not enough they had a all touchscreen phone for the silver car back in 1999 by Sony Ericcson.
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Thats right I cannot see that nothing will load.
Another night I can't sleep oh man I would kill for a good night sleep. I haven't had one in years wherever you are person who is for me let me find your bed & somehow sooth my soul so I may rest. This dreary sorrow of despair overflows even when I try my best it creeps over my thoughts in my head.
It feels like hands caressing your head simultaneously the feeling of nails pushing in to the temples & blades where the palm of a hand would rest that is caressing your head. Pleasure & pain with a flash of countless memories in an instance, vibration, focus of sound on the miniscule of noises then wham! I either cry, scream, or feel like I just got shot in the head the migrane hurts everytime.
I wish I could make this up but sadly I cannot PTSD affects anyone in a way you don't quite understand it just hits you & you ride it alone. Everyone has a different feeling or reaction this us just mine I think about all the times before I got hurt. I use to think stuff like this was hypothethical & mostly fictitious that rationalized thinking along with common sense knowledge could over come anything.
This only proved to me that spiritual death does exist & now I can see why a lot of people turn into drug addicted junkies. I still never done anything beyond smoking cannabis but I really don't care anymore I won't go out to seek it but if you came over my place & put it in my face idc i'll do it. I'm in so much pain I couldn't even contemplate was possible I just want to make it stop I feel sick at the core.
I use to think life was black & white, decisions & consequences, also rational & illogical. There is a grey line & that line isn't a line it's a fog. Impulses dictating action along with decision is possible losing control is real there is a threshold when crossed everything shatters.
Help those in need because they really can't do it on their own I use to think sure they can just tell them what they need to do. This isn't what they need direction they need treatment, connection, & empathy. You could make a difference in someones life it may come back to you.
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Discovery searching for channels never loads & wss://nost.coinfund.app relay never loads.
True but who wants to work for Free anymore?
Cross dressers are just giving it a try. Trannys say this isn't a decision it's my life. Lol
Cloudflare reports almost 7% of internet traffic is malicious https://zdnet.com/article/cloudflare-reports-almost-7-percent-of-internet-traffic-is-malicious/ by nostr:npub1ywyvcvvkchy6g2udk5n79zzc78jm6nl4gqhy2jttkl7pwtszt75qrfcksd
You know, they really are out to get you, so pay attention to your business's #Internet #security.
They say we can only see 5% of the internet. How can cloudflare see more then 5%? I can figure that out but isn't cloudflare still bound by internet restrictions based on where the headquarters is located?
Watching people break into cars is a real beauty of work. I just watched this Russian lockpick a locked car & once he was in programmed a key to the car & of course made the key all from his van. This took about 40 minutes. Not a single person on the street people really can get away with stealing your car. Luckily he is an auto locksmith but nobody would have blinked an eye if they saw him.
Shits just like elder scrolls he stuck a hunk of metal in the key slot on the door put a pin through it & was pushing the pins up in the lock. He recorded notes on his phone as he did it then I heard the car doors unlock. Once he got in went to his van made 2 keys in the trunk & came out with a tablet & 2 keys with a vga onboard port plugged it up to the car & began hitting apps on the tablet as he just kept turning the key in the ignition trying to start it. After 10 minutes & reading a sticker on the side of the door when you get in he got the keys to work in the car. Then he went to the van made a remote I watched him put the buttons together. Then he had to go back because the remote was bad but it did work I saw him lock, unlock, open trunk, & alarm the car with the remote.
Incredible just incredible the information on how to pick a car lock & program keys must be made public for anyone to read so they can do it themselves. I asked him did you go to school or anything he said no a Russian taught me. I swear man this is the kinda shit people need to know!
Can we make an open source community on programming for vehicles? I would love to get a bunch of autogear heads into a chat community & start making tutorials. Could make good business!
Please share even if your not interested hopefully someone else will be!
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Amethyst works better for me happy to say.
I'd try to run a relay off my phone if it was a one step process. I'm not techy but like my volunteer work running a relay is communal and supportive
Maybe some one can add a one button RUN A RELAY ON YOUR ANDROID? in Primal and I'll do it nostr:nprofile1qqsr7acdvhf6we9fch94qwhpy0nza36e3tgrtkpku25ppuu80f69kfqpzdmhxw309akx7cmpd35x7um58g6rsd3eqyxhwumn8ghj7mn0wvhxcmmvqyg8wumn8ghj7mn0wd68ytnhd9hx2px56dk 
Why stop there? One click setup .exes .msi
Good morning,
I didn't sleep well & I was told 0xchat was great neither of them worked out. 0xchat failed to work because one relay refused to load so nothing worked & it just went haywire when trying to search discovery. Do devs even test apps anymore?
Idk i'm suppose to meet someone 15 minutes ago. Its amazing strangers tell you to be prompt yet they call after 15 minutes being late that they are going to be 15 minutes late. So really your gunna be 30 minutes late. Why did you say to me yesterday please be prompt if you ain't.
No politics please I haven't had my real tea yet!
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