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Thanks for sharing. Couldn’t agree more with everything you had to say. It’s systemic failure after systemic failure because we can’t trust the people with decision making power over our health.

MDMA assisted therapy officially rejected by the FDA. I genuinely believe that directly correlated to many lives lost to PTSD and depression. Abolish the FDA. Start from scratch. What a joke.

Easy to ignore evidence if it doesn’t align with your agenda

I was interested in this too. I’ve seen some research that both IBS and fibro are onset from chronic stress/trauma. My assumption would be that the psychedelic treatments are used to supplement root cause therapy sessions. Need to research more though.

Weaponized incompetence from the government, shocker

At the very least can we hold ourselves accountable for how educated we are as a nation and not simply believe everything we are told?

Critical thinking skill is basically non-existent as it relates to politics and it’s baffling.

Louder for the people in the back

With everything happening politically currently, it is clearly recognizable how blind many Americans are to the reality of the state of our government.

Speaking psychologically, people in power are always going to strive to get more. Politicians no longer need the people to get it.

They need us tired, sick, depressed, and unhealthy.

The most recent FDA ruling against using MDMA therapy to treat PTSD is a clear as day example of this.

The research on this drug is ASTOUNDING. Leading researchers noting that its outcome is “almost double that of existing medications”.

Just ONE member of the FDA advisory committee had expertise in psychedelics. This member argued that the committee might have “misunderstood the aspects of the treatment”

To that, isn’t the only logical reasonse is that those with decision making power should ensure that they understand the treatment.

This shit makes me sooooo fucking angry. They understood. It’s threatening to the power the gov holds if people wake up and are healthy.

Ughhhhhh ksskdkdj

So much work to do

Words of Gabor Mate… I found it profound as well. Even more, I’d argue that true curiosity requires compassion.

The more curious we are about others behavior, the more we can understand/empathize with their lived experiences, motives, influences, etc. therefore resulting in more compassion for them.

What if compassion is a side effect of curiosity?

Once you begin to really get to know yourself and value authenticity, it’s terribly difficult to engage with those who don’t. I try to remind myself that they are likely operating from a place of disingenuousness as a protective mechanism to avoid pain and/or rejection.

The most “real” people I know have gone through times in their lives where they lost themselves completely and operated from a disconnected place (I include myself in this statement).

Resilience is finding the strength to remember who you are again, in your own time, at your own pace.

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Hi- I haven’t posted daily updates because it felt important to allow myself enough time to draw material insights from the subtle shifts in consciousness I’ve experienced over the past few days of microdosing 🍄🍄‍🟫

So, without further ado, here are my day 3-6 insights:

- the largest shifts remain the same as days 1&2: increased mental clarity, elevated mood, experiencing deeper connection to and presence within my environment, yet more detached from passing thoughts and emotions

- I’m experiencing a subtly stronger connection to subconscious / God / spirituality, find myself focusing on it more & praying with ease, God feels like a more material part of my daily life — which I love. Im highly spiritual by nature & have felt a connection with a higher power since a young age. Lost it a bit due to mental health stuff yada yada but feels gratifying to feel like its natural to lean in

- I feel more in control of how I respond to irritants and stressors. I feel an increased ability to maintain agency over my responses to my external environment

- _significantly_ decreased PMDD symptoms leading up to my period which I’m so thankful for 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 those who live with pmdd will seriously benefit from this and it gives me hope. I will likely start microdosing during my luteal phase every month and tracking my symptoms. This part of my cycle is when I experience the greatest difficulty in maintaining healthy relationships with my mind & body bc of hormonal shifts that lead to extreme anxiety and depression. I feel like I’m cracking a code for integrated health intervention for pmdd and I’m pumped about it

⭐️overall I feel more authentically myself with just a subtle .1 mg of psilocybin in my system for the past 6 days. I feel more connected to my purpose, my environment, and the low time preference values I hope to lead my life with

Looking forward to continuing the experience - I’m considering altering the dosage slightly after this 10 day round ends this weekend so will post about that if so

Days 3-8 — not 3-6, only 2 days left of the first round then 5 days integration before round two. Curious about shifts in consciousness during the 5 day integration period.