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Thanks for the vote of confidence! 🤗I have more than healthy levels of cynicism, but I know how my parents instilled it and I don't think I could do the same to my own kids. That's another part of my problem, no real good role models. I wouldn't know how to support a child's emotional, social, educational and spiritual development and I'm aware that I'm probably too selfish to do it properly.

Yeah... If I become a millionaire this cycle I'll consider it and home school them until high school by which time they should be old enough to fight the indoctrination themselves with less input from me.

This leads to the other reason women might not be having kids... I was told all my life that I could do whatever I wanted and having kids was portrayed as not what women want. I'm 36 and only just beginning to understand and hate that lie. But I'm also too far screwed by fiat systems and I really have found big dreams that I want to try to achieve. I'll probably just keep chasing them.

It's expensive... Also trying to unbrainwash them from the ideological BS they will be indoctrinatiled into at school seems like a downer. I'll probably end up in prison for protecting my kid... It's all just risky and time consuming.

Yup that's my experience with carnivore too. There was probably signal overload before. Carnivore cuts the signal... I have an upset tummy rn coz I ate sushi, but at least I knew what it would do to me, and every time I do this to myself I want it less next time.

That's the thing... Even with that experience, from my perspective there's nothing to fix. I muted, moved on and don't let that creep live rent free in my head. 🤷🏽‍♀️ I'm half scared of losing the freedom to hear everything I've subscribed to, to learn to implement your solution.

Just know that I'm a woman and if I ever leave nostr it will not be because I am bullied off. It will be because this place becomes lame. There's a reason nostr is my only socials, everything else is too lame for me.

But aren't you impossible to zap? 🤔 I like your project. I'm probably too tech stupid to implement it, but I also don't see the need in my case, or else I'd tech smarten up fast and do so.

I've had one experience with someone on nostr that left me on the floor, tightly curled up having a legit panic attack that left me shakey for days. I muted fast and barely think about it now. Yes, the internet is full of unpleasant people who say stuff they wouldn't in real life and for good reason. That's what I came for, I want to sift through all the spicy, uncool, non-PC BS opinions I can and follow the interesting people. I want to have real, moderation free discussions about stuff with people free enough to express their real mind. Anything that jeopardises that is not worth it sometimes uncomfortable stuff happens, like the panic attack, but freedom is worth that much to me...

Also, did you delete the note where you called me a freak? It's gone suddenly... If you did, I'd be sad. I thought it was hilarious. 🤣😏😉 If someone else deleted it I'd be even sadder for the reasons I outlined above, it would mean my nostr is not free.

To police the community would ruin nostr. Free speech is often uncomfortable but I've always assumed it's why people came here?.... Or am I some kind of freak? 😬🤔😏😅

Anyone who suggests such a thing to me clearly doesn't know me 🙄🤣

nostr:npub1ymt2j3n8tesrlr0yhaheem6yyqmmwrr7actslurw6annls6vnrcslapxnz here’s some Aussie lingo for you 🤣😂

#austrich

G'day mate.

Playing up like a two bob watch.

She'll be right.

That's got hairs on it.