I thought it was mom

github is failing all day today. maybe time to switch over to nostr tools soon. would be fun to start building clients for that

people on the AMA asked me what I think of AI so far. here's my current view:

It's a quantum state of simulatenous being overhyped, underhyped and oppropriately hyped. I find I can't use it for low level C stuff without it messing everything up and slowing me down, while simulateneously producing really good code for fixing bugs and writing tests.

I hate it and love it. I hate fixing the slop but I like that it is getting the code written that I don't want to write.

One things for sure, it's not going away, and it's only going to get better.

The unavoidable hurt comes from when the truth shatters a kind lie… that in itself can feel like unkind truth, even if it’s delivered gently.

Fuck neck pain.

Seriously. Fuck neck pain so much

Beautiful Kyoto.

Send it

When you understand the spiritual laws that govern this life, you come to see that gratitude is not meant to follow the miracle, it is meant to create it.

It is not a reward for blessings received, but a force that pulls those blessings into your life.

When you begin to express gratitude in advance, you are not being naive, you are being spiritually intelligent. You are stepping into alignment with the reality that already exists in the unseen realm. And by your thanks, you are calling it forth.

To thank God, the universe, life itself, before there is any sign of movement, is to say I believe in what I cannot yet see. It is an act of courage, a demonstration of faith, and an intimate acknowledgement that reality begins not with evidence, but with belief. This kind of gratitude is magnetic.

It does not beg.

It does not plead.

It claims.

It embodies.

It stands firm in the storm and whispers thank you. Even when nothing has changed on the outside, because something has already shifted on the inside.

The moment gratitude is FELT the energy of black dissolves.

The energy of waiting disappears.

You are no longer longing.

You are receiving.

You are no longer doubting…

You are affirming.

There is something divine about walking through life with a grateful heart, before the answers come.

It is the behavior of those who know the truth behind appearances.

They are not fooled by delay.

They are not discouraged by silence. They understand that just because they have not yet touched it with their hands, doesn't mean it is not already theirs.

They speak to their circumstances with assurance.

They look at closed doors and say thank you, because this is part of the path I cannot yet see.

They feel joy in advance.

They rejoice not because of the world, but despite it.

And that joy becomes a signal, a spiritual frequency, that draws matching experiences into form.

When you begin to live this way, people will not understand you. They will question your optimism. They will say, “why are you so sure, you don't have it yet?” But what they do not realize is that you do have it within. And the inner world always precedes the outer.

Gratitude in advance is the sign that you already possess the thing you desire in consciousness. It is the seed you plant, and water with belief. And as you continue to give thanks for what is unseen, it must appear. The laws of the universe demand it. Life cannot withhold what you have already claimed in faith. It cannot contradict the truth you embodied. This is why gratitude is so much more than politeness. It is power. It is the vibration of completion. It says it is done, even when others only see the beginning. It is the secret of those who live in alignment with divine intelligence.

They do not need to know the how.

They do not need to control the path. They simply give thanks as if everything has already been orchestrated perfectly.

And in that surrender, they find peace. Because gratitude softens resistance. It breaks the tension between desire and fulfillment. It takes you out of the energy of striving and into the energy of receiving. And once you are in the receiving state, all things begin to move toward you, not by force, but by grace.

Imagine waking up each day and thanking God for things you've only dreamed of. Imagine walking through your day as if your prayers had already been answered. Imagine writing down your goals and instead of pleading for them, simply saying, thank you, Father, for this reality now made visible. That kind of mindset opens gates. It dissolves worry. It silences the inner critic because you are no longer trying to get something, you are living in the energy of already having it. That shift changes the way you speak, the way you walk, the way you respond to the world around you.

You RADIATE peace.

You carry an unspoken confidence, not arrogance. And life response. Circumstances bend. People show up, ideas are born, solutions appear, because you are no longer sending out the signal of desperation. You are sending out the frequency of fulfillment.

#puravida #nostr #spirituality

Every time I touch JS (and especially bundlers) I'm reminded of what an incredible pain in the ass the entire ecosystem is.

I'm never going to use a JS framework for a new project again. And while I'm at it, fuck it maybe I'll never use Typescript again either.

Either use an actually typed language (Rust), use something enjoyable (Ruby), or at a push, write some plain vanilla JS.

The Untethered Soul is pure “medicine”

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Woke up thinking 🤔 - create an anon npub, be a fucking douche, download and repost all of nostr:nprofile1qqs03ekxgdp0rczjfqrrpcn7zqtdec6lcwnpfesyxnl0f239qvege2gpp4mhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mqpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68ytnzv9hxgqgkwaehxw309aex2mrp0yh8qunfd4skctnwv46q0s607x's zap memes, stack sats! Chew that sandwich with all the fucking gusto in my sails.

Question: why do avoidants pull back every time they reach new emotional depths? What’s the fear?