It isn’t a choice. I used to have a scale and for me to eat dairy the thing would have to be “shit your pants delicious”, or it wasn’t worth the aftermath
Soon™️… hmmmmmmmmm 
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You’d have to ask nostr:npub14hlzw4sywt23drreaqs8ruf00dsrnnv5hfnyu49g2hpheq836umssur6nl .. I can be, but I’m also a lot to deal with. The mind is always going. 😂😂😂
I tend to always be the tough guy. I don’t need people. Back up. I’m good.. etc etc. but it’s impossible to deny the feeling you get when you speak from the heart and have a genuine interaction with someone it resonated with. This world is challenging and can feel very alone at times. One like, one comment, one zap, can shift your whole mood.
I appreciate you all. 🙏🙏
Also can’t zap you, just says sending and never goes through
Virtually every single thing you touch, use, walk on, look at, with the exception of wild nature, was someone’s wild idea. Even something as simple as a leather sofa was once a wild idea in someone’s mind. This is a dreamer’s world, we are surrounded by the achieved dreams of others and dreams yet to be fulfilled. Surrounded by wild ideas that became the life’s work of thousands upon thousands of people.
So, fortunately for you.. you do live in that world!
I’ll go nostr:npub175hdheqn0arfdgywe9n2rze5eaf0j2mlz0xp5kq30vy57jqsncdqy2tpe9 & his lady Lauren. Also nostr:npub1cly0v30agkcfq40mdsndzjrn0tt76ykaan0q6ny80wy034qedpjsqwamhz , so many others, too, but I don’t often get overwhelming #bitcoin vibes from their content, despite the fact that they most likely support in in theory, if not in practice. nostr:note1plzymwws90fe3pfa03c74gmqdl57798ca5ncu7n35yj3khpsx0gqynmuc0
I’m a truth seeker. It led me to #bitcoin becuase the money is currently not truth. But I don’t really post much about it on nostr because it feels like everyone here already has a fairly good grasp on it. My posts are simply my journey, I try to be as authentic as possible. It’s kinda journaling for me. As you see or maybe didn’t see I went to a dark place recently and nostr:npub14hlzw4sywt23drreaqs8ruf00dsrnnv5hfnyu49g2hpheq836umssur6nl started reposting some of my old notes, I saw them come across my feed and read them and was transformed totally out of the state I was in and snapped back to the path I want to be on.
I do go dark, I don’t always have something to say, i disappear for weeks at a time, I have my personal battles, wins and losses, but love and light will prevail. With people like Lauren on my side, I can’t lose. 🫂
Thanks for thinking of me. 🙏🙏
Yes, but it’s also the timing. You knew.
That moment changed my life forever. The day I experienced what lies beyond the self. The day I experienced light.
nostr:npub14hlzw4sywt23drreaqs8ruf00dsrnnv5hfnyu49g2hpheq836umssur6nl just resurrected me. 🥹🥹🥹. She’s truly an angel on Earth.
The point is that when you liked it I happened to be in a bad place and it snapped me out of it. Thank you. And of course thank you nostr:npub14hlzw4sywt23drreaqs8ruf00dsrnnv5hfnyu49g2hpheq836umssur6nl for reposting some of these things to kind of slap me in the face with who I can be. 🥹
nostr:npub142gzcpjfdh23ugjjrmth420ck8ku42ejndpeny8rd9q3766fpecsgyjufs thank you for liking this, much needed reminder…perhaps I’ll stick around for a bit 🙏🙏 nostr:note19sspg0djvw3d3vh32sgs595zq8meaasrr8jdpdzklq2kzl0x75tq7z8h2v
I’ll be nuking this account soon.. I’ll be around at some point, but Buddha has ran his course. Thanks for the zaps and laughs. It was fun while it lasted. 🤝🫡
Mood 
