There is nothing be saved from, so I do not need a saviour.
There is nothing to be afraid of, so I do not need to be protected.
The future you predict does not exist, so I do not need your solutions.
Let me walk free and choose the life I want. This is all I desire.
šÆ
We all need saved from sin. Unless you are jesus ?
I am joking of course. But seriously do you ever ponder about death and your own mortality. What happens afterwards?
so far, all we know about is: entropy.
I donāt know. I have definitely came across many personal experiences of deja vu and synchronicities. I feel like been guided in some way using my intuition connected some higher power.
Thereās moments in life that just feel like God has a path laid out for us.
This energy you speak of, this guidance you seek is no different than that which guides me. You simply have a name for it, or have another way of making sense of it.
You connect to it in a different way, but it may not be as different as it seems. My connection is to the land. It is where I go for spiritual guidance, relief and to connect to what we call the great mystery.
I do not elevate myself above it, I do not hold dominion over it, it is not mine to control or manipulate. It is where I was born, it is what sustains me, and it is what will consume me in the end.
The beautiful thing is that you can have your way of making sense of it all and so can I, and in the end it doesnāt matter who is correct as long a we give each the space and respect to practice that which moves us.
Itās not the same energy though. The God of the bible saves man/woman from sin.
Itās very easy to be led by false spirits. Lucifer is known as the false light for a reason. You can have a deep spiritual connection but if you are still living in sin then thatās not the true light.
I am not trying to persuade you of my faith. I am not trying to convert you in anyway. Iām
I respect your beliefs and your free will and right to disagree with me.
Bless brother.
Iāve been there, in multiple ways actually. what I mean is: in the end, itās only our personal experience. what could have led us there? our brain is a mistery itself. the same quantum leap I had in a temple, I had also experienced with shrooms. thereās actually a great book about it by a quantum physicist from MIT, amit goswami: the self aware universe. he explains the basics of quantum and, in the last chapter, he draws parallels with all religions. itās quite something what he did there, Iāve read it like twenty years ago and it totally changed the way I understood things. so thatās precisely why I brought entropy up. itās a palpable hope. we know for sure thereās not an end. nothing is lost, everything dissipates. how it does and where to: thatās the mistery. and the way you live, the way you vibe will sure influence it.
I used to really delve deep in neuroscience books. Trying to figure out that mystery you describe.
Thereās so much I wish I could share with you on this subject. I need to do some digging to find the files I save on it.
Whatās funny is there is evidence of early Christianās weāre using magic mushrooms in the temples of worship š. 
That $%!# will make you see God for real!
Not sure if it will make you see God but shrooms definitely put you into a state of mind where very open to idea of different dimensions and you also sometimes experience an ego death I.e. become born again.
Mushrooms have the strange ability to allow the brain to rapid
develop new neural pathways. itās one of the reasons they can help with chronic depressionā¦ you can create a renewed mind in a very short period of time.
Still the most profound, powerful, and transforming states iāve ever experienced were in the Spirit, and made mushrooms or lsd look like childās play.
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Microdosing has helped me with depression, and macrodosing helps with elevation, creation and illumination.
I would just say again as long as you not living in sin then thatās the true light of Jesus. If you still living in sin then thatās false illumination of lucifer.
what a finding, my fren. most certainly there was a revolution going on in early christianity. a revolution which, as the romans were unable to win, ended up being co-opted by constantine. and it is the same story that repeats itself over and over from there on whenever a popular revolution tries to break out. no wonder, anarchism was born around 300 AD, just after the birth of the apostolic roman catholic church with constantinople. curious to see this material you have.
I canāt tonight I need to go through my old hard drive. Got some great stuff on their. Itās quite early Esoteric stuff but very convincing info imo.
DM me whenever you can
Oh yeh Iām the temple which is believed where some of the Jesus disciples who wrote the New Testament they found evidence of cannabis usage as well. So you know the earliest Christianās definitely had some divine inspiration hehe.
Welp. That explains it.
explains it all, hehe. the apocryphal gospel of saint thomas is 100% hallucinogenic š«
I doubt it.
Get it? Doubting Thomas!
Iāll show myself out.
and, in the end, itās all bout land as well ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ
What do mean by bout land?
The Temple Mount for instance.
in the sense given by sikto and by indigenous peoples, their relation with nature. and given by saint thomas himself, ālift a stone and there you will find me. break off a piece of wood and there I will beā. pure holism. what are shrooms and weed if not tools gifted by the land for us to enter into communion with the land itself, with the mistery of land, with the unseen?
dude, you MUST try ayahuasca anytime soon.
I did LSD and Shrooms both once. Never again lol.
once every five years or so, hehe
Was a real eye opener experience for me. I did both times when I was atheist and was a complete reprobate binge drinking university student lol.
same here. ayahuasca twice, lsd three times, shrooms three times. but weed. weed is on a daily basis. alcohol is shit, my bukowski days are gone. two, three cans at most every two or three months and: bed.
I barely drink now. If I do its a few cold ice Budweisers in hot sun with friends.
Iāve done some damn stupid things when drunk. enough is enough. thereās nothing like getting old.
Iām the same. Done some really stupid shit and hurt some people. Quitting nights out and partying was the beginning of my road to redemption and looking inward.
Ayahuasca any good? I heard it makes you yak right off, then feel nauseous a bit after that. I have a friend, a farmer, whoās 10 yro son shot himself several years ago. His wife has never recovered, just damaged and broken despite two younger children who are delightful but free range af. My friend went on an ayahuasca retreat to get his psyche recharged. He gave me that review. He felt it was worth the um indigestion .
Heaven forbid. Youāre young. You can get away with it. Ow, if I do any appreciable dosing, the back of my eyeballs ache to the point it is counterproductive to even bother. Since I quit smoking many years ago, and quite alcohol three years ago, Iām all set. No judgment on anyone else. But I am NOT getting in a car with you. Up to the back teeth riding shotgun with some damn trippinā psycho, or grain-soaked brain dead loser.
lmao hahaha
I see hallucinogens more a tools to realise there is more to life than the one we are currently experience with our 5 basic senses (touch, smell, taste, sight, hear). Too much of something is also a bad thing where the devil takes possession of you. People who smoke too much weed and do magic shrooms can end suffering from psychosis and schizophrenia.
Itās very clear in the world of God to NOT the love things in this world as its idolatry. You should only worship the Most High.
nah, yeah, thatās for sure. as I grew up hearing my mother (a pharmaceutical) saying: it is the dose that defines what is medicine and what is poison. theyāre a tool to help you find your way through the path, not the path itself.
Of course: I donāt know how one could be human without thinking about it. I am at peace with my beliefs and my understanding of mortality.
Yes. Quite often. To say I long for death would be a tile too far. I do welcome it as long as my affairs are in order. I have donated my body to science so no expensive funeral shenanigans. I couldnāt care less. Please move on, I tell my husband. Make sure my #Bitcoin goes to my brother. The great beyond awaits and I am ready.
I give unimaginable joys on earth: certainty, not faith, while in life, upon death; peace unutterable, rest, ecstasy
