⚡️💬 GRATITUDE - I've kept my word. It is with great pride that I announce that I have reached the 10,000 mark, just as I promised.

This message is going to be long. Some passages may not please you. All I ask is a little indulgence. These are the words of a mentally exhausted man, who has given about 1,500 hours of his life to this project.

I didn't make fun of you. Neither in form nor in content. I've put everything I know into Flash. I count less than a dozen errors out of 10,000 publications, giving us a reliability rate of 99.91%. This is the fruit of invisible work: hours of searching, checking and cross-referencing sources. It's all about making sure that every note is readable, verified and well presented, in line with my self-imposed DA: always an image or video, never text alone. Otherwise it's too simple...

I worked like a craftsman, a pioneer, often at a loss, but with a vision. I even sent out publications while driving, without ever stopping.

And that's the price of the avant-garde: the first build the roads that others will follow... sometimes for much better pay. And I sincerely wish them every success.

At some point when I humbly estimated that I had become the number 1 hybrid media in the entire Nostr protocol, I put my Bitcoin address in bio, frantically opening my wallet 20 times a day, hoping for... a large donation, from a mysterious stranger who would have recognized the value of my work. But... nothing.

I'll let you in on the other side of the iceberg: I've gone through major periods of self-doubt, fatigue and, at times, depression. Covering the news isn't easy. Seeing suffering, war and misery. And to make the choice, every day, to spare you the worst. To censor myself, so as not to offend you too much.

Why didn't I crack? Because in addition to the intimidation, harassment and threats, I received a lot of support and encouragement. And from time to time, anonymous donors gave me a few donations that enabled me to see something other than the negative side of the situation. To them, a big thank you, because without it, I don't think I would have lasted.

I created Flash on December 26, 2024, 0 subscribers and -73500 sats on my wallet to pay Primal OG to get a name back. As I've already said, I hesitated between ALERT, BREAKING or FLASH. I chose Flash for its echo of lightning and the spirit of the network.

Today, June 26, 2025, 6 months later, I have around 8,200 subscribers and almost 2 million sats in my wallet, but let's take a closer look at my POW ⤵︎

➤ Key figures:

• 10,000 notes

• 182 days active

• 1,921,817 sats

• 8 hours of work per day

• 6,789 replies

Breakdown:

• 10,000 ÷ 182 = ~54.9 notes per day

• 55 ÷ 24 = ~2.3 notes per hour

• 182 × 8 = 1,456 total hours of work

• 1,921,817 ÷ 182 = ~10,560 sats per day

• 10,560 ÷ 8 = 1,320 sats per hour of work

→ That’s approximately $0.14 per hour.

I'd like to thank a woman who contributed enormously to this result, without her I might not even have reached the million satoshi mark in 6 months of hard work. I'd like to thank you in particular, even though I know you want to be discreet, you deserve my public thanks!

90% of my activity was done on nostr:nprofile1qqs9xtvrphl7p8qnua0gk9zusft33lqjkqqr7cwkr6g8wusu0lle8jcpz4mhxue69uhk2er9dchxummnw3ezumrpdejqzynhwden5te0danxvcmgv95kutnsw43q9w4ut3, a solid app. I also used nostr:nprofile1qqsraldwhvwcjgltmxwfu7kw8dqef2692yhzheuurd7k3kfy8cxjdqgpz3mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduq3jamnwvaz7tms09exzmtfvshxv6tpw34xze3wvdhk6q60hrm for notifications, and tested nostr:nprofile1qqsfhc97plq8j4yzxv33v98yu8hunu5tpkeesqg7lmk0qhl9wrja6vcpz3mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduqs6amnwvaz7tmwdaejumr0dshe39pt, nostr:nprofile1qqszpxr0hql8whvk6xyv5hya7yxwd4snur4hu4mg5rctz2ehekkzrvcpr3mhxue69uhkummnw3ez6vpj9eukz6mfdphkumn99e3k7mgpr3mhxue69uhkummnw3ez6vp39eukz6mfdphkumn99e3k7mgfu86qj and nostr:nprofile1qqsgajr2e8ssj7vesefqdrhxkqpz8w8ryed2hvl79rakkwmw999de9sppemhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mp0qyw8wumn8ghj76r0v3kxymmy9e3k7unpvdkx2tn5dahkcue07ws9cg. Thanks to all these customers.

My opinion of the protocol: Nostr is the best social network of my life. It has made me lose all interest in X, Instagram or Facebook. Nostr is a drug.

I've enjoyed reading your posts. Some of them blew me away with their intelligence.

What drew me here? The resistance to censorship. I'm not a technician, NIPs, relays, I only half get it. But that word: censorship, that was my way in.

And yet... I'm a little disappointed. I thought I'd be reading things you'd never read anywhere else. In the end? A lot of slick content. I expected more boldness, more unfiltered opinions — instead, I often found cautious, curated content. A far cry from the courage of Satoshi Nakamoto. But it takes all kinds to make a world.

At first I'd cover tech, bitcoin and current affairs in the broadest sense, but as I refined my sources I'd have to pretend to ignore a major current event like the situation in Gaza? I couldn't do it. Then came the situation between Iran and Israel, and each time I decided to cover the events, because that's my role and my responsibility now that I cover the news.

There's nothing to stop me covering a volcano eruption in Peru, a flood in France, a blackout in Spain, bitcoin conferences, discussions on AI and wars in the Middle East. I've shown that I can do just that, centralizing all the world's news on a single account and on Nostr.

Over time, I began to be a divisive figure. Some people love me, others hate me. This is no doubt the price not of glory, but of a job done with integrity, and I accept it.

I hope I've delighted you. I hope I've left a mark, and that when you hear "Flash", you'll think of me.

I’m just a simple guy, with no sponsors or partnerships, who likes to try new things in life. I’m a sensitive person, and if at any point I lacked tact or delicacy toward you, I sincerely apologize.

But one thing is certain: from now on, Nostr will no longer be my priority. I left a lot of energy and time. The most important currency isn't bitcoin: it's time, supply is limited and it's impossible to buy back lost time.

I feel like that miner with a pickaxe who's digging and is this close to finding diamonds and turns back ... or maybe I could keep digging for another ten years and find nothing. I don't know.

I just wanted to prove that it was possible to succeed here, from scratch, without friendship among bitcoin celebrities. It's up to you to judge whether it's a success or a failure. I've got my answer.

Maybe this is the end of a chapter. Maybe the start of another. In any case — thank you for reading me.

Our time on Earth comes to an end. No matter how long you live, your life will be short. It is very important to decide on your path. Thank you all again. Respectfully, Flash.

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Aww shucks. I was just starting to get into your content.

All of that for you to leave us.... Guess I'll just unfollow now...?

Thanks for the short time we had you I suppose, I enjoyed your posts

Enjoyed your content brother! Well done…don’t forget about us! Much love!

Sorry to read this but its understandable.

Appreciate your efforts to bring value to nostr, which you have done.

As to any negative feedback you got- some people just like to bitch, so you can't take it too personally

Hopefully you stick around in some capacity, and start sharing some of the content that you feel is lacking on here.

All the best!

I'll explain tonight, but I want you to know that I'm here, my friend.

🫶💕✨✨💫

🥹 Art is Love 🥹

👩‍🎨⚡️👨‍🎨

🫂

I appreciate your effort. Truthfully, it's probably too early for what you were doing to be more than a passion project.

I'll miss your content, but I definitely understand that it was unsustainable.

Thank you for the hard work. Hopefully, you'll give it another shot someday.

I'd like to take this opportunity to thank you personally for your support over the years. I'd like to clarify a few points, but I want you to know that I'm still here.

Glad to hear it. Eventually, you'll reap some first mover advantage rewards.

🙌 I hope

There are things here you can't read anywhere else...

I liked the Flash posts, I don’t watch the news and only know what’s going on from vibes, and you helped with all that. Thanks for your service but it always seemed to be taking a toll on you, and you don’t owe anyone shit 🫂

Keep it casual and it might go somewhere!

Bro! dont are 0'14$ x hour. Ir is 1'4$ aprox.

Anyway thanx for your work

You're right, I was wrong 🤦‍♂️ Thanks for your message.

Thanks Flash! Good work done. Don’t take any of it personally and best of luck with next and next and next! LFG

Damn man, your’s was one of my favorite accounts

Keep on keeping on. Work to 99.999 reliability. 5 nines is the way. Not sure where the reliability stats come from, but I certainly appreciate your posts.

Don't burn out. Take it easy at times, burn the candle at others. Your posts are unmutable like bitcoin. I know you will be and an anchor here. The more you are attacked, the more you are moving in the right direction.

We are in interesting times. We need more exposition ot truth.

Your claim to diligence is a bit thin. No matter how much work and effort you put in, it’s for naught if you remain blinded by your biases and what you choose to focus on.

One example would be your focus on what Israel is doing in Gaza, and never what Hamas is doing in Gaza.

Besides if shining a light on human suffering is important to you, why no posts about the violence in Sudan? The body count there is ongoing and worse than anything in the Middle East, and FOR YEARS.

Your bitcoin content was intelligent, and appreciated. Everything else was ignorance, and not.

Believe it or not, my account doesn't cater to your individual needs and preferences nostr:nprofile1qqsgm5xv3qz5dh67jmsgg7pdkraz4acht9dq0495cs8clf2z3t0dv0gpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgqgcwaehxw309aex2mrp0yh8xmn0wf6zuum0vd5kzmqgg67wv

Your pro-Israeli bias is palpable and free to talk about Sudan on your account. This is my last message to you.

This was your ONLY message to me, actually, and I’ve made many attempts to engage with you politely.

I’m not asking you to cater to me. Rather, if your goal is to expose human suffering, I’m asking you to not be so narrow-minded and, yes, ignorant. You could have, for example, posted about the jihadist suicide bomber that killed 25 people in a church in Damascus.

Your anti-Israel bias is obvious and without a single message against Hamas, and it has become obvious that you support their actions. That’s sickening. There is blame to go around here, and you are only pointing it one way, completely ignoring the evils Hamas perpetrates against the citizens of Gaza. Or the 13 million displaced people and tens of thousands dead in Sudan just this year alone.

Evidently, I care more about them than you do.

Nothing screams more about ignorance as a pro-Israel stance. You have to be completely blind, deaf, stupid, brainwashed or plainly evil to side with Israel at this point.

This was your ONLY message to me, actually, and I’ve made many attempts to engage with you politely.

I’m not asking you to cater to me. Rather, if your goal is to expose human suffering, I’m asking you to not be so narrow-minded and, yes, ignorant. You could have, for example, posted about the jihadist suicide bomber that killed 25 people in a church in Damascus.

Your anti-Israel bias is obvious and without a single message against Hamas, and it has become obvious that you support their actions. That’s sickening. There is blame to go around here, and you are only pointing it one way, completely ignoring the evils Hamas perpetrates against the citizens of Gaza. Or the 13 million displaced people and tens of thousands dead in Sudan just this year alone.

Evidently, I care more about them than you do.

So you are telling us that you believe it is justified for the IDF to film themselves raping and killing then upload it tiktok.

And you think that anyone who does not support the rape and murder of children is bias? That's your argument?

Just trytto understand how you can justify raping and killing children and your only excuse for supporting this is "but Hamas"

Explain yourself.

Are you a pedophile? Are you a zionist?

Because those are the only logical explanations for why you would try to blame Hamas for what the IDF are doing.

I didn’t justify anything.

Re-read what I wrote. Did the worms eat *all* of your brains? Hamas are the ones who filmed themselves doing everything you just said. Don’t get it twisted.

I’m anti-religious zealotry.

Thank You FLASH for all your work 👍👍👍

You've done an amazing job and with care. Well done too, in making and keeping a promise. Sadly it's a more rare trait lately. You're a hero for that alone, in addition to the victories over yourself on the days that you didn't feel like posting and did it anyway. Thank you 🙏 and I'll miss seeing your work. 🧡

Thank you so much for your words my friend, but don't worry, I'm still here, I've just got my priorities in order.

21 000 000 de mercis, mon ami, pour ton temps et ton dévouement. Mes vœux les plus sincères.

À toi également camarade merci beaucoup pour ton soutien

This is a shitty place on a shitty planet full of shitty people who don't want to help me find out if Digit is OK and you've done nothing to change that. You seem like a glowie.

I'm thankful you stopped spamming the asknostr hashtag, though.

I wish you less rage for the future

Thanks but less fear would be better and more to the point

Damn man, this a dark day hearing you quit. Nostr has become a lot less appealing for me right now. :/ Still, thank you for your time and work! I hope we see you around again.

I'm not resigning, I've invested too much time and energy to give up. But I have to find a balance. I am sad to know that Nostr interests you less and less I will try to restore interest in this protocol through my work.

That’s a relief 😅

We are too early. Thank you for your contribution. Wish you the best 🫂

So maybe I'm well placed precisely we all want to be early rather than late. I just have to find my balance to last. Thank you nostr:npub1q8w7u2ymrghfpp6v5dpg57jpgaj2djk340a2npwzq8n64ksk6wxq8aw95u

I just came back looking for this note because you said something was coming.

I am kind of sad reading this now. Of course time is our most valuable asset, much more valuable than bitcoin that’s for sure.

Thank you for all your work I really appreciate your service.

My personal opinion you didn’t asked for:

Maybe you don’t need to just quit the whole thing. But instead lower the time and energy you invest in this account.

Take into consideration that we are not early, we are SUPER EARLY. Nostr maybe has less than 20k daily active users. But I think is the base layer for so many big things coming.

Is still early for bitcoin so imagine for a communication protocol where Bitcoin is its native currency!

Also maybe 2M sats its not than much in US dollars today but i’ll probably be x10 more valuable in the next decade for sure.

Investing time energy and work on Nostr it’s a very low time preference thing to do. It can payoff in the long term or it cannot. It’s always a good choice to prioritize your own time, energy and family.

But don’t leave us alone please 🙏🏼

Maybe there’s other options to monetize your services? Like monthly paid subscriptions or something like that. Just thinking loud.

Thank you again! And hope you’ll find the best way to go 🫡

Thank you for your message nostr:nprofile1qqsy6sd8e0ym0algfpx32jv64y2pcule5wwrwewvt4trr7s705mr8nqpz4mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68ytnww5hszxrhwden5te0wfjkccte9eex7mrf9eek7cmfv9kz7xng9rl it touches me a lot. I'm not abandoning you, I've worked and invested way too much to give up now, but I just have to find a balance to hold on in the long run.

Thanks for the hard work and truth-telling. Come back as the spirit moves you. There is much on Nostr that is close to unique and lives only tenuously elsewhere, half a whim and a quarter inch away from Jewish censorship.

I didn't leave, but I'm currently working on finding a balance to last over time because my pace from the beginning is not tenable.

I have appreciated your content, and I wish you great success in whatever you decide to pursue… you obviously have a lot of drive and grit, and I hope this project will serve as a foundation for whatever you build next, and that you find success in whatever success means to you. Thank you for your efforts!

Thank you very much nostr:nprofile1qqspd2qqct3t8zefnx8f6e35td88hl8hek8u44ehqy4tujjrrytl7qgpzemhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuurjd9kkzmpwdejhgqg4waehxw309amk7apwdehhxarj9ecxzun50ykhe4a7 My new chapter is on Nostr 🫡

Fricking awesome work and really inspiring. Keep up the awesome work. We all appreciate it I'm sure.

Thank you very much nostr:nprofile1qqsq08tj00hrmqz7y36csc02f5pgktn2x7q9lrd5t0uqgkleqqyev5qpzamhxw309ucnjv3wxymrst339ccnxvp6xsurvwgpzamhxue69uhkv6tvw3jhytnwdaehgu3wwa5kueg3ycnnl 🫡

It seems like you burned yourself out. Hopefully you will find some peace of mind

Yes, I'm exhausted. Today I'm working on finding a balance between my activity on Nostr and my life. I'm also trying to get rid of the mental load I carried throughout the speedrun.

I find constantly looking at the news does that to me. (That’s why I don’t). I can’t imagine doing it 8h/day.

Great writing ✍🏽 Cheers and Best Wishes in your endeavors!

Thanks, but I haven't left yet, I'm still here.

Thankyou for your service 🫡

You're my main source of news

You need to find a few like minded people tell help so you don't get so burnt out.

Maybe find people in different timezones so you can maintain the ability to cover breaking news.

You definitely do a lot and don't get anywhere near as much credit as you deserve.

I really appreciate what you do.

But put yourself first, you're useless to use if you burn yourself out and send yourself insane.

I feel like what you report is very well balanced

None of your bias seem to cause an issue.

You're far more honest and balanced than any other nostr news account Ives seen

Thank you very much nostr:nprofile1qqspvkuax73gjqcs8tu66fqrd0w9gfcgstqp4h2327gle9nxze704sgpz4mhxue69uhhyetvv9uju6rpd4hx2apwd9hsz9nhwden5te0wfskwmnpwgkhyetvv9ujucm0d5sw8j57 for your message and your support. A new flash appears little by little, I finished my speedrun now I try not to put any pressure.

You can certainly be proud of the work you’ve done nostr:npub1f4uyypghstsd8l4sxng4ptwzk6awfm3mf9ux0yallfrgkm6mj6es50r407. But having harmony in life is important too…. 🫂

Thanks nostr:nprofile1qqsgf4v0mlfzltjkrxk72dqhz8gl08edlmu8pen7h7fesksqrw9ydfgpp4mhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mqpzfmhxue69uhhwmm59e6hg7r09ehkuegasxpvw, I'm trying to find a balance and I'm working on it.

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Thank you. Your feedback and experience is really valuable to me. Hope yo see you under another nickname some other day ! All the best🙌

Did your ROI improve over time? Like how was the zap/note ratio in the first half compared to the second half?

Was there a significant improvement, or did it stay rather stagnant from a certain point on?

I read this with a delay, i was out of nostr because of life's surprises.

Sometimes times don't give enough times for people to mean enough times how times is precious.

You have build a project like a running marathon and you reach the line.

Well done for this past work, i really appreciate all the effort and the way you have "put" yourself in this work.

Now future is in your hands, but you can be proud of you.

Thank you for all the share you did, of you, of your news, of your times and even the result of this project.

You have also prove that a real human work has nothing to do with bot news, because you also care how the news can be read when you write it.

You are not only a flash of a camera about world's news, you are a fire light of this world. 🫂

Thank you very much for your message nostr:nprofile1qqsxvh3kfulz9demyv4f7v8rtg2fljyntyq4prezexznrs2dzccs47gpzamhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68ytnzv9hxgtcprfmhxue69uhhyetvv9ujumn0wd68ycmgv43kktndv5hs6zhxes I hope you’re well

Terrific effort. Thanks for laying all this out, warts and all. Nostr may not be ready yet, but the more people value old-school internet posting, the more people will come. And hopefully one day your efforts will pay off more.

Thank you

nostr:nprofile1qqstagf47q0wvxptscv2e249am74yu0j94wgk2p8gyl73998yqz3cdspz4mhxue69uhhyetvv9unytnpdenk7u3wd9hsz9nhwden5te0wfjkccte9ec8y6tdv9kzumn9wsh7t5fm