People in your position are exactly who I am trying to help, just like your doctor.
Whenever you speak to that doctor again, please pass along high praise from me.
I've seen you post about Bentov before.
Did your doctor turn you on to Sannella and Bentov?
Three of the links in my profile all contain Bentov references. The "short" was my "debutante entrance" piece for a community of academics.
They really like my research now and they're like Bentov except they have PhDs.
He encouraged me to apply my skills of research to my "crazy" theories I had about my past, and validated me when I found consistent patterns. So he didn't turn me onto Bentov explicitly, but Bentov was foundational to the trainings that project Stargate delivered and I think as a kid I was weirdly in that program myself. Or at least I grew up next to the base that ran the program and was in a special program in elementary school where we did a lot of hanging out in a dark closets listening to beep boops and trying to guess what happened next which I was very good at.
His practice specialized in MKUltra victims and others with extraordinary dissociative abilities, so I was just super lucky all around to be with him. I watched the links in your profile and I am super curious! The theory my doctor and I came up with was that basically what I went through as a kid kind of stuck me in theta waves which is why so much of my reality is so dreamlike. I've been doing alpha stim and it's wild how much more embodied I am now. Now that I understand the difference I'm trying to consciously grow that theta wave muscle.
I must check out Sannella next! This all came to light for me like 9 months ago so it's wild because like... It's all so crazy but it's real and it's happening to me. If you ever want to collaborate I would absolutely love to, I have a lot of experience publishing boring economics research and idk I'm blowing up that career now I guess 🤣
I have a question for you: what can disrupt the magnetic aura? I don't see auras like many describe, but all my life I've noticed weird people that are "cracked" on the other side. I think the most concerning part of all of this for me is that oh I am seeing something real in the cracked men, and now that I know that I'm seeing it I also know that they look for me. One nice thing about thinking I was crazy was the ability to brush that off as paranoia and now I'm not so sure 🤣
Maybe try the Vesica Institutes vibrational Radesthesia course. I’ve been working with that for less than a year now and can test for qualities in almost anything I can focus on. One of the recent things I’ve learned to do that with is being embodied. My Reiki instructor detected I was a bit out of body and helped put me back in. A couple weeks later I felt a little off, testing with that system. Then it was simple to get back to an embodied state. I’ve corrected all kinds of things through a similar process.
thank you very much for the recommendation I will check it out!
I didn't even know I was disembodied, I was just very bad at things everyone else thought were very easy. My doctor asked me about video games in our first session, which ones I preferred etc. I said I found FPS games claustrophobic because the hands were so close to the viewer, I preferred RPGs because I could see all around me like normal.
And that's how at age 37 I learned that I was essentially playing the Sims my whole life and it was actually super abnormal to perceive things from above 🤣😂😭
I’m very much the reverse. At age 30 I had my first Reiki lesson which was when if first could say I had ever felt something I knew was supernatural. Two and a half years later I’m using “supernatural” abilities on a daily basis and can perceiving all kinds of things in ways I didn’t think possible.
The Vesica institute has been an incredible resource in my awakening journey.
Isn't it funny how natural the supernatural is once you know what you're experiencing? 😅🥰
Sorry. Missed this response initially.
That's great. Essentially that's how my encounter with Medicine Man went. It wound up driving me to research, interpret, diagnose, hypothesize, and use my developed skillset of trying to look at things from the perspective of others. This was a skill I developed when I was teaching math and critical thinking and it turned out to be a way of living the Golden Rule.
Yeah, Bentov was super key in my opinion. Dr. Lee Sannella MD was one of Bentov's collaborators. Bentov wrote an appendix in Sannella's book called "Kundalini: Psychosis or Transcendence". Seems like something that should definitely be on both your and your doctor's radar.
https://archive.org/details/kundalinipsychos00lees
As for what can disrupt the magnetic aura, I think this is the mechanism by which astrology works on us. I also think this is the mechanism by which traditional stone medicine works, i.e. crystal/mineral healing. The atomic electrons oscillating produce a subtle magnetic signature that falls within the interactive bandwidth of at least one of the magnetic bodies that composes the aura: the one tethered to the motion of the electrons of the atoms of our own bodies would seem to be the most appropriate of the magnetic bodies of the aura to interact with celestial bodies and local minerals/crystals.
Also other people. What food you ate. I imagine radiation. The Medicine Man who gave me my name reads auras to diagnose health issues and prescribe herbal remedies so there must be a bunch of nuance to the aura. It seems to be impacted by our physical health, not just our spiritual and mental health. It seems that biophoton emission and mitotic radiation are some big science words that are likely related to "the health aura".
I think neural oscillation patterns could impact the aura which means meditation, sensory deprivation, psychedelics, etc. could induce auric shifts. Emotions for sure. Imbalance in self love. Imbalance in social relationships.
In Bentov's appendix of StWP, he points out in other words that transcranial magnetic stimulation of 4 or 7 Hz can induce spontaneous physio kundalini experiences in people.
Bentov captured it nicely, I think, with respect to the "cracked" on the other side folks. He said that spiritually evolved people who are unable to rectify their "new reality" with their "everyday reality" would wind up "cracked" but the ones who are able to integrate those two realities are the so called geniuses like Newton, Faraday, Einstein, etc.
I went almost 53 months without knowing what I had experienced. Since then I've been making up for lost time. I would be more than happy to collab. That's one of the main goals of the weekly study groups. They're on Clubhouse on Sundays at 12 noon eastern US time. They are recorded and I am planning to release them as podcasts in the not too distant future once some other moves are completed. Plans are underway for website, podcast, and then I'm going to HAM on writing, presumably, my first book of multiple books. Thing is I have limited time as do we all, which is why gathering with fellow seekers periodically is a great hack for making rapid progress as a team.
Eventually I'll probably pivot from Clubhouse to something different but for now it's there. If that doesn't fly for you, we can try to arrange something else. Let me know.
Ok I just got the clubhouse app, let me know how to find your group I will try to join at noon on Sunday!
Here is the most recent study group announcement post. I usually post the announcement 24 hours before the next session along with the “flight plan”.
Yay! I will try to be there this Sunday! 🥰
Welcome. I look forward to hearing about your experiences and research and sharing the same in kind with you.
The previous sessions are available on Clubhouse as "replays" if you want to check any of those out to get a sense of how the study sessions go.
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I love that you're covering law of one! That's been recommended heavily to me by the psy-gym team but I've been intimidated 😅 I look forward to Sunday 🥰
Amazing to hear that!
The Law of One was discussed both in Paradigm Drift 5 and in Once Bitten 562. My work has put the Law of One onto the radar in a unifying, lucid, scientific way.
I occasionally correspond with L/L Research offering them my research updates or asking occasional questions.
You’re gonna love it. There’s so much good stuff in here. 🙂
Frankly I am excited for you because you are on the precipice of some incredible revelations.
I just shared this playlist earlier with male host from Paradigm Drift earlier today.
It's a good "get up to speed" playlist for the Law of One from the horse's mouth.
No need to check it out but if you want, it will probably be helpful to getting oriented to the material. I don't know that much is gained from watching the videos so if you're busy, audio only will probably be just as effective at informing you and will free you up to get other things done.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ig36Of2dpws&list=PLRyIHe1Zsa7ZA5pSFaOYEoGtdq-coyc2C
Thank you so much I will absolutely check it out 🥰
