It's terrible. It's the cigarette buds. I am super sensitive to the toxicity of cigarette smoke. And I have such an aversion to smoking that it literally makes me nauseous just looking at it.
Why would anyone want to have 10000 chemicals having just poisoned someone's lungs and left to never disintegrate in a stinky ashtray, be their logo? 🤢🤮 Oh I get ... #nostr is timeless! 😅
You know where it would be super digged?!?Eastern Europe. I grew up there and I am not foreign to wheels spinning and hot ass shaking. + Everyone Smokes there. Just spent the last year there holding my breath and pretending to be ok around toxic smelling smoke cigarette addicts.
Lol, sorry but not sorry... So cringe indeed. 😂
There's no coincidences...
While I was in Guatemala for 5 weeks, I had quite a few interactions with scorpions. There was the largest thing I'd seen hanging out on my ceiling of my bedroom one night that I needed to call for help to escort out. Then I got visited another night, when I'd brought in a sweet lil pup that seemed to had lost its owners and he started crying warning me as the scorpion approached on the floor by my bed... that was the first time I escorted a scorpion on my own. Then on my way out all packed up with my suitcases I look under the bed of my rental to make sure nothing had fallen out or left behind and I see a scorpion literally hanging down right where I'd been sleeping for 5 weeks under the bed. 👀 didn't know if it was alive or dead... but dang.
And then the week before, one actually stung me while I was laying in bed in the dark. It had crawled on my covers then as it was making its way onto my collar bone... And I felt something, reaching, in the dark mind you, to move my hair out of the way that was either tickling me or whatever was crawling on me, there it was - a sudden sting on my Jupiter finger. Ouch! I end up peripherally seeing the whole action only as it occured, right when the scorpion flung its sting, only because I was holding my phone with my other hand and there was a tiny bit of light. It was super painful and I definitely had a good loud and long cry as I instinctively screamed and jumped out of bed scared and in shock.
Why am I even sharing this? 😂
Well, I'd be talking to a friend about the Gene Keys the same day I left Guatemala as I'd been processing this whole interaction with scorpions and its spiritual medicine and meaning. She had also had similar frequent visits minus the sting while there, so the Gene Keys came up as some personal lessons and refections were emerging.
Then, I arrive in Venice that same day and there's a Gene Key book waiting for me on the table of the Airbnb. 👀
What are the chances!?!
This is why I've been able to share a daily Gene Key Oracle.
Btw, I love to see the notes and underlines of the owner of the book. I miss mine.
Today, I spent a good amount of time focusing on a question, before I randomly opened the book... I often use it as an Oracle and sure enough... A deep message on transmutation and transfiguration emerges.
It reminds me of and brings me right back to a couple of many powerful ayahuaska journeys and links back to what I was sharing earlier about clearing karma this week.
I resonate with it tons too as I've gone through a massively challenging Pluto opposition transit in the last 15 years traveling through the underworld and back and closely relate to transmuting of the karma of the collective through my being. It's been intense.
Anyhow... 😅
#grownostr #spiritualstr 😜😘🤑🌺🙏🏻🪽♥️💫🧿
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Ummm yeah, NO!!!!
I just noted that #nostr might be taking off in the coming times this am...
I take my words back... Let that be noted.
Oh what's the "nests"? I think I haven't caught up to that yet.
I was just contemplating about how do you grow nostr... How do freedom loving people come in and stick around? And I thought, that most people are not gonna wanna hangout if their timeline is mainly filled with Bitcoin memes... But if there was political discussions like upcoming elections etc... now we are talking about a lot more engagement I think 🤷🏻♀️
Ok, glad to know it wasn't just me with my bisq experience and I did give it a min... 😓😮💨
I did learn about the escrow system in robosats and hearing of your direct experience is encouraging.
It seems like I am going to have to give it a go just so at least I have had that experience and then go from there.
I am voting for that changing paradigm.
The two steps forward one step backwards reminds me of a meme on our personal evolutionary journey, I saw a couple of days ago... basically showing an archer 🏹 pulling an arrow... which represents that one step back...
Awwww, ok gotchu! Thank you, for taking the time to educate me. 🙏🏻😊
Those felt super overwhelming.. I couldn't even get through installing bisq... Did go into robosats and Hodlhodl I believe and it seemed like people are selling at higher than current prices? It also felt kinda risky and challenging. But I will check this learn link and see if I breakthrough the resistance I am feeling from my first time experience there going it alone.
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He doesn't post a whole lot and usually when he does, it's a really cool Bitcoin image. If you haven't listened to his 17 part series with Robert Breedlove on Robert's podcast, What is Money, I highly recommend it. It is the best of Saylor for hours and hours. I listened to each episode twice, before I moved on to the next one. That is how it really sank in for me. Great for road trips, which I believe you are on, right? Here is a link to the first episode.
https://youtu.be/4rvTppy1qLI?si=an_vP_Q-vwdcV-od
And here is a keynote speech he gave that was incredible:
I definitely did not watch all 17... But started them back when it came out. Totally, bookmarked it as the best knowledge I could be plugging myself into. So much gold in there.
Great reminder to go back and start listening/expanding my worldview, again.
Who are some of the top #Bitcoin evangelists out there? Share some of your favorite names out there?
There's power in awareness and acknowledgement and releasing guilt from the equation.
I also get it... Been here for less than two weeks but it's definitely turning into something like that for me. 😅
I am definitely acknowledging my addiction to using my tarot deck rn at certain times. Also, coffee in the last couple years.
Also, we can be aware of not turning puritanicle.
Awe, thank you! I am happy to hear. 🙏🏻❤️ I love you recognizing and highlighting it and giving me credit like that.
Gosh, you are so optimistic about the level of consciousness of humanity. On the other hand I often feel like my patience is short about the evolution of consciousness of humanity and trajectory we are casting. Sometimes I still go into a narrative of "you gotta be f*cking kidding me 🙄OMFG, humans, get your f*ing shit together... F*cking hurry up". 😅
"It's freaking freezing here in Tehas... so just letting you know, I am not taking my hat off 😅"
"TX revolts and now they get freezing weather... 👀"
"They are saying the grid might go down..."
"Well, Tehas is off the grid..."
Heard on team meeting at the fellowship today...
Gosh when you say - "try to change the file server" I've no idea how to do that or what that means really.