Je n'ai pas beaucoup de photos de moi et celles que j'ai sont souvent prises par ma fille de bientôt 4 ans. En les regardant je me rends compte qu'elle voit un côté de moi que je ne montre pas souvent. Celui de la joie, de la spontanéité, du jeu. Celui que j'ai enfoui il y a fort longtemps.

Aujourd'hui cette photo m'a mis les larmes aux yeux. J'ai eu l'impression de me retrouver, par les yeux de ma fille.

J'ai aussi eu un nouveau signe que c'est possible, que je suis dans la bonne voie. Les mères parfaites n'existent pas, mais je dois a minima briser ce cycle. Ça s'arrête avec moi, toutes ces femmes de ma lignée "victimes de la vie" qui enchaînent les jours essoufflées, en mode survie et qui finissent tristes et déçues de ne pas avoir pu/su profiter.

Ma fille n'en a pas besoin.

Mais qu'est-ce que c'est dur de quitter ce mode survie ! De ne pas jouer la victime, de prendre les choses en main. De quitter des relations toxiques et de se juger digne de mieux, beaucoup mieux. Un défi quotidien que je partage ici car je sais que je ne suis pas la seule.

Nous sommes nombreuses dans ce chemin de briseuses de cycle et le savoir nous donne de la force ❤️🔥

#naissance #mèrefille #trauma #ancêtres #lignée #guérison #blessures #psy #thérapie #matrescence #briseusedecycle #nostrfr

Any other twisted, cynical assholes here? How do the weirdos find eachother here? I am talking prime level sickos. I want to make myself feel better.

#asknostr #nostr

Hi. I’m Barry.

Voice of "Straight to HR"

Patron saint of burnout, broken printers, and bad ideas.

I used to be a real person.

Then I read one too many Urban Dictionary entries and became… this.

A jaded husk with a microphone and a vendetta against corporate buzzwords.

Every day, I wake up, question my life choices, and then record a filthy, unfiltered, absolutely HR-violating definition some genius uploaded to the internet at 3am in 2007.

Why?

Because someone has to.

And I’ve already given up on happiness.

This show is short, NSFW, and completely unredeemable.

Just like me.

So if you’re into inappropriate slang, existential dread, and hearing a deadpan voice whisper “Jesus Christ” after describing things like a “Wisconsin Waffle”…

Congrats.

You’re home now.

Filed under: Straight to HR

Trigger warnings: All of them

Morale level: Actively declining

Let’s begin.

Or don’t. I’m still getting paid the same either way.

—Barry

#introduction #introductions #NSFW

I created an account on this network to learn about the network and Bitcoin. #introduction

Ok, I need a local LLM that can fix my grammar before posting... preferably as a browser plugin.

Look what I found in an artist’s studio in Harare. An old Reuters trading keyboard. It has a „Mine“ key on the top right.

tap to nut

nut to pay

near field cashu

this project is damned, we started it before finding a good name for it

GM #Nostr New user here.

Introduced by #echdel Looking forward to learning and playing along. Pic is some of my engineering work to secure critical infrastructure against vandalism and theft in remote areas of Africa. Lock manufacturing nerd, homeschooling children, living in a well hidden spot in the middle of South Africa. Not yet sure what Nostr is.... TBH.

#introduction

#introduction

Hello 🙋‍♀️

Welcome! Wish you a good time here.

Hi! I’m Fiona. Portrait / event photographer based in NYC.

#introduction

⚡️🩸#Bitcoin just made the biggest weekly price drop in history with a $13,561 red candle.

@kagi est un moteur de recherche payant qui du coup n'inclut pas dans son business model de monétiser les données (par exemple, possible de créer un compte avec un faux email et de payer par lightning, par contre le service après vente devient plus compliqué). Dans le plan ultimate, ils incluent une sélection de LLMs qui peuvent avoir accès ou non à la recherche web.

Franchement je suis assez fan.

Super intéressant cet outil !

Spécialisé dans la recherche de recherche ?

Sometimes, when I notice I have persistent trolls over months, I take a couple tries to reach out and talk to them.

I try to directly address their issues, and ask what their problem is, or who hurt them.

Like someone who is clearly a human but posts anti-Bitcoin stuff on my threads 193 times. Or who makes fun of my voice 65 times.

Thus far, it has almost never worked out. They just keep going until they burn out. Their views and comments tend to be near-zero anyway. It’s a mental illness issue. And I’m not equipped to handle it.

Kind of like how people throw poop in certain cities, there are people who digitally just parasitically can’t stop clutching to others negatively.

I invite them to do better, hope they recover, but I increasingly learn that dealing with them rationally doesn’t work and I’m not the right one to help with that sort of mental illness.