and that's a really terrible time to discover the monster within
and cant ever take that back
if you think all people dont have a velociraptor baggins inside that can be triggered, that the answer if they do is repress and avoid, ngmi
gotta work ~with~
global crises local crises will only increase in the coming years
what you dont do with your partner will come out on your kids or pets or elderly parents
if all this sounds too mundane and as a thought exercise you know it would be fine,
no you dont
that is bypass
you dont know until you are physically actually irl doing these things
again, this can be the most mild stuff in all this world
can you massage my feet on the couch, can i massage yours
did i feel small or hurt or weird about how you treated me during that, was it thankless task feeling, did i hate it, why
if shit cant even be examined to that level, ngmi, would argue not even in a relationship actually, cos relationships, including platonic ones, are reciprocal, generous, giving
the more you practice, the more you talk about it post mortem, the more secure you are, they are, we are, it is
to choose not that, like can't risk that
means brittle shit is here
that needs to be shored up
or it isnt gonna survive much stress
very soberly it is pretty important to know how you are treated when the power is in other hands
if it isnt ok, doesnt feel ok, feels abusive, sucks a lot, that is fair grounds to bounce immediately
cos it will be, over a lifetime
whether that's cos of an accident, the hospital, an illness, or otherwise
it will be, and when it is, cos of bad news, or an emergency, that is a horrible time to find out for the first time, that your partner is abusive with
power
translating more universal and g-rated
if you live in a household with your partner, spouse, gf, bf, fwb whatever
should be effortless to play queen for a day
if you say: she's queen every day
then your assignment is king for a day
and it should be equally effortless
if that is literally impossible, if instead you would rather write a thesis on how he doesnt want that actually, or she doesnt, like she literally cant or he cant, will start shaking crying throwing up
well, you can write it, but im not reading it til at least 2040 and good luck til then to you and your relationship
could never be me
need way more adaptability in literally light hearted playtime to feel safe actually
if you need help with power dynamics, go get help, there is help, plenty of
this much time post rapture: if you cant switch, if you would rather die than literally try the other way which is so much fun, as fun, before switching back to switch again, sorry to say, that's terminal and ngmi
cant feel this and feign 'so unbothered actually' it doesnt even work. only hurting yourself.
cant be out here like this 12 years, 11 months, 12 days since the rapture
my generosity and my hope is why i say this
couldve just noted in my notes and moved on and not said a thing
honestly the more i think about it
the more cia this shit is
cant be out here trying to well actually an already encultured story whether objectively correct or incorrect has no bearing on the whistle
sorry to say, i dont have time for this
as far as im concerned i dont know they are not cia or captured by or hostage of
never reading an article by them again.
it is wild to me that "rule of thumb" was used twice in one article. it comes across as a dog whistle whether you mean it or not. and if you meant it: fuck you.
Cruise ship construction timelapse.
πΉ MK Timelapse https://video.nostr.build/f2ee808eb9a70c80cb886317fb21cb96bdcfb9f968b3af476879825fb45b221c.mp4
ok ur redeemed
The Secret of Bad Handwriting https://video.nostr.build/ddeba2a33a1bbf1f5715dafeb32959aa09c7d20f9ea5db8e9bb692c585f74ee3.mp4
most fake thing ive heard all day
how do u do me so well and then so badly within minutes π
What happens when you take the blue and red pill... ππ€―ππ€―
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https://video.nostr.build/fc82d92b61329cc7019814e9f52aebbe6842d893545f1716fda653cd651ace01.mp4
perf π¦βοΈβ³
feel like the answer is too implied re: me to have needed to answer myself but duh yea pitch dark as hot as lights on
worry should never mean RESIST AT ALL COSTS
that means ideology trapped
that means it isnt worry it is something else, foregone conclusion thinking isnt thinking at all
actual mature legitimate truly serious worry that isnt a clown show, worrying actually with actual stakes, like the love of your grandkids, means spending a lot of time ~listening~ to the one world government people, where are they coming from? why are they saying this? some have to be experts in their fields, some have to be light years smarter than me, some do have decades of proof of work, it is statistically impossible i am correct on this and all of them are all wrong
it's the same thing in a way
climate crisis exacerbates the call for one world organization
can think of climate change,
climate emergencies, logistical disruptions cos climate, emergency migration, overwhelming refugees, as endless 9/11 events
anyway, βοΈ time for this treadmill remote march
and what im not saying, by contrast, is that the americas knew no luxury or decadence
did, do, it is a different tone tho, to me, words are failing a little here
that isnt an americas thing
that is a .. was definitely living large off the pillaging and enslavement of others but it wasnt in my face so how could i be troubled, thing
watching your address so i can memorize your face, walk, and voice to make sure under no circumstance do i ever bump into you in my life
For those who consider real estate a safe asset, this is a must read.
When I first saw the news, I thought it was badβ¦..but this read (that I double checked with lawyers) feels more catastrophic for Canada.
https://open.substack.com/pub/cassius133/p/cowichan?r=2iqq9o&utm_medium=ios
this is simply untrue and really poorly informed
saying words, even a lot of them, in a string of phrases that make a sentence dont make them accurate or actual
love words like: 'dire' tho you hyperbolic oysters
sweat harder
you write like vice news raised you
isnt worth a tech investigators time or money
like it isnt worth my time to set up zaps lol
or go to nostr pubkey backroom events
there is nothing there
there is nothing anywhere in any room predominately compromised of men
to put this in perspective size wise:
In 2024, the total participation for the South by Southwest (SXSW) Conference & Festivals was approximately 512,722 people
back home.
good drive.
coming to understand i carry a lot of stuff that isnt mine a lot
i knew that
just mean, thinking about putting a lot down