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berean jones
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Bitcoiner. Engineer. Christian. Theologian Writer. Husband. Father. Trapped on Prison Island UK. #Bitcoin #Christian #Family

"Look out for the way concentration on a particular destiny reduces the present to the lowly status of a paving stone towards a predestined future" ~ Ogilvy, Living Without A Goal.

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I grew up going to Roman Catholic Church. I went through all the motions but understood none of the meaning. I’d constantly ask my mom why I had to do all of the “stuff” and confess my “sins” to some stranger in a confessional booth. It felt hollow and mechanical. I left that tradition the moment I turned 18, determined to forge my own path.

But life has a way of humbling us. I got married at 20, had my first son at 22, and despite my best intentions, I found myself repeating the exact patterns I’d grown up resenting. Generational brokenness is devastatingly real. Another son came two years later, and after 10 years of marriage, I was spiritually and emotionally bankrupt. I’d sit alone some nights, confronting the uncomfortable truth that I’d become a narcissist. Everything I did seemed to revolve around my own needs and ego.

During this season, my wife started attending a non denominational church (Baptist roots). I was working weekend graveyards, so she took our boys with her. Honestly, I figured they’d all be better off without me there anyways as I’d wake up and marinate watching football all day. But over several months, I watched something remarkable happen to my wife. She became more patient, more sacrificial, more joyful. The change was so profound it got my attention in a way nothing else could.

God was working on my heart, creating a curiosity I hadn’t ever had. My wife had been quietly collecting Christian books, and I found myself drawn to Lee Strobel’s “The Case for Christ.” I devoured it in two days, and couldn’t put it down. The historical evidence for Jesus’ life, death, and resurrection was overwhelming. By the end, I was convinced not just intellectually, but in my soul: I was a sinner desperately in need of rescue, and Jesus Christ was real.

That realization changed everything because I knew it had to. If what I’d read was true and the evidence said it was, then this wasn’t just interesting information. It was the most important truth in existence, with eternal consequences.

In the many years since, God has completely reoriented my life. Through reformed theology, particularly RC Sproul’s teaching, I discovered that the dead saints often speak more clearly to our current struggles than most contemporary voices. Reading the Puritans and reformers showed me that God’s sovereignty and grace aren’t abstract concepts, they’re the foundation of transformed living.

The truth is, I didn’t choose God. He chose me. While I was spiritually dead, consumed with myself, He pursued me with relentless love. That grace has transformed my marriage from the inside out, revolutionized how I father my sons, and given me a brotherhood within the body of Christ I never knew I needed.

Now everything I do flows from that love. Everything I do here on Nostr is through that love. Not perfectly, but purposefully. I’m the same man, but I’m not the same man.

If you’re reading this and something resonates, don’t wait. Pick up a book. Ask the hard questions. Examine your life honestly: Are you just happy, or do you have joy? Happiness depends on circumstances; joy transcends them. One is temporary satisfaction; the other is eternal security.

I promise you, investigating the claims of Christ will be the most important thing you ever do. Not because I say so, but because He is who He says He is. And that changes absolutely everything.​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​

Is nostr:nprofile1qqs0gh6kvll7weya0j0kfzfse9ycek5gja88ag5f9yv56qt8eh9uzfqpz4mhxue69uhk2er9dchxummnw3ezumrpdejqzrthwden5te0dehhxtnvdakqan48t9 working?

Went on today and tried to add funds, but I get "Internal Server Error" instead of a ⚡ invoice.

Still run by nostr:nprofile1qqsw3znfr6vdnxrujezjrhlkqqjlvpcqx79ys7gcph9mkjjsy7zsgygpzpmhxue69uh5ummnw3ezuamfdejsz9thwden5te0v4jx2m3wdehhxarj9ekxzmnymlvvup?

Only if we win the fight tho...

I respect their right to express an opinion, but the opinion must earn respect on its own merits.

First time I laughed out loud in a while.

Replying to Avatar Gigi

GN

Goodnight.

Sleep tight.

Don't let 31Atlas strike.

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I dunno anymore.

This used to be my default drug but lately started having a brain like the NASA Spider.

Came off the stuff completely and my thinking is sharp again.

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I disable autoplay on all clients. It's enough to build up a picture from words that my fellow plebs are using, and to see the odd photo.

You're right about empathy triggers, and I don't need to waste mine on things that didn't happen right in front of me. I've seen tragedy up close and it's enough to be dealing with my portion over my lifetime.

I understand the scale and implication of the event, and the background and complexity surrounding it. I have sympathy for the family and respect for the lifework of the deceased. I share the universal call for justice and understand the deepening rift in society between those who want to build civilization and those who find pleasure destroying it.

But I don't need to become a voyeur of other people's suffering just because the black mirror in my hand wasn't restrained enough to interrupt my day and serve it cold to my face. Shortly followed by a meme or two, cementing the banality of it all to my already overloaded brain.

I hit this point during the pandemic nonsense, and again during peak eurowar, and most recently with peak ziowar.

Empathy, like attention, needs to be guarded as a precious resource, something to be denied to the machine.

Sometimes, less is more.

Too much signal here, it's becoming the new noise.

Need to find the signal in the signal.

Talk less is a cheat code.

Yes. Both are true since we live in the already not yet tension, where Christ is reigning but the kingdom has not yet been delivered back to God. Where we are redeemed from the penalty of sin, and find victory over the power of sin, but not yet removed from the presence of sin. Where the life of God in us is sinless but in tension with the flesh that is clearly still capable of sin.

Clustering verses around one or other of these polarities doesn't prove the point, it just highlights the polarity. There is a day when that tension will be removed. Meanwhile, we groan inwardly for it and continue to strive against sin.

God sees me sinless in Christ because He sees me outside of time, with the completed redemption already applied. It's as good as done for me to be eternally in his presence in the new creation. However, I'm not able to see from that perspective. I'm firmly bound within time, and therefore limited to the present moment where my struggle with sin is real. What to God is a momentary detail that's already been dealt with, is to me my present reality in which I struggle so that Christ may be formed in me.

With a little humility, these polarities become occasions to glorify God rather than strive over incomplete positions. Which I think is the point of Sola Dei Gloria.

On first pass I thought nostr:nprofile1qqstzt0wugc7sklvr8e7fcl7ukyn63ym3ns4nmf2mnk0vqnz4l9x65qpp4mhxue69uhkummn9ekx7mqpr3mhxue69uhkummnw3ez6un9d3shjtnhd3m8xtnnwpskxegamescj owned 17,000 BTC and thought "yeah man, that's how you underwrite independent thinking".

Went back for a closer look and false alarm, nostr:nprofile1qqswswmx4rkj6d7q05dtafhpkqq2z42fc62s37jvtp642m2jkpfxc2cpzamhxue69uhkv6tvw3jhytnwdaehgu3wwa5kuegpz4mhxue69uhks6tnwshxummnw3ezumrpdejqpuwr42 was taking about the social engineering experiment that is Michael Saylor.

Sometimes I think the alternative reality formed by misunderstandings is far more interesting than the world as it is today.

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How exactly does he use Bitcoin for this goal?

Assuming he has a stack, does he sell this down to pay expenses for the number of years they're homeschooling? If so, how big does that stack need to be, and can they live with the regret of having a much smaller stack in say 10 years time?

Now if he can live on a bitcoin standard already, earning in bitcoin and spending in bitcoin, without tax implications, then perhaps that's a different story. But guys trying to make it with a bitcoin business are still in a precarious position, and probably still working night and day as if working two fiat jobs. At least that's impression they all give me if I email them for support.

Using bitcoin to generate more bitcoin, or more fiat to convert to bitcoin, well that's an investment... maybe buying a business or share of one, or some real estate on which yield can be earned... that gives income now, but then he misses the boat when trying to buy back into the corn. And most lend or borrow against your corn schemes are untested or scammy.

So it's a dilemma that I wrestle with often... while I work two jobs so my wife can homeschool our kids another eight years or so.