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I think it is hahaha

I meant an overflow from the empty space, but this was not where I was coming from with this writing. I think I've been invited to silence and I'm so afraid of that, to just be here in silence and feel all that comes, that I came here and wrote something just to scape and also hoping that it will happen eventually.

but how did you feel reading that?

tenho feito mais silêncio nos últimos dias. mas reparo minha urgência de falar, como se só assim minha existência se tornasse válida. sustento o silêncio até que a palavra não seja recurso de validação, mas transbordamento.

It’s not goodbye, it’s a break

As of Sunday, June 30th, I’m shutting down Destiny Architecture® in its current iteration for the 1st time in 10 years, save for the pandemic.

I’ll still be “open” online for clients who want to meet with me via Zoom for private Reiki and yoga sessions. I still want to find a way to host a Reiki Exchange in Phoenix and teach students Reiki. I still want to serve; I just need a break TFN.

✨ I want to focus on other things. ✨

This is a realization that has come recently, due to some major changes in my life I can’t talk about publicly because “it” still affects other people. I hope in the future I’m free to share…I just can’t right now.

I want to focus on things that help others in a way that doesn’t decrease my bandwidth and I want to do what I enjoy most.

If you’re in Phoenix, there are two weeks left to book with me at Urban Wellness! I may still host events there in the future, I may simply focus on teaching yoga, maybe I do both. I’m still figuring things out.

I look forward to better & more creative expereinces ahead. Things will be a bit more experimental going forward.

I want to be clear, this is a GOOD thing and I’m all good. It’s just time. What I’ve been through this year is pretty massive and I feel the need to pay it forward somehow. Maybe that’s altruism, maybe it’s guilt. But it is something I wish for us all.

I’m the most fortunate human being on this planet, even when it’s hard. Thank you 🙏

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I think I'm often trying to do things by myself and sometimes I need help, I need support, even if it is from the wall ahahaha

my kids were upstairs and my son started to cry so l stopped the practice to go there. but I guess he saved me from my fear ahahaha

I'll find a picture of the elephant and turtle poses to do with them hahaha maybe that will encourage me to do the handstand practice more often

thank you, Lois! I love talking to you.

hahaha you look great ♥️

I took this picture on Monday cause I was at my mother's house, the same place where I took the previous picture 10 years ago. but I fell on my back ahahaha I just tried again today, but I was afraid of falling. 😬 I'll try again tomorrow but I think I'll do it against the wall.

thank you for all this! I'm not as constant as I wanted, but it's been really great and challengeing to face everything that comes with the practice.

I've written an oracle, would you like to try that? it's in Portuguese!

if we think from that perspective, your subconscious is trusting you can handle some new information (secret), so the card tells you to observe the attempt to judge or mistreat yourself based on what comes to consciousness (inside gossip?). I think it can be just a reminder to be kind to yourself.

maybe your subconscious is bringing to consciousness something you were not seeing before (the secret). what is gossip to you?