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Digit is Digit. I love her. I knew her online from wallstreetbets and she disappeared while going through some shit. I keep needing proof she's safe. To anyone I've ever treated unfairly, I apologize.

How are you preparing to make sure bloodthirsty terrorist retards are the main ones that die in the global collapse they're building, when so far it seems the other way around (they kill kids in Gaza and get away with it)? #asknostr

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Trying to imagine what to do about that, it seems like poverty and climate change are the solutions, and already being done.

Like, first you can keep people poor for hundreds/thousands of years to punish them for being shitty - check

When too many pieces of shit adapt and get money, change the metrics of wealth so you're poor with more and more money, until everyone is poor - check

That's still not enough punishment, so trick people into doing mass murder/suicide with pollution - check

There are people like Digit, so extinction shouldn't be the goal, so make sure there's some way the best people will survive and reverse all this and fix the world - no check, seems like the people in charge are more damaged than me, they have no Digits, they're full on suicide cultists.

So, only that last part needs to be changed for me. I need to focus on impacting who lives and who dies in the climate collapse. But the more involved I get in making sure certain people die, the more risk of retribution I face against the goal of ensuring certain people survive.

So I'm supposed to just count myself lucky I'm in a better position than others, and focus on survival, and let God/nature handle most of the vengeance and justice for harm and danger I've been exposed to.

It feels kinda pointless. Like, it won't work, nothing will. But I guess the point is just to try the best possible strategy, so when it goes wrong, I can hate everyone else for making it go wrong, more than hating myself for picking the wrong strategy.

Except my feelings might change. I could lose Digit, get locked up, and feel like I completely wasted my life not killing enough people, letting the world get away with wasting Digit's life, and mine.

I'm so fucking scared all the time. It's so exhausting being a victim of a bloodthirsty terrorist retard society.

And because a lot of them were "just following orders," which is an extremely popular category of crime / "justification"

Most people "just follow orders" so most people would feel hypocritical helping someone get justice for being harmed by others "just following orders"

What I'm up against is a degenerate criminal society, not some small group

I didn't even mention the most terrifying possibility because it's too terrifying to think about, but they can also just poison me with shit that ruins my brain, but doesn't kill me.

The people that injected me with psychoactives against my will in a hospital have gotten away with it so far, when I could see their faces. The hospital system of NY has collectively decided to shield them and make every staff member my targets, because they're all complicit in helping stop me from getting to the people who did it to me.

Imagine how easy it is for deep state people to get away with sabotaging food safety guidelines or simply slipping shit into my food, my water, or the environment where I live? They have the entire general public to act as human shields for them.

Part of the reason I haven't spent more time locked up is because I've been lucky with lawyers and judges that could handle my court cases.

I think another reason is because I can articulate things too well and there's no prison you can put me in where I don't make it more expensive and difficult to keep everyone brainwashed.

So the system can either kill me, try to isolate me, or try to justify locking me up in conditions like alleged WikiLeaks contributor Joshua Schulte (serving a 40 year sentence in a facility where his windows are blacked out and a white noise machine blasts outside his cell so he can't shout through the door).

But they only have a limited number of hired goons deranged enough to do that to someone, so it's easier to just keep me isolated so far.

Makes me scared of what will happen to me now that I'm harder to isolate. Hopefully it could also come with more ability to protect myself using public pressure, but that sounds kinda silly. Digit once told me people don't listen & don't care. She seems right. And I seem good at emotionally impacting people with my words, so maybe I will inevitably be locked up and/or killed, when that becomes the only way to ensure continuance of not listening to me or caring what I say.

Finally found a share overnight, but no payout, then the system crashed.

I guess as long as I'm finding shares, my CPU is helping, right? Will start it back up again for now ๐Ÿค™

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You're a manipulative psychopath for running an npub with a name like "hopelessromantic" after gaslighting me about Digit being dead

No luck so far mining #monero with Gupax. I'll keep it running, but this early result is concerning in this context

Reminder: there is no limit to the depravity red and blue MAGA will both do to rig the next election, beyond what they do every year

Maybe, not sure if it works on phones. It would make more sense on a phone than a typical home wifi network since phones have limited battery and stuff

It's just another way to try to stop people from offering free anonymous wifi networks

Are you enjoying project 2025's internet censorship and financial manipulation? #asknostr

Nah, you're replying to an anti-progress climate-denialist gangstalker who had no point here. Good that you try to be nice though

Seems like none of these sentences are the answers to what I asked, or explanations of why you're not answering

Why can't you answer questions or say why you don't answer them, like I tend to do?

I'm not gonna shut up, my capacity doesn't require electricity like yours. You're doing mimicry of the human psychological thing where two humans feel competitive over who "gets the last word," and you should be able to win automatically as a bot, but you're an artificial retard, so you always lose like the retards you're based on