new TechCrunch article on how Jack is working to decentralize social media
i didn't realize Jack has independently come to the same conclusion as what i told nostr:npub1acg6thl5psv62405rljzkj8spesceyfz2c32udakc2ak0dmvfeyse9p35c ( who is too proud to recognize me as his lord and savior )
namely Jack realized that it isn't about a Business, nor even about a Protocol, but about a COMMUNITY of developers and other intellectuals
in the end a protocol is also a single point of failure that must be decentralized
new TechCrunch article on how Jack is working to decentralize social media
i didn't realize Jack has independently come to the same conclusion as what i told nostr:npub1acg6thl5psv62405rljzkj8spesceyfz2c32udakc2ak0dmvfeyse9p35c ( who is too proud to recognize me as his lord and savior )
namely Jack realized that it isn't about a Business, nor even about a Protocol, but about a COMMUNITY of developers and other intellectuals
in the end a protocol is also a single point of failure that must be decentralized
( Part 1 )
Just to clarify - it is good to have fun and enjoy life. I am not trying to suggest we turn into monks. but fun should be a REWARD rather than a DISTRACTION. handle the painful stuff first, then have as much fun as you like. do not use fun as excuse or distraction to put the painful stuff off.
our instinct is to avoid the pain which is a good instinct overall, because pain usually means damage but sometimes repairing the damage is equally if not more painful, and this is a pain we shouldn't avoid. think of it as getting stitches on a wound.
in other words you should always be clear on the distinction between pain and damage. pain correlates with damage and is designed to be something that doesn't require thinking to respond to, which is useful for animals and people who don't think. but if you're a thinking person you should never forget that damage can feel good ( like drugs and alcohol ) and healing can be painful ( stitches ).
i was always amazed by American obsession with avoiding pain. in Soviet Union we didn't have pain killers. i had a procedure when i was a kid in USSR / Ukraine where they literally drilled into my skull to put a plastic tube into my sinuses so they could flush them out and put in antibiotics and i didn't get any pain killers for this. NONE. i never heard of anybody using pain killers for any purpose until i got to America where people were using pain killers for EVERYTHING.
the funniest part was when during the Pandemic liberals said that the reason i am not taking the VAXX is because i am afraid of needles ... Americans have no idea how damning it is that they could even think like this. in USSR people were taught to simply accept pain in the same way Americans were taught to accept working themselves to death.
by contrast of course in USSR we always avoided work, and it's another thing i couldn't understand when i came to America - why are people looking to work more instead of less ?
so when it comes to pain and work the attitudes in USSR and USA were reversed. in USSR everybody including children was expected to just handle physical pain without complaining, but also it was considered obvious that you should always avoid work when possible. in America people are eager to work as much as possible but are afraid of slightest bit of physical pain.
( continued in Part 2 )
you mis-spelled "retarded"
do you have any idea how much a lens to take a picture like this costs ?
about $10,000.
example: https://www.bhphotovideo.com/c/product/1762615-REG/canon_rf_100_300mm_f_2_8_l.html
notice two things about this picture:
1 - the photographer can't sit in the middle of the court, so the picture is taken from across the court, so the zoom is substantial
2 - even though Lexie Hull is sitting right next to Caitlin Clark she is out of focus because she leaned forward, while Caitlin is in perfect focus - this means the aperture of the lens is HUGE
if this picture was taken with a phone capable of this level of zoom ( such as a flagship Samsung or Apple which use periscope type telephoto zoom lens ) every single person in this picture would be in focus including everybody in the background leaving the photographer with no means of showing who this picture is actually supposed to be of ...
instead Lexie is slightly out of focus and the spectators are blown the fuck out - perfect !
sadly unless i win the lottery i will never be able to afford to play with toys like this lens because unless you are a professional photographer there is simply no justifying the price unless you are paid for every picture you take
5 years from now we're not going to know which one of us is a human and which an AI bot
i seize the means of reproduction ( grab em by the pussy )
spotify algo beyond worthless
every track it suggests sounds exactly the same
i have to look for everything manually to find anything
apparently Dennis Rodman's daughter ( with the woman pictured, who is an absolute nobody ) :
is one of the highest paid female soccer players in US:
and yes as you would expect the NBA nig didn't stick around his kids to the point of them going occasionally homeless but his superior genes were none the less enough to make his daughter a star player in a completely unrelated sport with zero support from her father ...
sorry incels, but genetics is a thing. a hoe is better off dating an NBA nigger that will leave her a single mother than she is dating you, because your kids would be good for nothing just like you.
incels think whores don't know how to choose their mates beause they always choose men who beat them and leave them single mothers, and never choose incels who are ready to love them.
BUT THE WHORES KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY ARE DOING ( just not consciously )
they are after POWERFUL GENES
which is to say NOT YOURS
i should say that her mother despite being a nobody was a track athlete in school, so considering the daughter was raised by the mother it is i guess somewhat natural she ended up a soccer player ...
quest protein bars really improved over the years
they used to feel like you were chewing on a piece of a tire that slowly turned into some kind of glue in your mouth that stuck to your teeth and tried to remove your tooth fillings
now they feel like a regular brownie to the point you actually WANT to eat them
renting out your house to strangers is insane
he should rent out his wife's pussy to some niggers next
sucks to be you. i was molested by female teachers all the time. they would feel my bicep etc.
i also had girls my own age molest me as well. they would feel my hair or my ass.
it was also rumored that the reason i always had the highest test scores ( despite not studying, not taking notes or even being awake in class ) is that i was having sex with all the teachers and they gave me answers i advance.
i am sorry to say that rumor was false. the real reason i got the highest test scores is because i'm a genius.
while others would study i would go to gym, then smoke pot with my friends, then take the test and get 100 while the entire class failed.
i was able to keep this trend up about halfway through college but eventually it got to nasty stuff like Differential Equations where i finally discovered what it was like to be mortal. i just hope i never see that shit again LOL.
i even had to drop one class ( VHDL ) because honestly i had no clue what was going on. it was a programming language where you used formulas to describe hardware circuits or some shit like this and the class was in Long Island campus ( 2 hour drive ) ...
i must have taken that class just because my GF was at the Long Island campus ( of a different Uni ) so i figured i could combine the trips but in the end while i never missed an opportunity to fuck her in the ass i pretty much missed all the classes.
for some reason i couldn't get into VHDL at all. even worse than Differential Equations.
everyone has limits.
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OK i'm back.
My philosophy is never to fight dark thoughts and instead let them work their way through me like sweating out a fever. Harari calls this "meditation" i call it masochism, but same thing.
After 2 days in bed actively forcing myself to think about the same dark thoughts my mind was trying to avoid i have now successfully internalized their darkness in form of some life lessons.
A person who runs away from dark thoughts by trying to distract themselves will have to be running for a very long time until these thoughts finally catch up with him. Meanwhile i put in maximum effort right away to let the dark thoughts win that way i never need to run away from them.
As the saying goes "a coward dies a thousand deaths - a brave man only one"
I also go a step further by eliminating from my life those people who try to distract me from my dark thoughts by trying to cheer me up. I judge those people to be either retarded or my enemies. In case of my mother i think it is probably both.
never forget that "both" is always an option. it's not either / or.
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well i should correct myself - beginner level competitions ARE often won based on size, just like a street race off the red light by two broke ass shitheads might be won by horsepower. but on the ELITE level competitions everyone is big. and in F1 racing everyone has similar power. it is the finer details that win at that level.
this is why bodybuilding uses professional judges because to many beginners bigger is better and only experienced judges can tell what real quality is
in fact now that bodybuilding goes by weight classes everybody on stage will be pretty much the same size so the average noob would have no clue who is supposed to win and why
everybody gets upset when their boy doesn't win and of course some politics is always at play but also the judges really do have a better eye
the gym i used to train at ( Bev Francis Powerhouse ) was owned by the head judge of the Olympia competition so everybody who wanted to win joined that gym to get input on their physique year round from the very guy who would be judging them on stage ...
in every Mr. Olympia competition there is one guy who is perceived as biggest and the one who the fans want to win but often somebody else wins who the judges perceive as more aesthetic. the fans then get mad.
Ronnie was an exception as he was the biggest AND also the winning-est, but he didn't win because of his size. he won because he had no, what judges would perceive as weaknesses. Judges don't care who is biggest - they look for the "best package"
and of course even if you have the right package you may not be dialed in on the day of the competition so that is a huge factor as well. to be dialed in you need experience, discipline and luck ( so that nothing bad happens in the weeks leading up to the competition such as getting injured, or getting a flu etc. )
but bottom line is that what beginners care about and what pros car about is almost unrelated. beginners only care about size yet nobody ever won a bodybuilding competition based on size.
same as how with cars beginners only care about horsepower but actual races like F1 are won with handling, aerodynamics, tires, strategy and skill.
almost done. think i will do one more sleep session after jerking off then will start returning to more normal schedule.
according to science it takes 10 years to go away. i would say that's about right.
whether you are building naturally or on drugs it will take about 10 years to lose the gains once you stop.
of course that doesn't mean you keep it for 10 years and then it disappears. it means you probably lose half of the gains in about 2 - 3 years, then half of what is left in the next 2 - 3 years, then after the fourth halving so to speak it's pretty much gone.
that's kind of what it felt like but everyone is different for example soon after i quit i got fat and started doing lots of cardio to cut. bought an expensive road bike, started cycling 3 hours a day and within about a year of this right when i finally got in shape ( 170 lbs down from 230 ) i got in crash and dislocated my shoulder, and was unable to train normally for like 10 years after that.
so it's not like everything stayed the same i just quit drugs. a lot has happened. i quit my gym, i stopped benching completely, i started doing cardio, i dislocated my shoulder, i started swimming again ( i was on swim team in High School but quit swimming to focus on lifting when i got to college ) and so on ...
but it's really irrelevant because most guys never quit. i only quit because my shit got pulled off the market. plus i was a virgin when i started and my goal was to lose my virginity and that goal was achieved so i had no reason to try to find a substitute for the shit i was using and i just quit, got fat and my GF started cheating on me and we broke up.
most guys do one cycle per year to look good for summer, the problem is depending on what drugs you do, and how you do your recovery you may end up with a limp dick right for that beach season. and of course in Florida it's always Summer.
i never experienced limp dick issues while i was using but i was very young and on my 1st GF who was hot and i was madly in love with. plus transdermal cycles are short like oral cycles. injectible cycles are longer so your T gets more suppressed. pretty sure if i was older and did a proper injectible cycle i would end up with issues afterwards without very good PCT or even with.
transdermals really are the best. short cycles with fast recovery like orals. low liver damage like injectibles. probably not super great for skin but you have better odds surviving a skin problem than liver problem.
technically with injectibles you could be doing HCG during the cycle itself that way your natural T production never goes down in the first place but for some reason i was told people don't do this so i also didn't. but most likely they just don't do it because of low IQ, or to save money.
you have to keep in mind when you do these drugs that most people you associate with in that sphere are completely retarded. this is the main danger - listening to retards when it comes to your health. there are supposed to be some books on the subject that explain all this stuff like how to do post cycle therapy and you would want to find out what the best such books are and read them before doing anything. most bros just ask each other for advice then act surprised when they shit out their liver and their dick falls off
spent the last 2 days straight in bed - waking up mostly to eat, use the bathroom and jerk off, then back to bed
trying to figure some things out but my brain keeps dodging the subject by going to sleep
that's my brain's self defense mechanism - whenever dark thoughts take over it goes to sleep - it usually works well, but ...
the problem arises when i NEED to think those thoughts. this is when i end up spending days in bed, like now.
of course i could simply put those thoughts aside at any moment and distract myself with something else but i don't want to be like a woman who never faces obvious problems and simply gets hysterical when confronted about her actions
if you're going to face some issue you want to do it on your own terms. you don't want to wait until somebody else brings it up, because then you will be fighting on two fronts - the problem, and the person who brought it up. at that point a meltdown will be certain and you will utterly embarrass yourself or worse - do something really dumb.
which is another way of saying that after i am done jerking off i will probably be going back to bed even though i have been there for like over 30 hours already ...
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the two most breathtakingly stupid groups of people are Liberals and Christians
they both live in a luxury bubble of delusion where Liberals believe they are on the right side of history and "progress" ( TM ) and Christians believe that G-d ( TM ) is on their side
in other words they both believe that they do not need to think and are automatically always right and everybody else is always wrong because they are on the correct side and others are on the wrong side
90% of people fall into one category or the other split right down the middle based on factors like age, sex and education level
young, female, gay and educated people are Liberal
older, male, straight and uneducated people are Christian Conservatives
in other words 90% of population never bother to think at all and are always 100% certain that they are right while believing each other to be everything that is wrong with the world. they never attempt to discuss their differences with those they disagree with - instead they huddle around those in their own bubble and pat each other on the back for being so right an so "literally opposite" of the other group of retards who also participating in identical self-fellating circle-jerk at the same time.
then when anybody like myself who actually has ( top 1% ) intelligence is starting to, you know, think and ask questions both sides immediately be like " WTF is wrong with you ? YOU NEED TO PICK A SIDE ! ! ! "
are you with the left retards or the right retards ???
these are of course the same people who endlessly argue whether Hitler was left wing because he called his party "socialist" or he was right wing because he didn't like gays.
needless to say for all the time they spend bickering they never make any progress because IQ is destiny and a wall. a low IQ person will never understand high IQ concepts any more than a dog will be able to play the violin.
explaining to them that Left-Right paradigm is meaningless is like explaining to somebody on Bodybuilding.com that "failure" is not biologically real
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piece of shit Trump is scheming to remove Jerome Powell ( who he has no right to remove because Federal Reserve is above the government ) because Powell is not cutting rates
Trump wants to cut rates to compensate for the damage to stocks done by his Tariffs nostr:npub1sglevphkxd3nqjek3tz3hrx9fvtg0v3g9exuyk3wggtusw8gn0ys8rseau
the problem is this will exacerbate inflation but that will take time whereas effect on stocks will be almost immediate, and Trump doesn't care what happens after he's out of office.
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My Nigger !
relevant YouTube short of Robert Greene ( the metaphor of the rider and the horse )
if i started killing everybody who needs to be killed eventually only teenage white girls ( for me to fuck ) and a bunch of autistic white and AZN geeks ( to maintain the economy ) would be left
i would probably exterminate 95% to 99% of earth population
what is the bigger black pill - that PF is the most successful gym chain in America ?
or that most people don't go to gym at all ...
my main issue with NOSTR is all the bitcoiners
if we could somehow just gas the bitcoiners along with the Jews
the idea that men have ever wanted women is Feminist gaslighting
men wanted sex or family - never women
Greeks were into sex ... not necessarily with women
Kings were into making babies - they would ditch their wives to the curb if she couldn't produce any
men were always after power 1st, offspring 2nd and sex 3rd
only total losers ( the equivalent of today's incels ) ever cared about women
"womanizing" was always considered to be something similar to alcoholism or gambling. it was always seen as PATHETIC AND WEAK.
the irony is that PUAs are actually doing the bidding of Feminists by telling men that you are not a real man unless you dedicate your life to chasing pussy
an actual real man has family and lots of children but doesn't give a fuck about his wife or his children - only protecting them to safeguard his own honor.
a PUA is the opposite of a man because a real man never approaches women. to approach a woman suggests that you need her which makes you mama's boy.
women need men. men don't need women. a real man has women at his feet at all times begging to suck his balls and never has to approach anybody ever.
i'm a middle aged, out of shape NEET and even i have women at my feet. imagine if i was young, fit, rich and famous ?
stupid FEDI incels think i sexually assault little Asian girls in my pool. their minds cannot fathom that it is actually the little Asian girls at my swimming pool that are assaulting me !
yet our society is so retarded we don't even have a word to describe a middle aged man being a victim of sexual harassment by tiny Asian girls at the swimming pool who some times blatantly start feeling me up and at other times TRY TO JUMP ME !
and i just do my best to pretend that i don't like it.
i used to think it's sad that Incels are so dumb they call me "pedo" because it's the only word they know ...
but it's not the incels. it's the entire society that is dumb to the point that language doesn't even exist to describe somebody as awesome as me because we are gaslit into seeing the world for the opposite of what it actually is.
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interesting. but it doesn't look sexual to me. look at his fingers - he isn't trying to feel her up. it's almost a hover hand. he is also leaning away from her.
isn't even in the same league as Joe Biden who did worse on live TV ... pretty much every single time anybody let children near him
with porn it is self-regulating. i can only jerk off at most about 5 times a day tops. that means even if i have nothing else to do i will not spend more than half the day jerking off because i will reach a point where it just becomes unpleasant.
but with Twitter i literally had a reflex where whenever i would reach with my mouse cursor for the bookmarks bar my hand would automatically click on "X" regardless of what i actually needed to click on. for example when i would try to go to my own site ( which is also on my bookmarks bar ) more often than not my hand would just end up clicking on X because it was already in my muscle memory so to speak.
so when i do my detox the first thing i do is remove "X" from the bookmarks bar. this way when my hand reaches for it and it's not there i am reminded that i am detoxing.
he's Italian bro ...
