You saying I'm fat? 😭 I am I am. Fasting tomorrow 💯

Been on a tight budget, but still might get some.

How do I find them? Cause … whoa boy 🤣

I went down the Caster Oil rabbit hole too. But didn't buy any because it's actually pretty pricey.

My turn:

Limpit mine construction

Learning to speak Zulu

How to escape from Quatro

I can feel the third force, what should I do

Resisting or suppressing your feelings is never advisable. Experiencing your feelings & allowing them to flow through you is important.

I'm going to play with 'Anger as a tool'.

🙏

starting a 3 day water fast tomorrow to honor president's day

Hurt people hurt people until healed 🤌

Interesting - I've not explored anger too deeply but it feels like it often originates from fear.

There's also an anger that appears while filled with love & in flow. It so rarely occurs & dissipates so quickly, that I find it difficult study or judge.

On the outside it appears as regular anger, indistinguishable from anger originating from fear. Internally it feels lighter, almost playful but the pain it causes externally is very real. A wise observer might describe it at was righteous anger.

Ephesians 4:26-27

Be angry, and yet do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger, and do not give the devil an opportunity

Masculinity isn’t toxic. The absence of it is.

Weak men are abusive and spiteful.

Strong, masculine men are protective and loving.

Know the difference. 😁

Is this true?

Forgiveness undoes what fear has produced, returning the mind to the awareness of God.

Woke up with a back pain. Even if he slept enough hours, he woke up felling tired. Got out the bed while making a small grunt, put on the sleepers but he didn't stand, rather he's just sitting there on the bed. The room is a bit cold cause he never uses the small heating machine he bought for a few backs from that Chinese store. "Saved sats" he thought while, he puts another layer of a sweater. He does a slow move and grabs his phone from the old PC tower that he now uses as a night stand. Clicks the app with the X and goes through the timeline. Nothing much. People arguing. Goes through the group chats just so he has no more notifications. "#GetOnZero works for the group chats notifications too" he thinks while smirking. For a moment he was gonna tweet that out but never does. With a "clean" X, he closes it. Checks the price. It seems the price is always the same but also slowly rising. Bitcoin is weird like that, always playing with your field of view. Clicks YouTube app. Clicks Creed's "Higher". Song starts as he enters the relaying bird app. "Gm" he writes once more. Waits for an answer.

I’m not terrified of awake version of me, I’m actually sickened by the former asleep version of me

less social media during the election / bull run. too much noise

keep building. you won’t miss anything