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β€œThat's the thing with magic. You've got to know it's still here, all around us, or it just stays invisible for you.”

Charles de Lint

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Aside from romantisizing Stockholm syndrome, it's excellent πŸ˜…

πŸ«‚ That's pretty much exactly where I was stuck. I was trying to do too much too fast. Life around me was also chaotic... very ill friend, work concerns, etc. I felt awful that I couldn't help, and fix, and learn, and grow, and... just maintain. I needed to slow down, screw around, and just be for a little bit. Taking some time to evaluate my goals & realizing that my efforts had not been wasted was refreshing. It's a little easier to forgive yourself after you step back from the situation for a bit.

It's funny, it's not like I'm green to living but some things require constant or at least repeated practice. πŸ’œ

πŸ˜‚ too cool for skool but not cool enough for the country club. That's me πŸ˜‚

I was feeling very stuck for a while. I kicked rocks & did nothing very productive for about a month other than tying up loose ends on some menial tasks I had decided to undertake. Toward the end of it, I was starting to doubt whether anything that I have wanted to achieve was good idea... but the other day I looked over my goal list for the year and I have accomplished more on it than I have in most previous years in addition to some unanticipated stuff. The realization has sparked some intense desire to end this year out strong.

So, I guess what I'm getting at is:

All that clichΓ© stuff about rest, burnout, selfcare, etc... its pretty accurate. Give yourself a break & give yourself a reminder of what you are capable of. πŸ’œ

I was thinking last night (sorry)... Reviews & recommendations should probably be different types of events, no? Since reviews can be negative, they wouldn't really fit into a recommendation category. Or for example, a scenerio that's likely to arise at some point of, 'this app is "meh" but it's what is available so I still recommend it'.

Reviews should probably have their own NIP & event kinds since you can review many things & you don't necessarily want to have all of those tied together, such as reviews of apps vs movies vs recipes.

Just food for thought for anyone interested.

πŸ˜‚πŸ€£ ...I'm sorry...

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