I would have, but I got sick instead. So now I'm lying in bed scanning through nostr until I fall asleep.

I baked a couple of pies today, some cookies tomorrow, then going to a friend's house for Christmas eve dinner , and to dinner at my ex-wife's house for Christmas dinner. .

I'm not much for purchasing content, I'd rather zap on stuff you post on here instead. But that's just me.

Based oi her last picture, I'm sure there's breeding demand.

Oh, wait, I get what you mean now.

Why?

That was just my way of saying 'I'm glad you're still here.'

It took me way too long to realize how autocorrect (probably) changed your meaning here.

Or maybe she's still enjoying it? But yeah, I came looking to see if she posted anything recently, too.

I have no idea if it still works, but someone I used to follow (well, still follow, they just stopped posting a while ago) used zpay.live as a pay wall for individual images or videos. Not exactly what you are looking for, but might be a step along the way.

Then why does it matter if it's transparent?

I like the look of the smoother ones better, but I assume this would feel better.

And a knot/lump and unusual shape?

Esthetically, I like the smooth clear ones, but I don't know if those trade sensations for looks.

Primal has one built in, I use that for my SFW account, but use Zeus with my own node for this account.

It's all in perspective. Am I helping you stop being a perv? No. Am I helping you embrace your perversion? I like to think so.

BTW, I'm on the same continent as you now (I assume) Imagine what you could do with me over my two weeks of vacation. You're welcome. 😈

Heh. I remember reading a book about ceremonial magic as a teenager that involved entering trance by being sexually overstimulated. I'll try it. 😘

Yeah, never done too much of that, just very light bondage (silk scarves, if I remember right), but it turns me on to be on both sides of that. Chains would probably do the same, as long as I was able to use the bathroom and eat, or be fed. Could role play it as forced, but I don't want to choke on food.

Yep. Whoever is on top makes the rules, and this is the kind of power exchange I really enjoy.

I have had that happen. Multiple times.

How did it go?

But honestly, sometimes black, usually with cream or milk, occasionally with butter or ghee. Very rarely sugar, too, but I try to avoid that because it doesn't help my sweet tooth.

I believe the term is scaroused (for scared and aroused)

That makes it easy. Though now the language nerd in me wants to look the all up.

No expectations. I'm generous because I want to be, if you choose to show me your gratitude, great, but it isn't expected.

Though maybe this is why this never happens to me.

Nice!

Expectations in situations like this are hard. You probably should have set the bar lower, low enough that getting her in bed at your place had far exceeded it. But kudos for getting that far, let us know if anything comes from it.

Yeah, I have no experience, except a little impact play and violet wand play a few years ago. I'm interested in exploring, but I also don't really feel the need to, if I find someone to be with who isn't interested in it.

I feel so SEEN.

Some of us out here enjoy reading what you post, even if we rarely respond/interact.

She probably wouldn't take the gift anyway 😉