Hope everyones had a happy new year. Sculp the way this year & build towards it. I decided to start showing random generations since I found a comfyui instance I can use on my poor pc. Messing around learning it I like the horrible distortions.

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This is one of the many long things sony does to fuck you over. I have been a victim as well to sony's bullshit changes & quoting policies when a fault happnd on their end. Dealing with sony customer support is like going into battle.

The video game industry has changed for the worse & every game is designed to be a struggle from the beginning to the end. I wish I had the money to get a new pc & game on there. Old games w mods way better.

I hate sony for all the bs they do.

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Rationality & logical understanding which may seem as common sense does not mean anything when you've grown up in a hostile enviroment. Things happen that are irriational & seem to feel out of control is this a cry for help? As much as you understand & can explain everything you still feel that impulse that makes you do that irrational thing yes?

This must be the bodys reaction as a cry for help or something more. I find everyday to be a crucible of mental survival. When you don't have love or people who care for you things can be very different. Your rationality can be correct even if it's only on one perspective but you're domino effect may be incorrect as that is fueled by experiences.

Is it true that you can feel sick from being severely mentally stressed yes absolutely! I am always hungry from stressing out the feelings can be quite draining but worse I always feel sick. A migrane that never goes away, pressure when I close my eyes, tightening in chest, a sad creeping feeling tingling on the sides of my head, & a overwhelming fluctuation of emotions.

Whos to know what to say nobody is right anyways. Time & time has proven that unless you change or escape the enviroment you become apart of it

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Lol

Just say it's where the money is. Ahh that usually don't work on poor norms. Show them a meme you will know that will have em busting out laughing. When they ask where did u see that say here

Priority one is to protect your data sharing is caring but that does not mean you have to join the club to share. If you're in an echo chamber then you need to find a room the right room.

Theres a room called Coding Simpletons you can reach out there & find likeminded. There are other ways to get the info out like making a note here for start. Those Discord fan folks will see a link somewhere someplace by someone & it will trace back to you.

If privacy is your concern you wouldn't be using discord at all.

Any new place pops up everyones so eager to make a name for thenselves. The problem is every developer is working on the wrong thing. A better social... Social networks aren't the problem the problem is all these developers are monkey see monkey do. They just copy what proprietary companies do & go well it's opened sourced.

Like who was the fucking moron that invented the upvote downvote karma system redshit has? Idiots like it & now they want it in open source socials. What about the reelfeed in instagram above your feed? Another idiotic idea I don't need a small rectangle below my nav giving me a second feed of videos on one page.

Then you got these new devs well lets just make a new social & copy everyshitty thing they did. How about you be original & not create another social network? Now you won't be apart of the problem. A new social network is a new problem & all it does is benefit proprietary companies because it's new territory to stomp their feet on.

If I could control every developer on nostr. I would have them develop the one thing that would actually be beneficial to everyone & create opportunity to make money. Thats..... well if I told you then you might steal my domino plan.

Ask DDG

I vote the one activity that isn't on here. Making money with your partner.

I don't do christmas either so i'm right there with you on 20 years.

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Beef Stew

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You're very late to the party 14 years late to be precise. But hey better late then never to search & read all about OBS made by twitch.

I love... So misused for real do you just love everything? You must not know what like is. I like nostr but I love fucking. Can you say the same or do you go around saying yeah I fuck or yeah I like to fuck?

I like Pizza

I like Vanilla

I like to smoke Cannabis

I like to post

I like to play games

I like free gambling

I like the show

I like the view from here

i like to build things

I love to gamble when I play blackjack when I play I always do.

I love the feeling of Sativa when the high hits.

I love to sing the chorus of I don't want to miss a thing when it comes on.

I love when someone misuses a word because it excites me to explain the difference to them whether they care or not.

Do you understand the difference now?

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So WoS is no longer in the play store. Okay no biggie the real question is how come the app was never open sourced? What proprietary secrets are they hiding if it was just a simple exchange wallet?

When a company makes a statement with no real explanation & just says because of us government suspect something illegal was going on & they most likely got caught. #transparency is important especially when you make a wallet to hold peoples cryptocurrency.

Anyways I need a new wallet so I can transfer funds. Can anyone recommend an open source wallet?

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Remember boweling leagues they use to be considered super serious. Now compare that to a Path of Exile league.

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Hope everyone had a nice Happy Thanksgiving yesterday. For me it was another day I was reminded nobody gives a fuck about you or cares about your existence. Again I was reminded how I am a regret & last I starved & did not eat or drink at all yesterday.

I heard all day about how other peoples families got together & moms did this, aunt that, brother this, & granma that. Nothing wrong with it but when someone tells you they come a divided family, everyone hates each other, & everyone has spitefully screwed your life over you would think to roll back abit. They don't get it because they aren't in it I haven't had a thanksgiving dinner in over 15 years not by choice.

They don't comprehend that people have the capability to be a parent & truly hate their own children. Is it so hard to fathom that a mom can be terrible or go out of their way to screw up their kids life? Why doesn't matter you don't need to understand the mind of an evil person. There is just evil that exist in the world & you can usually find that in someone most of the time.

I would kill just to have a thanksgiving dinner again. A fresh turkey, fresh mash potatoes, fresh sweet baked potatoes, fresh sweet potato pie, fresh sweet corn, fresh macaroni & cheese, fresh stuffing, fresh ham, & fresh anything else i forgot.

I used fresh a lot because most of the limited times when I did have it I was always given left overs like a dog. Everything was always enjoyed by everyone else first while I was excluded from tables out of spite by my own. I was brought back home scraps to reheat when they woukd come back home.

I always ask god why was I born into a family twisted as so. Thanksgiving hurts because I don't have a family or loved ones to be thankful for. So each year I do nothing & starve because nobody gives a fuck about me & I am alone. I dream to experience a fresh thanksgiving where I am loved once more by somebody anybody one person is all.

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The cold front is settling in & soon the nightmares will begin. Endeavours, structures, & floral within all dissipate after the crashing breaks in. Shattered skies of decay & debris every direction surrounded by thee. No where to cover no place to hide & I fall from the center of mine.

A pitch black pit I descend & watch my isle blow into a shining light no longer in existance I lost my home. Down down down thats where I am to go & 2 shadows grab me to guide me below. What seemed endless descent I go pushed into multiple directions which I don't know.

Next I am guided into a black diamond lies my soul moved by chains into a black water it goes. Down into the deep my broken soul goes this is my coffin where who I was lies down below. They went into the hole & infected it so now my mind has nowhere to go.

I hate you, I hate you every second of the day I hate you, I hate you is all I can hear you say. A tornado of water swirls around my grave & I can't breathe let me die god it is the only way. I wish it was the end & I didn't have to see another day but again here we go I must embrace the pain.

I wake up in a ashen world of sut no color only gray & there I lie in the center of ash, dirt, & decay, I can't get up it won't let me I feel the pain to stand alone on my two feet again. Nothing in sight I don't even know how to build again.

I can't remember what it looked like where I lived before every trace of memory photographic erased & all. Struggling for 2 years & a half to build something not even decent but half assed. All I know is theres no blueprint or plan. My head hurts & I always feel the need to rest but never can I go to bed again I just crash out & do it all over again.

How do I how do I breathe again everywhere I go tension follows my chest. I try to resurrect the old mindset but it's impossible I can never go back again. What's the difference between justice & vengeance again? I don't know either way I pray for it to be said & when reckoning comes they will take your heads & bring them to the diamonds where you deserve to rest.

I lost my desires & can never have interest ever again because who I was is spiritually dead. But will I ever get to believe again I don't know wander I will until then.

If you read send some love.

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I hope it's fake news. Us senate needs to put in a law to end all aup's from companies that allow permanent banishment no fucks given over speech that they deem is unacceptable. Don't you think it's stupid that no matter how much time you spent on a game you could get permanent banned over a dev assuming you are prejudice?