WHY IS IT SO HARD TO NOT POISON MYSELF
LIKE WHAT IS THIS, WHY DO I WANT TO DESTROY MY BODY, I GET NOTHING OUT OF IT
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Idk I tried like 10 times and failed
I ask myself this question a lot. Good luck, man.
we're always poisoning us!!
the battle upfront is at "the choices" of poison
DAMN WELL YOU CAN CHOSE!
Parasite cleanse? (And heavy metal detox?)
if so, get you ass into a temazcal, utxo man
go thru the seven levels
It's called an addiction, bud
It becomes a way of life
It's just gonna suck for a while and then you'll be fine.
Be more stubborn than your urges 👊
Ive found quitting anything is much easier with a change of environment for a week or two. Go away - leave the habit at home - co me back - profit 🫂
You are so kicking this habit.
Dopamine pathways are a bitch
👆
Seriously. I did a "dopamine detox", where I just unplugged from social media, watching BTC price, news, and just coded on a project for a few weeks.
Maintaining focus that first was was hard af. But it got better over time.
I'm more balanced these days, but the crazy part?
When I went back to peek at X, it was just....I don't know....too much. Too much in your face.
It felt "loud".
Something I would have never realized had I not taken a long break.
I had a similar experience a few months ago. Those channels opened up again and it was overwhelming, I felt my head tingling from it. Detoxing is definitely worth it, especially to cut through brain fog
Cave man brain. Keep fighting the good fight!
It serves two purposes: it helps you temporarily cope with the harshness of reality, which can be addictive, and it guides you toward the "afterlife," allowing you to be free from the pain of living.
It makes you wonder what's been mixed with the tobacco. It's the only mass-produced consumable in the US that is not required to list ingredients.
Keep punching back, and it will get weaker and weaker*.
(It get's a power-up after 30 days when it's down to a wimper; don't let that catch you off guard)
Hope you're staying strong. It gets easier
try
field horsetail - equisetum arvense
(a plant)
It has nicotine and helps you dose it down
and I bet it already grows near you, because mother nature wants to help you
😉