The greatest gift from God

Mind-blowing that the most painful feeling—shame—turns out to be the gateway to self-realization. The story of the Fall becomes the story of the birth of self-consciousness, which creates the Ego. As God said, “You will die” if you eat the fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil—leading to the birth of judgment, fear of death, and ultimately shame. Yet it was all orchestrated so humans would become self-conscious first, and then realize they are part of God when the fearful Ego dies. It’s genius—magnificent!

I was half laughing, half crying when I realized I was judging my own projected judgment—a hall of mirrors created by God to reveal there is no separate “you.” It was simply part of the evolution of consciousness. It’s so simple, yet so difficult to see.

Art is a kind of innate drive that seizes a human being and makes him its instrument. The artist is not a person endowed with free will who seeks his own ends, but one who allows art to realize its purpose through him. As a human being he may have moods and a will and personal aims, but as an artist he is "man" in a higher sense— he is "collective man"— one who carries and shapes the unconscious, psychic forms of mankind.

C.G. Jung

It’s not actually my first post on nostr and thats not good

I dont know

Im drunk

People started saying that I’m nuts, a clown, a child

But for the longest time I wanted to become a child again

To see the world as a child and wonder

I know, I know

Bitcoin this, and Trump that, and war and the fed and wef and ai and all of that

But what can I do, really?

If I will see a mushroom cloud while playing in the sun

I’m content

Nothing matters

Ohh, you’re so intelligent, you know so much, pick up things quickly

It doesn’t matter

All the things I learned, all my achievements, my strengths

Doesn’t matter

My dreams, hopes and wants

Doesn’t matter

It’s so defeating, so humbling

I cried the whole night and little bit of the morning

But these where healing tears

In the depth of regret and grief

I found the fountain of love

It all makes sense now

But it doesn’t matter

One thing I found out on megadose of mushrooms is that love is only thing that exists and beliefs, ideas and all that is not necessary if you live from your heart.

It’s scary, but not in the same way as before. It’s scary because I now how scary all encompassing love is - it scare the ego because it doesn’t have any power when love is present.

I don’t know how to live with this perspective, everything before seems so boring and unnecessary and childish and useless.

Love is power

The only one

And it doesn’t belong to me

Which is the best part

I don’t love

Love is me

It’s disarms all ego’s tactics

There is nothing left

Just to love

Saw it in a church once. Big one. Stared for 20 minutes wondering why red and white. Also the choice of a black background is also cool, like the darkness birthed the divine light and love, allowed it exist

Same. I started posting in December of 22 and I don’t see them now.

It’s discouraging. Like it seems that you need you own relay which is dumb. Kinda not your relay not your notes

Ohh yeah, the most valuable company in the world is wrong and bad and you know better how to build products… and users are wrong, and stupid, but you’re better than them and know how the world should work…

Have some fucking humility

My god, this is the only reason why bitcoin can fail - bunch of fucking arrogant pricks around

Do you need an innovation for a fork or an axe?

There is nothing to innovate here.

Wow, you’re optimistic. I’m not sure my notes will be available in a year from now.

It would be great if there were a protocol-level method for client developers to earn money. So that the more people use a particular client, the more developers earn. While skins, premiums, and such are great, they can make it harder for new clients to emerge.

Essentially, I want a competitive market of clients that incentivizes the development of the most innovative and useful apps.

I don't believe it can be done without protocol-level incentives.

Saw this beast in my hometown. 2 elders were traveling trough EU. Nato sign discouraged me from talking to them.

Something for collaboration and idea sex but I have no any idea what it will look like

I've always wondered if they really fear God or if they mistook their father's anger and disappointment in his life for God.

It is important not to confuse the Super-ego with God.

I think the power of nostr, bitcoin and their baby - zaps - is the power of WE.

This is the complete opposite of Apple, Google and all the social media (maybe even all major brands there are) - all about ME.

It’s fun to share here, it’s fun to give people the most scarce money there is. Mind boggling.

I don’t know how to pinpoint the value proposition if nostr yet, but it’s somewhere around the feeling of generosity, abundance and goodwill.

Again, you don’t understand. It doesn’t matter what’s happening under the hood. Most people don’t care and don’t want to explore what’s actually happening. Most people don’t use Apple product to become the next MLK or Lennon and they are not misfits and trouble makers ( https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GEPhLqwKo6g&pp=ygUTQXBwbGUgc3RldmUgam9icyBhZA%3D%3D )

BUT, there is a longing and desire to be seen as such. Like, just learn about marketing and persuasion and stop being an embodiment of an ackchyually meme

My iphone 7 is 3 years old and works perfectly. Everything just works, it’s simple. And it was not expensive - 350€.

Also they don’t sell my data to advertisers.

I can’t say this about Android.

Apple makes you feels like you’re an important client, like they care about you (doesn’t matter if it is true or not).