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figuring it all out I appreciate your humor, insight, and your post whether or not I agree

I wonder if the relays have to agree to host your follows on your Nsec. So if you are connected to 3 relays, and all three don't like 1 NPUB that you follow, perhaps it looks like it disappears from your follows? Idk

Im just randomly watching Stephen Greer talking about aliens/drones, and I see several people on Nostr talking about aliens.

How sure are you of your statements?

I'm sorry you were also in this trouble last night.

It wasn't nachos for me it was Gnocchi with Marino sauce and some linginini and clams from another plate and some scallops and capers and linguine from a 3rd plate.

Also, this love bombing thing reminds me of anytime I try to tell a friend BTC is a good investment.

I want to just stop but it's such a compulsion.

So BTC bombing is a serious thing and someday friends are just going to call an ambulance and have me taken away as I scream about "volatility", and "zoom out" and "you have to look at it on a log chart".

I needed this story to tell myself :-D

It's better than the fact that yesterday I just told a friend about Bitcoin, and it actively crashed during the convo.

That's the funny thing about volatility is that it's always doing something when you tell people.

Whereas "safe investments" would put people to sleep if they looked at the price on the daily.

I'm an introvert too (get energy from sitting alone with my thoughts) but I like to meet new people. It's risky but there's the reward of potentially having a good conversation.

I don't like hanging out in groups in general as I tend to stay silent when there's a group.

Also every person I have met who seems extraverted to me tell me that they are introverts so I can't say I know any introverts except the person I live with.

But that may be the weed causing extroversion.

Is there really such a thing as an extravert.

So Maybe "sweet talking" is not so good but there is a case to be made for "talking sweetly".

I also felt like a caveman compared to the Brazilian politeness.

However, I get it. Sometimes there is politeness in front of your face and there is backstabbing behind.

A lot of politeness is telegraphing intentions to strangers. Initial contacts with others have to result in exaggerated gestures until contact is established

Perhaps as they become friends there is more directness.

Yeah, it seems like it was the blow off top for the overpaid tech talent and non-scarce real estate.

I am optimistic tho with Bitcoin that the tech talent(or untalented) will sort itself into the roles that are best suited for their talents.

All the carpenters and painters and shoemakers are going to be able to save in a good financial instrument and make crafts great again.

An explosion of inventions.

No more centralized "everyone has to be a doctor, lawyer, engineer".

From my circle, 1 programmer from Peloton laid off in last two weeks.

I guess that's not a surprise or good vibe check for economy.

Looking for a job? I want to delete linkedIn so badly but I keep it just in case.

I stick to my current job with no raises for years just so I don't have to go through the whole LinkedIn stuff again. It's big brother's new cudgel for reducing inflation.

In the past few days I think I've gone through a kind of psychological cycle. I was getting some validation from my spiritual musings, leading into religious stuff, but ended up reacting very negatively and harshly to someone for what I felt were domination tactics. You saw, no need for elaboration... Then, I think as a reaction, I started trying to remake how I interact with nostr. Basically tried to appreciate a more playful use of it. Doing so would fit with a longer term project I've had, which is to reduce my dependence on "left-brain" thinking, which means try to get more creative/intuitive. My problem there is that I still approach it in a logical/mechanistic way, but just fool myself into thinking its creatively expressive.

I've mentioned a few times on nostr my dislike of a particular religious group - the eastern orthodox. That's because, in light of this new love bombing information, they tried to love bomb me over YouTube. If they hadn't moved too quickly into the gaslighting phase, it might've worked. I guess my left brained approach to life saved me there... It certainly got a reaction from them.

I wonder... The EO cult may be a particularly bad offender, but they aren't the only ones... I think something like that is going on in all of the physical churches. So the emotional need that causes people to do that could be the reason Christianity has fallen so far from the original meaning. Its so bad, that most people who figure out the Bible end up quitting Christianity altogether. The problem is the people, not the beliefs. You tell anyone who thinks they're Christian what Jesus is actually saying, and they respond with intolerance. That may be because they are under a psychopath's control. What I described earlier as the forever narrowing of purity tests could actually be the gaslighting of "believers" to maintain control over them.

Anyways. Please do point out if I was doing any love bombing, or anything manipulative. There were a few things I said recently which I've been beating myself up over - showing too much neediness, basically.

Interesting. Well, I would say there's a spectrum, as with anything.

I'm from the south and my close friend from California always pointed out to me how much he hated the fake politeness vibes of the south.

When I run into someone from New York or a big city, I'm always aware of how silly I must sound with formulaic stuff. But at the same time it's a lot of fun to have the difference in relating styles for people who are willing to be authentic and point them out.

Also, there is the thing about meeting new people that just puts me into overdrive about wanting to know everything about them and thinking they are the greatest thing ever that walked on the planet.

Life in review:

From a crazy impressive obituary that I found on a road trip this summer:

Born 1947

From age 20 to 27 crisscrossed US with 3 kids and husband who installed phone equipment.

27 to 32: radio station news reporter and small farm

Age 32: moved to Texas and worked as private investigator

Age 34:joined air force (intelligence operations), including Bosnia and Herzivagina

Age 41:1st husband dies in boating accident

Age 45 meets 2nd husband in medical service command

Age 46 retired from the aeromedical command

Loved fishing, riding Harleys etc...

Should individuals start opening lightning channels or is this too risky unless one has dedicated, always-on hardware?

The last time I looked into the fees were to crazy due to ordinals or something, and I kept running out of battery running Bitcoin core and forgetting to me plug the laptop in.

Get the gas, squeegee the windows, lift the wipers, re-cradle the handle

Reminded me of my mom, who can't resist timed car washes. She runs around the car with the suspended power washer and gets every single wash, foam, non stick spray done before the machine runs out of time.

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Thought experiment.

Option # 1

Let’s say you have 10 bitcoin and we hit 2 million in the next few years.

You’re tempted so you sell it for 20 million dollars.

After taxes you’re be left with 16MM.

Which you use to comfortably generate 1.2MM a year in the tradfi markets.

So you take the money and retire.

Bitcoin crashes 60% back to 800k.

For a few years you feel like a genius. You enjoy your new rich person lifestyle.

You even buy back a few bitcoin. 2 to be exact. 20% of what you used to have.

Then bitcoin rises over the next decade to be worth 50 million per coin.

You’re worth 120 million now. And you decide to sell a little over half a coin and upgrade your lifestyle again to be able to generate an additional 2 million a year.

You’re now on paper worth 120 million, you generate 3.2 million a year (266k a month) and you’ve been largely stress free for the last decade.

Your kids will inherit roughly 1.62 bitcoin from you upon your death.

You have some level of regret about not hodling through, but you’ve been largely stress free and the mental health benefit was worth it in your mind.

Vs.

Option # 2

You have the same 10 bitcoin but you Hodl them.

Your stress levels are persistently higher.

You also decide to retire when Bitcoin hits 2 mil, but you decide to do so in bitcoin terms.

Your plan is to sell a little bitcoin as needed in order to fund your lifestyle.

This is roughly 1-3 million sats a month. Depending on bitcoin price.

Over the course of 10 years you end up selling or spending 2.4 bitcoin and are still left worth 7.6btc when bitcoin reaches 50 million.

Your net worth is 380 million.

You’ve reduced your lifestyle in bitcoin terms down to a million sats a month. (500k) or 6 million per year. You’re 46, Assuming you live until you’re 90 you will pass down 2.32 bitcoin to your kids.

You have no regrets about the way you played it, but your stress was consistently higher and there were a few scary months along the way.

Which option do you choose?

1 or 2?

2. The ups and downs make me feel something . S&p will never do that.