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Been here since January 2025 and still figuring things out. I am a real lady nostrich, I promise I am not a bot and that is not what a bot would say. There will be puppy pictures, her name is Princess Aurora. I try to keep things positive and spread love ❀️. I am a very silly billy. My favorite "conspiracy" recently is around the gifted and talented program some of us were in during elementary school. Did you get the pink drink? Did you listen to the gateway experience on giant headphones? Did you play the beep boop game to guess what happens next? Did you play the Zener cards or make pictures out of abstract blocks? As an adult do you notice you have stronger than usual intuition? Do you have extremely vivid dreams that are sometimes prophetic? Can you hear the click clicks? Do you still have imaginary friends? Do they tell you secrets that are true? Are you just intrigued by any of this? Let's connect and chat! Following hashtags: #authenticity #bloomscrolling #consciousness #meditation #electromagnetism #philosophy #faith #freedom #fungi #gardening #permaculture #privacy #sovereignty #psychonaut #psychic #dogstr #dreamstr #gnosis I unfollow if you're posting excessively about downer stuff like 9/11, racism, anti-semitism, Trump bs, etc. I try to only block bots and folks being abusive.

πŸ€” but if we fully funded it and people were educated then how would we maintain a permanent underclass of cheap disposable labor?

I think they just kept on ramming down our throats until we collectively forgot how retarded they are. Win for the surveillance state I guess πŸ€·β€β™€οΈπŸ₯‚πŸ˜­

The great thing about making sauce is that now I have an excuse to drink some wine! I remember growing up my mom and my aunties in the kitchen like, some wine for the sauce, some wine for me! Some wine for the sauce, some wine for me! πŸ˜‚πŸ₯°πŸΎπŸ₯‚

I feel so close to them now, crossing miles and decades. Could it have been just a moment ago? And now I can share in the grown up fun too πŸ’–

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The food processor was broken so instead of the smooth sauce I was planning on making I have some extremely decadent mushroom soup 😍

And no I've not done anything productive today aside from making a lot of delicious food and talking shit on the internet. It's been a good day!

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Yeaaaa... My one girl friend likes to play tough and I like to think I can keep up but I am a very squishy soft girly girl compared to her 🀣 She was acting like the desert eagle was super easy to shoot and boasting how it was her favorite.

I almost dropped it I was so shocked by the kickback! That recoil hurt my hands and was scary to me but combined with the noise. Yikes. I had to go sit down and cry it out for like ten minutes 🀣 I felt like a real wimp. That was actually the last time I shot a gun.

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I understand. There is definitely a learning curve. I had very little firearm experience growing up...just shot some .22s with Grandpa.

Started learning about firearms more in 2012. Pursued concealed carry permit a couple years later.

If you choose to go down this road, I can offer you the benefit of my experience as far as maintenance, assembly/disassembly, ammo choices, after market upgrades, and all that goes.

You're right that it can get expensive, especially at first. It's not just the pistol. It's the ammo, multiple holsters, cleaning supplies, specialty tools, spare parts, etc. The good news is it's a "cry once, buy once" situation plus guns tend to appreciate in value keeping pace, to some degree, with inflation so at least there's that lol.

For your consideration, I would figure a brand new Glock with ammo, holsters, cleaning supplies, a few helpful specialty tools, and a few "must have" after market upgrade parts, you're in for under $1000. Gun itself is probably $600 of it.

One must have is night sights. Tools required. Totally worth it though for your tool to be useful 24/7 instead of only in well lit conditions.

Note: There are other brands out there. Glock is sort of a Goldilocks zone choice IMO. Not expensive like a Kimber. Not cheap like a Hi-Point. Very resilient and reliable. They're everywhere. After market parts are everywhere. Lots of pluses. Some hate Glocks and Glock copycats because the grip angle is slightly different from 1911 style pistols which are and have been popular for over a century.

It'll have to be a future project for now because the funds are dwindling rapidly and I've still yet to secure income. But I will reach out to you and take you up on that offer when I do!

Part of my gun reluctance is that I'm weirdly sensitive, many guns actually hurt my hands to fire and the noise overwhelms me. My friends teased me a lot when we went shooting when we were younger because all I could really handle is a 22, when I fired the desert eagle I cried 🀣😭

I did practice a lot and have very good aim with a bow and arrow though, so I'm hoping I can pull a Katniss Everdeen if the apocalypse comes knocking. πŸΉπŸ’˜πŸΉ

Idk, I had been with him for years and thought we were going to get married. I helped hospice his father for the year before his death. Between that and the pandemic I watched that good man lose his mind. Then he dumped me and yet also did everything in his power to control me. It was sad and weird. I hope to one day find a husband but it's not so simple as it's dependant on another person.

Thank you I need to develop guns skill sets. It's intimidating and expensive though. I have a bat and have taken care of problems in that manner before πŸ˜…πŸ’…

I think the most ridiculous tool I ever turned into a weapon was the dulled decorative samurai sword my sister got me as a souvenir from Japan. When I was maybe 20 I threw a party with my roommate and when everyone left this one jackass jumped out of the closet declaring we were all having a threesome. No, that's not what happened. Instead he got beat bloody with the sword and the sheath and chased down the street 🀣

In awesome news, I just discovered that my Airbnb account's phone number was changed to my stalker's God only knows how long ago. I thought we had cleared all of the changes he made to my accounts but now he's probably been messaged my current address for the next three months. Awesome. Awesome. I feel great. πŸ™ƒπŸ˜±πŸ˜­

It's probably a non-issue and he's probably moved on. Fingers crossed. Even being in the same state I'm still 3 hours away from his area. But I am never ever trusting another man ever again good lord. It is never ending the trifling nonsense I have to deal with from someone who dumped me five years ago.

Mushrooms love you πŸ„πŸ’–πŸ„

Tonight I'll be making it with a white mushroom sauce πŸ₯°

πŸ’― I feel very lucky that my doctor recognized the patterns in my behavior (and my perceptions) enough to tell me that he thinks I'm having a spiritual experience and am not schitzo. He's the one who found and vetted the person who runs psy-gym, saying they could help me more than he could. I feel better than I have in years thanks to that quirky meditation club πŸ₯°

Just also play their role. Really ham it up and mention a lot that this is how you rehearsed as well. God I hate group project slackers πŸ˜­πŸ«‚ good luck!

Yea, it's hard because I'm lazy 🀣

Tonight is an open house at the makerspace in town and I'm trying to hype myself up to go

Any type of dating isn't super fun in my experience 🀣 but it's awkward until it happens that's how it goes

Oh don't worry, I don't think you have any secrets I'd be curious about. I wouldn't dream of trying to manipulate you into sharing πŸ˜‡πŸ˜˜πŸ˜‚

I feel ancient πŸ€£πŸ‘΅

Today I walked to the local coffee shop for some delicious caffeine. I said good morning to everyone I saw and they returned the favor with smiles and waves. I already know the names of some of the neighbors, they wanted to check us out when we arrived last night to give Aurora treats and "to be good neighbors."

It's scary upending your life, but I really have faith I've made the right move. I am excited and I hope things work out without too much adventures getting settled in. I have a dream that I fall in love here and find some peace to settle into after so many adventures.

When we think the state should be handling things, we don't help each other so much. When we think it's just us, we take care of each other more πŸ₯°

Sea to shining sea πŸŒžπŸ‡ΊπŸ‡ΈπŸŒŠ

The energy of life which leads to healing and growth (and regrowth) conducts itself in a piezoelectric manner through the semiconductive chemical lattices found within our bodies: our skin, our bones, our nerves.

The energy of the sun comes down to us in the forms of heat and radiation, energy which conducts through your body.

The energy of the earth from molten rock movements conducts itself in a piezoelectric manner up through most stone like granite or sandstone, elsewhere earth energy conducts through heat and movement. This is how grounding feels good, electrons are literally flowing from the Earth into you and vice versa.

It is not strange, this connection to the universe. It is as natural for us as a cell in your body having a connection to you. We are a part of something larger.

Your soul is not a piece of energy trapped in a body. The energy of your soul encompasses all of you, and your body is the best way to feel the energy flowing from the earth and the sun and the rest of the cosmos. I believe that energy is just a small drop of an ocean of consciousness energy, and if you're curious you can try to access more πŸ’–

Redmond, OR: population 37k; price of one pound sandwich sliced roast beef at the deli = $21

Tremonton, UT: population 13k; price of one pound sandwich sliced roast beef at the deli = $11

Both price points within two weeks of each other πŸ€”

Sparrow moms be like

Yea one of my besties in Maryland was named an equivalent of "Connor O'Brien" just extremely stereotypical Irish name... Nope very black man from Jamaica πŸ˜