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gardener / writer / oracle + mentor / other-world traveller 🌌🌹feminine initiation and leadership for recovering perfectionists and over achievers. somatic-shamanic guidance. intimacy centred + God-led.

Unearned wisdom is often what it is aye. It's why many can't integrate what comes through / don't really change in meaningful or sustained ways after

“Peak performance” is experiencing life as it is.

You don’t need a nootropic supplement cocktail or to flood your system with psychedelics every other month. You don’t need a coach or a mentor and I am saying that as someone who is a mentor lol

You just need to accept that behind the layers upon layers of filters that you have been fashioning and donning since childhood, is a presence so clear, that when it is allowed to shine through without any resistance, the entire body-mind-soul system moves into a state of balance.

Recognise that this exists. That it is literally always there. That it is literally what you are, at all times and in all moments.

And if the supplements, psychedelics and human support systems genuinely assist you in forming an unshakeable connection with that recognition, if they help expand your capacity to BE in that no-filter state, lush. Crack on.

Your best innovations live in the unfiltered moment.

Your genius lives in the unfiltered moment.

The answers to your health and healing live in the unfiltered moment.

Your highest timeline is the unfiltered moment.

#spirituality #presence #consciousness #spiritualawakening #thepresentmoment

lol!! no way

Mhhhmmm it is chilling

Super yuk. And I'd actually like to #asknostr, specifically the UK lot, what fiat banks you'd recommend in the mean time? I bank w NatWest and a few things have happened recently that have nailed to the wall that I don't want their hands all up in my shit anymore.

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One thing that I have learnt in states of sleep paralysis is that the more you try to fight evil, the more you feed it.

I wanna be very clear before I go on, that the "fight" remains an absolutely adequate and wise response in the human world, on occasion. If someone is trying to harm you and you are in immediate danger, fucking protect yourself. Act. That might involve a fight.

But also know that most movements to "fight" are pointless.

Know that at the centre of the war, there is no fight.

There is only you, deciding to relinquish control.

I spent the early part of my life in terror and under a lot of psychic attack, in the in-between state before sleeping.

Then I started fighting. I howled and raged at the demonic presences infiltrating my field and tormenting me.

Then I understood the absolute sovereignty of my soul, and I got still. I let go.

And the things that had bothered me my entire childhood and most of my adult life disappeared, in a second.

From here I learned that I could "pass through" sleep paralysis and pass over to the other side. And on other side, it got made abundantly to me that n o t h i n g can even scratch a soul, unless YOU believe it. And then you will create it. Because that's what you believe.

The war within cannot be fought against. It will rage harder the more you resist it, the more you try to CONTROL it. Continuing to feed the war inside you is the way you consent to EVERYTHING that is happening outside of you and in the world. Every single person has a part in it.

Relinquishing control is one of the deepest and most transformative graces you can give yourself and by extension of that, the world.

Depravity is the only perceived "out" for a being that believes they have fallen so far from grace, that the only other option is to face a God that they think will never accept them back into the whole.

Evil becomes the only other expression because at least in evil they can feel as though they belong to something. The extreme and insidious forms of control enacted by forces of evil are frantic attempts to forge solidity and safety where a true belonging to wholeness is absent.

And that mirrors all the places where you control. Where you contort and grip. You will cling onto the seams of every place where your wholeness was forgotten in an attempt to find solid ground.

Release control and let the ground emerge.

You have to go first.

And when you release control, know that your deepening awakening is uploaded to the grid that is awakening this planet.

That the grid is fortified every time you let go.

And eventually that grid will become so bright and solid, and solid in it's brightness,

that there will be no war left to fight.

#spiritualawakening #astraltravel #soul #spirituality #consciousnesd #sleeparalysis #letgoofcontrol #letgo

I've been wondering how to answer this question succinctly. For men (and for the masculine current in men and women) the lane switch is coming out of mind and descending into the body. Into the heart and for women, also into the womb. It is a process that is enormously simple in one sense and yet there is the most astronomical amount of complexity that prevents that from happening, because the mind is complex. Because all the programming and complexes and narratives set up especially in the first 5 years of being alive are complex. and messy as fuck. At the core of it there is a presence - a way of being - that is so devoid of all mental filtering and narrative, the mind body soul system just... balances. Naturally and automatically. It's about cultivating that presence and dealing with everything that blocks it.

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I had the direct experience on 9/12/2018 but I didn't know what it was when I experienced it. I've studied Buddha, Bodhi Dharma, Eckhart Tolle, Sadhguru, Adyashanti, Rupert Spira, etc. None of them awakened while driving down a highway in the fast lane in a pickup truck doin 70 mph. Had my consciousness drifted to a state of disembodied, pure awareness, I probably would have crashed and died and that wouldn't have been useful in any way.

I've talked about it on podcast guest appearances. It took me nearly 53 months to stumble into an answer. That answer came from the research that followed an unsought, remote encounter with a 90+ year old Native American Medicine Man yielded me a new name, Red Tail Hawk. The research bender that I've been on for the last 33+ months began with trying to understand the symbolism baked into my name.

I'm still "seeking" because that's how I love my neighbors.

When I show my neighbors that their traditions and ways are worth my time and attention, I'm not acting in a prejudicially dismissive manner towards the things they revere. I see religious dogmatists acting this way even though they claim to espouse the whole "love your neighbor" thing. Instead, I'm building bridges of understanding by seeking and finding common ground. This makes people feel loved, not discarded like refuse.

I think the problem on Earth is translation. All traditions are pointing at the same core truths, more or less, but the traditions have split and developed their own "in group lingo sets".

As a result of my seeking, I can now speak to believers from many different traditions using their "in-group lingo". This is not limited to religious or esoteric wisdom traditions either. This extends to the science tradition too.

In Bitcoin we talk about "proof of work". Use of in-group lingo signals proof of work. It tells people "Oh! He's done his homework! He knows our words!". I think people seek communion with one another and finding people who speak your lingo is exciting because, quoting V from V for Vendetta, "...words offer the means to meaning, and to those who would listen, the enunciation of truth."

My seeking, at this point, is to understand better than I currently do, help others to understand better than they currently do, and have a positive impact on the world. As a rallying point for communion, I cannot think of a better place than truth fueled by love.

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I hear you. And I agree, translation is... so complicated.

You don't need to do tons of belief and identity work when you learn to tap into the presence and being that is beyond all of that.

There is a naturally emerging architecture of belief systems, identity structure and high frequency thought forms that automatically organise themselves around a soul that has remembered itself.

There's nothing necessarily wrong with actively rewriting narratives, but at the end of the day that is only occurring at the level of the mind.

All of that is effortlessly taken care of when your commitment is to learning how to rest in the place beyond the mind.

#GM #spiriruality #consciousness #presence

Oh no, there is no man hating here. I love men and masculinity is fucking beautiful. Imbalanced masculinity becomes oppressive and tyrannical. In the same way imbalanced femininity is emotionally drunk and collapsed. Men and women can express both things. My particular area of interest and experience is hyper-masculinsation. Key word being "hyper". And that's super interesting re the sleep paralysis. Time deffo bends in the in-between.

Understanding the non-physical / other worlds that I have always had one foot in, deeply transformed the way I be in and relate to the physical world.

I've been dream working for well over a decade at this point. Dreamed wildly ever since I can remember.

I began learning how to work with sleep paralysis and lucid dreaming as doorways to outer body experiences last year. Sleep paralysis has haunted me since forever. Never dreamed it would be the key to learning how to die while I'm still alive.

And the more I discover about my SELF in the in-between, the more fully I Iand HERE.

I learned that anything I experienced in sleep paralysis and outer body states that scared me or seemed off were just projections of fear and when I stopped running that frequency (mainly through learning to relinquish control) those projections would just... disappear into literal thin air.

And whaddaya know, the less I fear there, the less I fear here.

Experiences that I've had in the liminal spaces between waking and sleeping have allowed me to re-route and ROOT IN enormous streams of erotic life force that were being leaked out from my pain body and siphoned.

I've had soul surgery and removed something rather unpleasant and metallic from my third eye. Been bathed in heavenly waters. Been sang to by angelic priests and had songs of light sung through me.

I've made music with my mind and layered sounds and instruments atop one another, like it was something I've always known how to do.

I've worked out and re-written deep set ancestral stories around expression, shame and sterility through changing the way I respond to recurring dreams, while in them.

And everything has served to bring me into relationship with a reality that I had such a hard time accepting. Because deep down I always knew "magic was real" and it has fucking exasperated me no end, since I was a tiny kid, to have repeatedly choked down the messaging that we are confined to a mechanical, material, deterministic realm.

What I have observed over the years in myself and in working with people is that those us with one foot in another world can get more than a little victimised by the streams of information coming in from other places and refuse participation, which will cut you off from enormous amounts of life force and prevent big fragments of your wholeness from clicking into your soul body.

I know this is at least one of the reasons why I used to wake up in the morning feeling seventeen different shades of terrible.

So many of us learned to shut it all down early on because the culture we were immersed in denied our experience.

Materialist dogma is the biggest cultural gaslight to ever exist.

And I think it's why lots of really magical people who're perhaps even quite well established in their magic, continue to crawl back into the hellscape of self denial, fear and doubt. Or just don't fly their freak flag generously enough because they are scared of sounding insane.

And the core piece tying the myriad of experiences that I've had together is that the more I let go of punishment programming and the distorted, tyrannical masculine conditioning at the forefront of the materialist lie - the more I learn to embody unconditional love - the more my perception opens up. The more that is revealed. The stranger it gets.

If you resonate with this - its because your soul came to remind the world that reality is stranger than fiction.

Come say hi

#introductions #esoteric #consciousness #spirituality #dreamwork #astralrealms #spiritualawakening #GM #astralrealms #magicisreal

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