i pay 21 euros a month for all the claude i need for a coding agent with jetbrains junie.

i've also shifted my general chatbot to run on my gaming video card, which cost me 500 euros about 7 months ago

hopefully i can use it with the coding agent in the future as well, claude is ok, but i bet i can find a better model with more specific training, because most LLMs are shit at Go (like it says above... makes bugs and then fixes them, all the time, for dumb fucking shit like forgetting to add imports or use variables).

god python is ugly

one of the most ridiculous concepts in modern science is the dyson sphere

anyone living inside one would be dying of cancer within days

most of the energy would go into shielding, and negate the whole point of it

the only thing that really stuck was the ace of swords, aka "ace of spades", which is the only form of intellect that is not a highway to hell. in the Osho Tarot this is represented as the state of meditation or zazen or whatever words there is for that, unfiltered awareness. all of the rest of the swords suit are tragedy stories.

it's not something a lot of people can do, and of those who could but aren't, very few of them have any concern about it because of the "if you aren't doing anything wrong you have nothing to hide" lie. this one also makes a lot of people who get involved with anything weaker in their opsec and as a result they get caught up in some psycho's machine, in addition to all the ways that these psychos hypnotise and brainwash people into following their direction.

since 2022 i have become aware of all this and i basically abandoned my entire social circle when i realised that only one out of about 20 people i knew were not on the take.

makes things a lot more difficult too because very often to get employment you have to move in closer to these captured circles of people and there is almost always a cypher among them that you have to step carefully around

yeah, i'm not sure about the selection of the trumps being used, because there is 22 of them in total but some of them are indeed clearly abstract and not representative of a personality. like The Fool (trump 0) which everyone is, or will be, if they step on the path.

the 22 trumps represent phases in a spiritual journey, primarily, and there is even a whole story that gypsy fortunetellers memorize, that i had one dude recite to me, took about half an hour, pretty impressive, and then he talked through the meaning of every minor arcana after that.

yeah, it's not nice knowing you are on a list but almost everyone is on lists.

this is also why i add to my list of countermeasures, to live far away from large populations because its in those places that they are most likely to be operating on the ground. out here, spooks will stand out like a sore thumb and if they are stupid enough to ask about you, pretty much you will be told by one of the locals you are friends with that someone's been asking after you.

i don't want to get caught in the jaws of the metal beast, above all. almost everything else doesn't matter to me. i just want to be free to make a living and tinker with the things i want to tinker with, and even among those things there is so many things i have just shelved basically permanently because they likely would lead to me becoming a POI for wanting some unusual thing that they might think is a hint i'm involved in or connected to one of their targets.

or, like, learn opsec and sigint principles, it's not that complicated really.

i don't publish anything on the internet that i'm concerned about being known, and don't use direct messaging systems that aren't work related anyway. almost all the rest of the channels on all centralized systems are plagued with spam anyway, and scams, and i almost always know a scam when i see one. i've only been caught in one, one time, back in 2021, for my entire life this was the only one, was a shady "vendor" of bitcoin miners.

ultimately, as i see it, i am very unlikely to be a POI for anyone, because i don't hardly talk to anyone and i'm never going to join some movement or any other fucking club that might be someone's enemy, and nobody hardly listens to what i say anyway, and most of those people are just like me. nobodys, who want to have as little to do with the systems of corruption as possible.

being small and humble have huge benefits in that your life doesn't become someone else's strategic interest.

probably the only practical solution is to not talk to people about sensitive things unless you have met them in person and seen their tech

also, just don't even use any centralised protocol for such communication

even signal and simplex are suspect

other than that, it's basic opsec and sigint - don't send out signals over untrusted networks even if the data is encrypted because the receiver can always leak the data any way they want, by necessity of being able to render the content

i also saw a bunch of other users with these "tenantId" tags in their profile metadata events. fuck you. lol

dammit, i have to modify my unmarshal code to accept this bullcrap

ok, no, it's actually an in-spec feature, event keys that are not the main ones, a key called "tenantId"

i am not gonna bother supporting that right now, this is the first time i have ever seen an "extra key" in an event object. i don't think there is NEED for these extra keys so nostr:npub1y80vm0yvp64cx6e8y0eetu4mhwt5muzrttgaj8a988xnx5q4kn2qlu87je whichever client it is you are using, let them know that they are using gay extra keys in your kind 0 profile metadata event, and to stop it. why? i mean why the fuck do you need extra keys. tags. bro, tags.

also, random note, i had written the codec so it was reusing memory from received event data, overwriting the first half of hex fields, specifically id, pubkey and signature, i am altering this to allocate new memory instead because i have encountered an error where for some reason the read buffer is being decoded again and of course has mangled fields.

hooray for the wonders of AI coding agents, these tedious tasks i can delegate and not get tied up with getting these tedious, simple tasks causing bugs in my code.

well, it didn't actualy look like i really needed to do that, so i'm undoing it. was just some mangled kind 0 from nostr:npub1y80vm0yvp64cx6e8y0eetu4mhwt5muzrttgaj8a988xnx5q4kn2qlu87je oddly enough.

for private relay clients, the relay owners MUST publish their follow and mute lists with private flag turned on in order to add members to the relay

i will also have to add a configuration flag to always disable the spider fetching for fully closed private relays because otherwise they will leak the membership list to the world.

#orly #devstr #progressreport #update

i have now implemented a full ACL that uses a set of designated owner pubkeys, spiders to get their follow and mute lists, and spiders their follows to get their follows follows, then excludes the muted pubkeys from the followed follows list.

it has been done a great deal more simply than my previous form of this ACL algorithm, and will stay up to date with every followed users follows within a reasonable time window, most of the time, the spider list defaults to the most popular, public to read relays that many of them have spiders syncing up with many more relays, so this will now stay up to date with users follow and mute lists.

i should probably make the spider collect updates to user profile metadata (kind 0) events as well, since this is important for UI. possibly also to sync the users relay lists as well, so that users of the relay will always be able to reach the people they connect to. idk how complicated i want to make things with the spidering though, adding more than the default list of spidered relays could make the spider very slow, but at least to have their metadata and relay lists, then clients can do their thing.

they call it the "five eyes"

really the USA is also tied to them, and the EU is also controlled by the same upper echelons, mostly royal families and bankers

the people who control them are the ones that keep promoting the "russia bad" story also. they don't mind china so much, but they hate russia. some people think that is an ancient vendetta from the 10th century or so when their great grandpappies pissed everyone off in western europe and the middle east so much they had to seek refuge and the russian tsar demanded they adopt an abrahamic religion. they are the "wandering stars" talked about in the Book of Jude, second last book of the bible and the source of the main text of the Portishead song. their original ancestry traces back to Canaan and the branch of Adam's family that starts with Cain, thus the name. this is also where the Vampire mythos draws from as well. they are murderous, envious, petty, cannibal pedophile baby and virgin sacrificers who have plagued the human race for at least the last 6000 years.

they did a movie of that with milla jovovich also

well, this is why we stack tho

oh, it's 1 lol. priestess is 2

it's the third (number 2) trump in the tarot after the priestess, after the fool

ugh woke up this morning and internet was off again

seems to have been because of my wireguard tunnel - and something to do with DNS i think because pinging numeric addresses worked.

restarted the VPS again, and almost instantly everything is groovy again.

not the best start to the day

#GM

#orly #devstr #progressreport

almost completed the auth functionality based on designating pubkeys as owners

there is a spider that fetches the latest versions of the follow list of the owners, and populates the lists

depending on whether the relay is public readable, it has checks for privileged events and when auth is required only authed users whose pubkey appears in a privileged event can see these, un-authed and other users will have these events filtered out of their query results.

tomorrow, first task will be augmenting it with the use of owner mute lists to designate a block list, which will exclude white listed users. since they can just not auth if it's public readable anyway, this is all that the block list will do - prevent them from writing, even if they are followed by one of the whitelisted users. sorry, not sorry, but owner should have the ability to do this, since complaints to them from other whitelisted users would require some kind of action more than just "so, just mute them". if the relay is not public readable, ie, a private group relay, then they will also not be able to read if they auth, or not.

i am going to need to write a proper test rig for this, to really be sure i have it all correct, gonna do that tomorrow. it will disable the spider list and populate the list directly and then run queries from various other generated users whose events will be published, such as DMs to each other and such, and make sure that privileged events get filtered out according to their right to see the events.

this will be the next minor version bump.

i was going to do an extra feature with HTTP API and nip-98 auth to designate these lists manually but i think i'll leave that until after i reinstate the http API at all, and really, i need to make a simple web UI to do this kind of management. and honestly, i kinda don't see the point. doing a second way of controlling this is redundant since if you are not wanting your npub to be a designated owner, you can write scripts to control a designated owner and create these list events and publish them from your own whitelisted account. this is to cover the case of people like nostr:npub1l5sga6xg72phsz5422ykujprejwud075ggrr3z2hwyrfgr7eylqstegx9z who dislikes follow lists, she can just make a script to create them. it's a simple interface, and a manual allow/blocklist feature would just be redundantly repeating the same feature, for no reason.

well, loser if that's what he was caught doing and double loser for doing it at all, and triple loser for doubling down with this kind of codswallop.

it's also a thing if you have lots of money you go to the VIP section anyway, this is a big part of the reason why they have VIP sections - for celebrities to not get mobbed.

lol, nobody expects the papparazi, we have many weapons

if the nip-05 name is needed, request it on demand of the display code that renders your graph or whatever way it's being done. there is also, other than that, the more useful point from the user's kind 0, and you can request them in batches easily

also, i think this whole idea is dumb because nip-05s don't really prove anything, and queries for follow lists are already supported just fine

classic reason why to add an openapi REST interface that has a paginated, cached index result list of pubkey -> user@example.com list

then you index it periodically and queries are cheap.

haha multicult. so many people drank that kool-aid, and we are having a slow motion cultural suicide

social networks will rapidly turn into a potemkin dialog where everyone participating is using basically the same LLM. where people are still actually writing, will be the only legit material to train LLMs on and the feedback loop will escalate until the text is unreadable garbage.

well, it's all very well having a hypothesis but if you can't build a device to test it or the hypothesis lacks falsifiability it's just mental masturbation

yeah, i think the source is still available to build it, but they made it dependent on their servers. no idea if those are also available. it's an electron based app also.

#bitcoin is a peer to peer broadcast network

#lightning is a peer to peer state channel network

#ecash is a client-server network

which is the odd one out?

it would be a lot easier if there wasn't so many fucktards pissing in the pool

imagine if it was your job

gah so tired of the stupidity, of the lightning haters and the flat earth retards and everyone who wastes their time trying to educate them about basic physics.

anyway, so, my personal issue here right now, is that i can't do relay dev if i don't have inbound connections passing from my VPS via wireguard.

WSL2 still doesn't support wireguard, and this is a deal breaker for me.

so i am caught between two conundrums:

1. make wireguard work on windows WSL

2. make ROCm compute work on linux

since i have wasted all of my day today trying to get wg work on WSL2, i am gonna have another crack at this fucking ROCm on linux, man this is not easy tho because i have to try to find a linux live USB that actually makes a working display on the installation i make, which was a nightmare last year. ubuntu 25 works, but rocm on ubuntu25 i didn't crack that one either.

good thing i'm on holiday.

this is all broken by an inconvenient thing called the inverse square rule, which operates all the way down to the subatomic. this dictates that spheres and pi are the centre of the math of physics which violates the whole basis of flat earth bullshit.

i'm an 8 so i'm biased

ventoy is pretty cool but it's more for multi-distroy install USBs, since it is pretty uncommon anymore to even see much under 32gb, which would fit like 7 typical linux installers. and also you can put windows installers into it as well

i think there is a super lite version of kde, yes, i forget the name of it though.

but the interface is awful, like a slightly better version of win32

anyway, his main job is to be smoochy and begging for food and playing silly games batting at me while i walk past.

it's better than having an empty house, and better than having a dog who is gonna be yapping and begging for walkies all day long. the cat i can just pile up his bowl and i barely hear from him all day, except for his complaints about teh toilet and wanting the lap.

nah, i am totally fine with having a cat. i mean, dr evil has them. dr claw has one

i think ETFs and BTCs are pulling down prices because they are taking a margin and sinking it into debt repayments

also, price discovery is getting weaker the more things track along with such as coinbase rehypothecating. in fact, i think what will be the trigger for the sharp jump upwards is going to be a bank run on coinbase

my guess is that it might be a lower peak but the hockeystick elbow is definitely in play

ah

well, i generally wake up and choose violence

cornflakes will make you sterile

i gotta say that the stuff that is getting posted to wss://realy.mleku.dev is pretty high quality. i guess all my smart followers are using good clients that do outbox properly. or maybe all these people added the relay to their relay list some time ago, or both. idk.

cool, anyway, i mean, frens, feel free to add it. i will keep running a relay at that location, it will have auth required and whitelist my follows and the follows of my follows and block my mutes.

didn't get much done on #orly today, to be honest, but it took me some time to adjust to this windows thing... i haven't even run the relay yet lol. just getting the LLM working for now.

so, i finally have been testing the local LLM using LM studio, which seems to be the only tool for this.

damn things have a mind of their own, literally prompts have to start with DO NOT DO THIS DO NOT DO THAT before you start describing what you want it to do. hilarious.

even still they don't really quite follow the instructions.

using quen2.5-code-14b. seems not much dumber than claude or gpt-4o

probably will experiment with other models, plenty of space for them, it's just a question of time.

i tried using a deepseek model and it spat out a whole complicated and weird flow of thoughts about stuff that were all like the inner dialogue of a nervous slave.

they are already mental if they want to be in charge

i'd go 100% fuck that shit

i'm not a misogynist but women are not good at goal oriented thinking. by design. they were never meant to be leaders, generals or engaged in solitary work. they are wired to need someone to gossip to and they follow whatever the group agrees on.

if society is based on their authority, it's doomed.