the goths are the best, i would agree with that. unfortunately they tend to be atheists and not into marriage.

semisol is alright but i really don't think he gets the point of nostr.

if we all just use one relay what happens when that relay operator lands in prison and they sieze the servers?

note to self: don't buy lactose free milk products ever again.

they just put HFCS in its place, it's not sugar free. the yogurts also, almost all of them have artificial sweeteners in them. if it doesn't say "natural" and has no flavoring, it's sweetened with poison.

seriously though, easiest way to destroy the function of democracy is to let women vote. when it's only men who vote, they at least hold their own position mostly because of how the results of the decision will impact their lives. the women are shielded from this. second step after giving them the vote is to convince them that they don't need men at all, and they can be the boss and make the decisions.

of course they don't make any decisions, they just agree with the majority of voices they listen to. so when you put them in charge in an organisation, you pretty much are really giving the power to the most vocal and fearful women in the organisation.

women are very prone to accepting majority rule because that's how their minds work. they want to be in the middle of the flock, not standing out. i was even observing this last night with a woman here on nostr, venerating being "normal".

just one of the million things that mean that women are the last people we should be giving a vote to. they just act like a herd, they don't have any reason for it other than "it's what my friends all think"

i don't think you need to keep up with amethyst tho, isn't your app a web app?

amethyst needs to keep up with you :)

i prefer to be present with the world around me and i only take my phone with me when i need to find a new place. once i find it, i can go back there without the map.

i prefer the adjective of "human" - unique, flawed, beautiful, worthy of being forgiven.

normal is precisely the definition of nothing to be proud of.

ah yeah, nostr dev married mothers are really common.

what's amethyst

i don't use my mobile phone very often so idfc

normal is always a changing definition also, as the population and trends change. unfortunately for half of my life that has been moving towards communist shit, trans, vegan, homo, lesbo, ugh.

definitely don't want to be that kind of normal. saying you are a normal person is fine so long as you mean from at least 30 years ago.

i was not normal then either.

why be normal. fuck normal. conformity is gay.

normal is a stupid word anyway, literally means average.

nothing average about Stella.

i'm not average either, and most of my frens here are not average.

normal is also boring because it's what you expect due to being at least 50% of everything you see.

i'm not making friends with delusional brainwashed people.

most of the institutions didn't exist 200 years ago in most people's lives, and they will cease to exist again because they are founded on lies. governments, central banks, monopoly kangaroo government courts, taxation. all of it is lies.

i have another analogy for you:

if you live in a house with no foundations, is there any point repairing the cracks in the walls when it inevitably sinks into the ground?

nope, you knock that building down and start again.

or you can just go outside and build a new house and let the old one rot.

that's what we mean when we say we are opting out. i disagree that institutions even should exist. customs, yes, institutions, no. institutions are imposed top down. what grows up from underneath is born out of our nature. we need adjudication sometimes. we need a registry of land claims. we need the freedom to do whatever we like inside our own property, so long as it doesn't disrupt other people's property next door.

the current system you have almost zero right to do anything for yourself. i don't want institutions to do things for me. i want to do business with other people for specific purposes, not be forced into doing business with them.

we didn't need main roads departments when we were riding around in horses, yet somehow there was roads. you can point out basically the same thing about every institution that exists now.

i'm getting out of the house built on sand. you can stay in there if you want to but it won't have anything to do with me when it falls on you in your sleep.

yeah, a literal nazi.

i just want to see these delusional bitches and their puppet masters wiped permanently from the universe, forever. can't come soon enough.

none of what you say matters anymore. we are in the last days and you better get yourself right with God and stop being a jerk to your brothers.

there's a venezualan guy called Malos10 i think it is

the notion of nostr adoption is completely dead in the water at this point.

nostr is our internet. adopters will be friends of friends of friends. projects like primal are gonna slam right up against this and if they want to survive, will have to basically turn their little part of nostr into a walled garden.

meanwhile, the rest of us are going to have to totally rely on whitelisting users in order to keep these psychos out of our lives. and we will have to replicate our data and do all sorts of things to keep our little patch of the internet.

these people are the scum of the earth. i pray that the time is coming soon to put them all on the stand, and execute their sentence. this shit is so invasive, they are infiltrating every corner of our lives and pushing their agenda of enslavement everywhere.

yeah, centralized platforms are the suck

it's a very important one. i hope Chris Horlacher has in mind to write a follow up. i'm sure he's busy doing exactly that. i follow his telegram group and he and others are continuing to research and write more about it, that https://mrereports.substack.com/ is another who is on the same thread.

you really need to read The Apocalypse of Yajnavalkya. it explains all of this and more, and relates it to ancient stories, myths and archaeological stuff that hints at this.

i figured at first you maybe had read it but the idea of trading women to spawn these super-soldiers in exchange for their protection (and for sure in the early times they would have still had some of their fancy weapons in addition to these giants), they would teach the skills of manipulation and warfare, and of course part of that cost would have been women and babies to murder for their blood rituals and cannibalism. sometimes the cross-breeds would not have been giants, and those would probably have at some point continued to interbreed and lose the obvious features but would have all the conditioning to condition their children and maintain their power.

at some point the pure fallen angel stock dwindled out but they continued their inbreeding program to keep some remnant of their genetics.

keep in mind that the non-fallen ones stuck around until 5000 years ago, as evidenced by mention of them in many parts of the old testament, dating back to around 4000BC - this is probably because they needed to continue fighting their fallen kin until there was no more pure bloods left. then it was safe for them to leave, because without their pure genetics they didn't have the overwhelming capacities and their diluted descendants were then trying to rebuild their global empire and it took them all of that time to get to where we are now. this is why they are obsessed with transhumanism and genetic and machine augmentation. they can't get their genetics back. they were exterminated, for good reason.

this also means that when the angels return, they aren't really going to be dealing with enemies that have even half the capacity to fight back. i'm sure they will try, and probable have been, i mean, that's probably what Roswell was about. i think that through mechanisms involving what you might call magic, they still retain some power but they are earthbound and haven't got the industrial capacity to get off the planet and that has been actively suppressed.

the angels are just waiting for the right time - when whoever they don't take away with them ends up obliterated by the coming global disaster. the angels survived already something like 6 of these cycles, and 12000 years ago their society split in two with teh war in heaven and they had to figure out a plan to completely wipe out their enemies.

that's why the wording of many of the prophetic texts of the bible are so grandiose and aggressive. what we suffer with now is probably a fraction of what they were capable of when they were pure breeds.

so they could point at it and say it's porn and justify KYC everything.

the whole thing about there being no migration or travel between the americas and eurasia is nonsense also. firstly, it's possible to sail across the pacific and the atlantic in primitive boats. but why would you even do that if you can just hop across the Bering Strait?

secondly, in the 1 million years according to the ice cores and other evidence of glaciation, that, and probably between canada and northwest europe was probably solid ice to walk across as well, covered in seals and polar bears.

it probably got so frozen up even that there was a connection between argentina and southern australia.

so there's basically no way that you are not related to all of the other humans on the planet and your so-called race is a myopic, short term of separation, and you are cherrypicking a tiny part of the data to support your absurd sense of superiority.

as for what you talk about how shitty those other people are? yeah, i'm not gonna argue with that. but there's a much larger arc of the story there. most of it isn't even hardly fully understood even, because so much of history has been perverted and distorted. and yeah, while we are talking about it, a lot of the people who did all that perverting were literally white people.

most likely, this is because of the fact that there used to be more kinds of humans than there is now, and the "white race" actually traces back to north africa about 40,000 years ago. they were taller, they discovered how to herd cattle because they acquired a mutation to be able to drink milk after childhood, and developed much larger (like 7-9 feet tall) physiques than we have now. among those, there were some who spread out across the planet and dominated the smaller, more primitive humans, and that's how it came to be that 70% of humanity can drink milk now.

anyway, it's just ignorant to say that anyone is only the product of things that came before them. people actually do things in their lifetimes that make a much bigger difference than what they were taught and who their parents were.

being proud of something that you had nothing to do with, that happened before you were born, is pathetic. sure, maybe those people were great, but you are only as great as your own achievements and character.

acting like this makes you superior is pathetic. you don't get a free ride any more than anyone else.

ah yeah, the teaching. Gobeckli Tepe was one such training camp. i think also stonehenge.

i hate to break it to you but you probably have asian and african and maybe even american indian genetics way back.

you know, humans have been around for in total a million years in some form, and our type, the "sapiens" variety have been around some 200-300 thousand years.

the amount of history that we know about is a pittance compared to these numbers. literally, aside from like 3 or 4 skeletons found between the ages of 40,000 and 1 million years we have ZERO idea. genetics? yeah, we do have some idea, a lot of ideas, and the simple fact that 70% of humans have the mutation for white skin and/or lactose tolerance is a good example.

this means that all those dirty brown people you hate, have white relatives way back somewhere too, or they wouldn't be able to drink milk. i know for sure i have austro-indonesian ancestors no more than 4 generations back, so i have some of the visible signs but if your dirty brown ancestors were 10 generations back, the only way you could find out is by getting your DNA checked.

so anything you want to say about race, as in "genetic heritage" is bullshit, because you literally don't know.

https://mrereports.substack.com/p/heavens-queen-hells-prostitute

i suspect that this was the elaboration/perversion of the story of this woman actually. i think Tiamat is mentioned in there as being one of the forms people attributed to her. this was much later. the greeks called her Aphrodite and earlier versions were more true to what she was about. Her name was Basileia.

evil people pervert everything they touch. i am quite sure that "monsters" is a sufficent way to describe a brutish 12 foot tall man who eats people.

yeah, customs and beliefs are way more important than race.

the degenerate people come from degenerate cultures where horrible, violent people are tolerated and usually because the rest of the people have little way to stop it, usually poverty is involved and it boils down to brute strength.

nigerians, for example, have a culture that venerates the wealth acquired by scammers. so this makes more of them more likely to do it. similarly, moroccans and mauritanians tend to be quite violent as well, at least the ones i encountered. the berbers not so much, but in a poorer country there often is a tendency towards some degree of segregation. but in general, the african looking moroccans were more stupid and violent and the berbers i've met were quite chill and reasonable.

also, colonial domination had a role in it too, because the whites from europe with their rifles and all that could scare the more strong ones and then used them to control the others. so they also cultivated more violence, slavery is like that, it is a form of violence. "you can't leave me or else" is pretty fucked up shit to say to someone. it doesn't make for a healthy disposition in the victims, and leads them to get stuck in poverty as well because of that sense of victimhood.

actually, i think that was at the center of why the non-fallen angels were so against it. firstly, they just dominated and threatened the human women they "took as wives" which is disgusting by itself, but the progeny were dangerous and probably cultivated to be violent pets by the fallen angels. i'm guessing that probably in most cases they gained physique but didn't especially gain so much in intelligence. or at least, they dominated them while they were still relatively small. probably also, the women often died in childbirth as well because of them being substantially larger, i'd be guessing that probably they were typically in the range of the biggest infants you see today, which can cause a lot of complications in birth.

so there is a lot of reasons why it would be objectionable, most of them to do with the mindset, but probably some degree of physical issues as well.

they were still technically human as in breedable. it would be like a great dane, normal humans are like chihuahua up to alsatian. the difference in size is almost double from there up. that's why they called them giants.

it is hybrid vigor that made them so dangerous. they could throw around normal humans like we can throw around 2 year old children. and imagine how much food they needed for such a big body, i mean like, one cow would last a nephilim like a week, where it would feed a whole family for a season of normal modern humans.

out of all the crazy sounding stories, the ones about giants are the least crazy. i mean, it's not like gulliver's travels but a man at 12 feet tall is scary as fuck. even if he's a skinny weakling he's still gonna be impossible to defeat without luck and skill. they were already becoming very rare by the time of David, most likely goliath was only like 10 foot tall. if you are a psycho bitch and good at strategy and you got guys like that, it would be trivial to dominate ordinary homo sapiens. even neanderthals were a problem for sapiens. but these guys were something else.

i might be misremembering, but i think they actually found bones of an extraordinarily tall human a little while back. the angel people were not so ridiculous, more like 7-8 foot tall.

apple store's beta testing channel

TestFlight. lol. i hate apple. google play and steam both have betas, steam's betas are only linked to published apps tho, there isn't as much critical risk with games as there can be with apps.

not until i get money again tho... can't do any work until a colleague comes back from vacation because i sure as fuck can't make any sense of the codebase i'm supposed to work on. i'm not sure that doing front end dev was really a good idea but i want to be able to, it's just, every time i touch javascript it's an extremely difficult and frustrating experience to get anything to work at all, let alone how it is intended to.

the catholics did not disagree with gallileo because they thought the earth was flat. they just thought that the earth was the center of the universe.

it's a specious argument because although the sun is bigger than the earth, is it necessarily so that "earth is orbiting the sun" or is there a bidirectional relationship?

further, the whole notion of a "center of the universe" is also quite specious because we have never seen the edge (is this sounding familiar) and so how do we know that space itself isn't a 4d hypersphere like the surface of the earth is a 2d surface on a sphere.

because if it is, then there is no center to the universe the same way as there is no centre to the surface of the earth. it's unbounded. you can't have a center without edges.

yeah, their minds are broken. they don't have the slightest ability to reason.

everyone who is in a cult thinks everyone else is in a cult.

the nonsense this ben weirdman is spouting doesn't comport with physics or mathematics and empirical measurements.

see, you won't even bother to check whether what i say is true, but get on a plane, make a pendulum with a piece of string and some balanced piece of weight thing. to get gravitational vertical. then get a straight object and hold it at 90 degrees to the pendulum, and sight your eyes along it like it was a gun sight. you will notice that when you are at 30,000ft in the air, the horizon is below the horizontal as reported by the pendulum.

so, yeah, anyway, this flat earth bullshit is not a cult. it's a joke being run by the CIA to play with their power about how gullible people are.

you only need basic highschool physics, chemistry and mathematics to destroy every claim of FE ninnies.

yeah, there can't be uniform gravity on a disc either. so why does 1kg of weed weigh 1kg all over the planet, give or take a few milligrams (the earth's mass is not uniform, neither is its magnetic permeability.

also, this is why i stopped following you. you are one of those contrarians who want to believe something different just to distinguish yourself as being somehow "in the know"

i'm happy enough to debunk actual bullshit like that CO2 and methane cause warming and the planet earth is not throughout most of its history freezing cold, and that it was a lot hotter earlier in the holocene.

yeah, like all valve games the narrative is top notch, you will enjoy

yeah, portal 1 and 2 are both pretty low spec requirements. both quite old based on the source engine used for HL2. pretty much playable at over 60fps on most current bottom-end onboard intel integrated intel GPUs at like 2k resolution

and yeah, idk about 3 hours, maybe, if you have a walkthrough guide. the storyline is pretty hilarious. the AI goes psychotic of course, in both episodes

don't go all FE on me now

gravity isn't just falling down when you get lifted upwards away from teh ground. it also is why driving really fast and hitting something is so lethal - because of the mass. what hurts is caused by the mass, this is one of the parts of gravity that non-physicists don't understand.

the thing that causes inertia is related to the thing that makes objects move towards each other in space. it's my personal hypothesis that it's a surface tension effect, and that all matter has an invisible cloud of electrons in long orbits (like how comets are in long orbits, and the perseid and taurid and leonid meteor swarms). the clouds of two bodies of matter when they come into contact try to optimize their surface like how two drops merge into one, at first it's a barbell shape, and then the shared surface pulls everything in the middle of it together to become a sphere, which is the optimum shape for resisting ...

the resistance that gravity creates is against space itself, which is also a form of matter, that has no elasticity and is constantly increasing in every direction. the surface tension effect is created by this constant pressure trying to push matter apart, and those clouds of electrons are part of the mechanism that pushes matter back together at the same rate, thus retaining the geometric relation between all the particles in bodies of matter.

i'm actually not a fission, fusion or antimatter fan. i think that all energy comes from that expansion of space, and with the right device, you can redirect that energy to create a "bubble" of space around you that behaves in the same exact way as a single "particle" of space. thus it has no mass, it is inelastic, and it cannot be involved in a collision because it has no mass, and it has no limitation of light speed, because it has no mass (if m == 0, then the energy also becomes zero).

that's my theory anyhow. i've been ruminating on this one since i created these images

https://www.flickr.com/photos/47065683@N00/77738769/in/photostream/

there is others in that set, but this one is the prettiest and this shows the nucleus of a gravitational mass center, and the way that matter directs the expansion force through channels fanning outwards in every direction, via the mechanism of those quantum nullified electrons in the long orbits

so yeah, i also think that creating that gravity effect involves electricity. i've got a theory that it can be built using a modified tesla coil with a resonant cavity coated with diamagnetic material, that tunes the output of the tesla coil to convert normal electrons into these "mass" electrons. but that's as far as i have got with designing an experiment. it's inspired by the Emdrive, which normally uses microwaves and a resonator but this uses tesla waves (which are higher energy configurations of electrons much shorter wavelength than microwaves, think femtometres).

as far as i can tell, the relays are not being started up

ok, i've fixed all the builds so they work, but the actual benchmarks, it doesn't seem to be running the relays for the benchmark to connect to.

#ORLY #devstr #progressreport

so, after discovering how much orly was spending time marshaling events for logs that weren't printing or weren't needed, and seeing the harm it did to performance, i've fixed that.

i'm looking forward to nostr:npub1acr7ycax3t7ne8xzt0kfhh33cfd5z4h8z3ntk00erpd7zxlqzy3qrn2tqw getting the benchmark refactored into a docker container and seeing the results.

i already know that relayer is appalling, and strfry is piss-poor, but i'm pretty sure orly performs better with lower latency than khatru, which is the best relay of the lot in the initial test results.

it was literally marshalling events like 3-4 times during reqs and event submissions all over the place and in the case of a mass upload that's gonna definitely ding the speed.

khatru does 9500 events/s on what is obviously better hardware than mine, on my rig it gets 7700 events/s on publish. so i'm expecting orly will be doing something like 12000 maybe, could be more. might be a bit less, so, anyhow, i will see soon.

after that setup is done to run the tests in a docker i'm gonna see about adding the rust relay so we can really see what is what.

i'm betting that the rust relay will turn out to not be much faster than the go relays, or even it might be slower, and will definitely be higher latency and slower with bursts. you just can't beat coroutines. get with the program, people. how about you cut out half of your retarded language and replace it with coroutines and channels.

latency matters more than throughput for network apps and for UIs. it is only for stuff like bulk conversion of data formats that throughput matters.

just use #jumble 😁

yeah the point about how the pill screws up a woman's desire in type of man is one of the worst things about it. i watched this happen over and over again in my teens and 20s. it's disgusting that doctors give this stuff out like lollies. one of the bazillion things that is disgusting about modern drug-oriented surgery-oriented medicine.

well, the option isn't available anyway

Stella is quality

people who use mostly nostr apps are using better auth than normies also. JWT is equivalent but almost none of the big sites use it except devs and infra stuff. this puts us clear out front ahead of this kind of stuff. and devs who understand that you must use PKI for auth also tend to know the attack vectors. so we don't tend to use vulnerable stuff like html and some, at least, understand that zapping is the answer to the problem of advertising which often is an attack vector in normieweb. plain text, asymmetric cryptography and not using cloud LLMs.

shit is gonna get really freakish for normies with LLMs in the mix. they are all gonna get fleeced and a few will actually get some schooling. since normies are too busy in the rat race, i personally only care about the ones who are open to a schooling.