why do you keep calling me commie ?
i am literally anti-communist.
do you want a wallet that is literally cooler than mine ?
https://bricstore.com/products/carbon-billfold-6-us
it is the same exact organization ( L-Fold ) which is quite practical, but instead of embossed leather it is trimmed in carbon fiber
i have considered it but ultimately chose leather because leather eventually conforms to the shape of wallet contents whereas carbon fiber probably won't do that
not to mention a carbon fiber wallet screams "steal me"
and of course i am a Tumi fan boy and this is Brics which isn't Tumi, but still a good brand
if i couldn't have my Tumi wallet this would probably be my 2nd choice. it would match the carbon fiber trim on my Tumi laptop backpack.
i will take gassing Jews over Bitcoin any day
and i am a Jew !
I totally forgot about this dancer chick I met in April, I've only seen her about 1x/month since then.
She should be nostr:npub1nshq4pcyzdmnewg4h8yu6tsuh5t72whzkz5x4wj7t0c0cy7yyrfqq2cgnl approved - she is:
-hapa
-young
-cute
-nice ass
-athletic/former gymnast
-a great dancer
Unfortunately, she also:
-already has a competitive partner
-is moving out of state before the end of the year
This is the garbage you have to put up with when you're trying to create art today.
to live is to suffer bro
LOL
just get a 85" 8K Samsung TV as a screen
you're an even bigger idiot than me it seems
i just keep tagging nostr:npub1acg6thl5psv62405rljzkj8spesceyfz2c32udakc2ak0dmvfeyse9p35c every day for no reason
how you approach a woman signals to her which side you deserve to get. carry yourself like a simp and you will get the respectable lady side. carry yourself like an alpha and you will get the cum slut rag doll side
the mental defects on Poa.st imagine that you can change the woman. you can't. you can only change how she treats you. of course those idiots also think they get to choose who the creator of the universe is. they think when they decide which fantasy book to keep on their night stand ( harry potter vs the bible etc. ) that this alters the universe to match their preferred fantasy of it.
they think constantly telling each other "Jesus loves you" makes him real. clearly Jesus needs them to keep talking about him or he will stop existing since he has no power himself. it is the incels who really have the power to bring him back by constantly talking about how real he is.
then they wonder why they get no pussy. maybe they should try whining and complaining harder about how women choose the wrong guys. they must imagine every woman dreams of having as her man a retarded whiny child who just cries " but mommy i wannaaaa ! " 24/7
what a girl says she's like
what she's actually like with some guy she tells you is "just a friend"
Angel Reese says WNBA doesn't pay enough, claims she can't pay bills.
this bitch drives only brand new flagship Mercedes cars like G-Wagen and EQS that Mercedes literally gives her for free.
sorry but if you can't pay your bills driving $150,000 cars then you might be a NIGGER !
reminds me of Carmelo Anthony's family collecting half a million in donations, buying a Cadillac Escalade and other toys, then saying they are broke and can't afford a lawyer.
it's almost like NIGGERS GONNA NIG.
i have to admit as much as i dislike the orange faggot Trump is doing a good job on immigration
it's not that he is deporting any significant number of people - it's that he is treating illegals like dogs and when Mexicans watch that shit on TV in Mexico they think twice before trying to jump the border
whereas before Mexicans knew that once they cross the border they will just be put on a plane to NYC where they will get a free hotel in downtown Manhattan where they will have all their expenses provided and can just live like kings forever without ever having to do anything ...
now the picture in their mind is that if they come to America and work hard and never do anything wrong they will still be hunted down like animals and sent to El Salvador
this is brilliant psychological warfare. i was against it at first but i get it now.
when DeSantis first started raiding work sites i was like come on bro - why are you deporting people who actually work - why not deport the mooches, the criminals etc. ? but the answer is it's for PSYCHOLOGICAL EFFECT. the message being sent is that if you come to America illegally there will be NO MERCY for you. we won't care what a great person you are - you have broken the law and you will be treated like any other criminal.
for every hard working mother that is arrested at work on live TV after honestly working in America for 20 years, thrown in the back of a van and deported there is 100 drug dealers in Mexico who see that on TV and think "maybe i should just stay here in Mexico"
arresting construction workers will certainly make the housing prices go up which is unfortunate but as Trump said "sometimes you have to take the bitter medicine"
as nice as it would be to have a wall and border security ultimately having the right incentive structure is more important than any kind of a physical border ...
this is why i NOSTR
no CEO = no problems
don't need some shithead like you doing me favors
i much prefer nostr:npub180cvv07tjdrrgpa0j7j7tmnyl2yr6yr7l8j4s3evf6u64th6gkwsyjh6w6 because i just call him a bitch and there is nothing he can do
when i was on GAB i also called Torba a bitch so he blocked me ... but Torba being the CEO ultimately had the power to remove my account - he just didn't use it. i called him a bitch to test the freedom of speech and being blocked but not banned was reassuring and yet i yearned for more. NOSTR gave me what i really wanted - a system that doesn't just "believe" in my freedom, but where i don't need to even care what the guy who created it thinks about me at all.
you should continue with your endeavor and if some of your approaches end up proving useful we at NOSTR are simply going to copy them.
i understand you must have always wanted to be a CEO but that's your problem, not mine. i prefer not having masters.
i much rather prefer my bitches like nostr:npub180cvv07tjdrrgpa0j7j7tmnyl2yr6yr7l8j4s3evf6u64th6gkwsyjh6w6
seven day contract
what absolute bullshit LOL
https://fever.wnba.com/news/indiana-fever-sign-chloe-bibby-to-seven-day-contract
Bitcoiners are so stupid they unironically believe that Satoshi wasn't just NSA
wood grain should be oriented vertically so as not to dull the knife ...
I’d never eat a well-done steak..
https://blossom.primal.net/fd010a4728d97b1502b9632296757edcc27377b2cd3b3045d07e36223af04009.mov
i see your dumb ass still using low IQ cutting boards
you doctor retards wish you were as smart as us Engineers
it's funny because most people actually think that way
if you lease a car they tell you things like "you don't really own it you're just throwing money away by paying a bank that owns your car"
yeah i'm throwing money away by always having a new car with free warranty and service and you own a rusted out piece of garbage with AC that doesn't work, a moonroof that leaks and bubbles in tint that looks blue but at least its yours even though you will never be able to sell it
same exact argument applies to fucking hookers versus being married - you too can have your very own "wife" that is fat, ugly and infertile where all it does is complain while bringing absolutely nothing to the table
because ordering take out food, hiring a cleaning lady and fucking hookers is somehow - what ? what is the argument against it exactly ? you could probably just make the cleaning lady cook and then fuck her too but even the worst case scenario where you have to pay for those 3 things separately beats having a wife any day.
a wife offers NOTHING.
good news:
i haven't opened PornHub in MONTHS !
bad news:
it's only because i use FapHouse instead.
fingers crossed !
sounds autistic to me.
i say if you want to have kids eventually better do it sooner than later.
Trump's last child ( Barron ) is so autistic he appear to be altogether nonverbal. i have never seen a video or a picture of him speaking.
granted his mother Melania also never speaks but her native language is Slovenian.
yes the modus operandi of the elites is to periodically destroy everything to have the opportunity to rebuild everything from scratch in a new and "better" way. kind of like a caterpillar almost completely dissolves digesting its own organs before being reborn as a butterfly. we are the "few eggs" deemed necessary to be broken in order to make the New World Order omelette.
the old order was family based. what the future will look like we do not know. we are like the Nietzschean proverbial rope hanging over an abyss. all we can do is recognize that we are part of a giant experiment like those Calhoun's mice. whether you cling to the past ( conservatives ) or trust the plan ( liberals ) you're going to get fucked. because the past is gone and the future is a lie.
but the good news is porn exists and this is the blow off valve without which we would be seeing mass shootings on a daily basis. porn and video games are to young people what sportsball is to boomers. bread and circuses in other words.
and everybody wants to ban everybody ELSE from such electronic self-medication, while crying about how THEIR preferred electronic self-medication is being infringed on. the VERY SAME "people" ( fediverse scum from places like Poa.st ) who demand that porn must be banned also decry how liberal game developers are putting clothes on their favorite female video game characters ( most of whom are underage ). they only take breaks from this whining to demand the woodchippering of "pedos" meaning people attracted to the very same type of girls who they demand must remain half naked in their games.
the reason everything is shit is because humans are scum and that is what they deserve. and the reason humans are scum is because evolution doesn't play by the rules - it's a dog eat dog system. virtue is an imaginary FRAUDULENT concept invented by scum like Jews in order to weaken their enemies by infecting them with Christianity mind virus. but of course Christianity doesn't make anybody actually virtuous - it just makes people talk about virtue and use this talk as an excuse to continue to be scum.
Woke is just Christianity 2.0 and comes to you courtesy of the same Jews who have been raping humanity for thousands of years.
My least favorite thing about nostr:npub1h0uj825jgcr9lzxyp37ehasuenq070707pj63je07n8mkcsg3u0qnsrwx8 on Android is that the native back button doesn't do anything in the embedded browser... makes most web apps too frustrating to use.
phones should have physical home and back buttons on the side
just like they have physical volume and lock / power / shutter buttons
the secret to happiness is not asking anybody for permission to do what makes you happy
as for not having taken physics don't stress about it - i took coding classes and don't know anything about coding
it's not what classes you take it's where your heart is
according to Robert Greene you can't chase two rabbits at the same time but in this case i would advise both upgrading the coding AND learning about investing
everybody needs to understand investing otherwise everything you make will be gone in 10 years to inflation
investment is not about making money - but protecting what you already made
when i see a person i don't ask myself whether it is a christian or muslim
i don't ask whether it is a republican or democrat
i ask whether it is a monkey, a donkey, a dog, a rat, a cockroach or a maggot
using charts strictly from Wikipedia:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sea_level_rise
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Past_sea_level
this is the scary sea level rise graph that "proves" humanity must commit economic suicide to prevent "climate catastrophe" ... it shows that sea levels rose about 150 millimeters since WW2
and here is a graph showing the last 20,000 years during which time sea levels rose 130 meters
luckily for liberals math is racist because if they could understand the difference between meter and millimeter they would be very upset !
nostr:npub1xy60n57p02ugl743zfag2ljftxh4s0ufpzu0wsmhdvng7hj5c0vqvx8w7v
for the most part only carb i eat is chocolate and when i run out of that i definitely feel a slump but it's probably due to cocoa itself and not the sugar
personally i would rather not share a gym with homeless people, but if you're going to use cheapest anything ( gym, supermarket, airline - whatever ) you're going to end up rubbing shoulders with the lowest of the low regardless whether they are homeless or not.
i was just wondering why planet fitness is one of the cheapest gyms and is 24/7 whereas most premium gyms are NOT 24/7. perhaps the premium gyms are most afraid of the homeless.
i trained in a 24/7 gym once ( UFC GYM ) and it was pretty filthy. a chubby nigger actually stole my sweaty shirt in that gym's locker room but i got it back. i never considered he might be homeless.
but why would any homeless people join a $200 / month gym ? why aren't $200 / month gyms 24/7 ? maybe because only poor people work night shifts ?
nostr:npub1sglevphkxd3nqjek3tz3hrx9fvtg0v3g9exuyk3wggtusw8gn0ys8rseau
you'd be surprised i worked with some seriously jacked engineers LOL
yes, you can NOT say "fuck Jews" on X
now that i am paying for premium on X they no longer ban me when i say things like that because they want to keep collecting my money so instead they "visibility limit" my posts where i don't mince words
or as Elon said ( after being instructed by the ADL ) "freedom of speech not freedom of reach"
on X nobody can hear you scream ...
that said you can post videos of Gaza destruction on X all day every day - you just can't suggest the *solution* to the problem ( gassing the Kikes like the cockroaches they are )
i figured out why NOSTR has failed
it's because the insufferable people who created it were allowed to post on it
if instead they simply paid awesome nazi pedophiles to post NOSTR could have been
this is basic 101. when you start a dating site you need to populate it with hot chicks ( real or fake )
NOSTR should have been prepopulated with nazi pedophiles like me ( the equivalent of a hot chick for social media )
apparently there is a style of music called "Lolicore"
it is exactly what you think it is
obese neckbeard incels making music about 10 year old girls
( Part 3 )
now what is actually a wound ? what causes emotional pain ? IMO it is a disconnect between expectation and reality so to speak.
let's say you tried to talk to a girl and she rejected you. it hurt - but why ? nothing actually changed. literally everything is objectively exactly how it was before you saw the girl - only thing that has changed is your mind. so what is it that is hurting ?
well in your mind you were worthy of a nice girl and reality has shown that you are not. but your mind is refusing to accept this. so now in your mind two incompatible states exist - one of what you used to believe and want to continue believing - namely that you are worthy of a nice girl - and one of reality that you are not. you can't reconcile the two and you don't want to give up the fantasy thus any time you remember what happened it hurts and you try not to think about it by distracting yourself with something else.
but distracting yourself won't make the disconnect go away. the disconnect is the wound. it needs cleaning and stitching up. to do that you would have to reflect deeply on what has happened and why and it will be horrible but your ultimate goal is to close the gap between how you feel ( every woman must want me ) and how things really are ( only women i don't like want me ).
of course this is just an example. maybe the disconnect is that you believe something was somebody else's fault but deep down you know it was your fault. this is making you feel shitty so you avoid thinking about it.
whatever the case may be the goal is still the same - close the disconnect between how you are trying to feel and what the reality is. this requires facing the pain rather than running from it.
the problem is that a lot of times we don't even realize we are running from it. our brain will instinctively try to find something less painful to think about and we usually have a lot on our hands so this won't be that hard. but the sooner you clean / stitch up the wound the better off you will be in the long term. that means that when you are initially hit with that pain assuming you're not in the middle of anything important you just go to bed to avoid any distractions and allow your brain to process it.
sometimes the brain will do the work by itself. other times it will either try to think of something else or go to sleep and you may want to actively remind it why you're in bed - that you have a specific goal of looking at a particular something that is bothering you.
the good news is that once you have completely processed the Trauma and accepted all the painful but obvious lessons you can now move on with your life and not be afraid that something or somebody will trigger you by sticking their finger into your wound.
think of all the unprocessed Trauma like a To-Do list for your mind. the more you keep putting it off the longer the list gets and the more miserable you feel just by contemplating the existence of that huge list. by contrast if you simply do the things on the list it goes away and you can enjoy yourself without any kind of anxiety in the back of your mind.
so yeah i agree avoiding those dark thoughts is just another form of procrastination.
nostr:npub1xy60n57p02ugl743zfag2ljftxh4s0ufpzu0wsmhdvng7hj5c0vqvx8w7v
( Part 4 )
the way most people deal with such disconnects is they seek out other people with the same disconnect and then they begin to reassure each other that actually their fantasy is correct and the reality is wrong
this is why Christians stick to Christians, Muslims to Muslims, Jews to Jews, Hoes to Hoes, PUAs to PUAs, Incels to Incels and so on ...
this is also why i am always alone. because the purpose of friends is simply to reassure you of your delusions, but i don't have any delusions so i don't need friends.
by seeking out "like minded" people you don't just make it impossible for the wound to ever close but you make the wound your entire identity. eventually it becomes your life purpose to attack those who do not share your wound which you have yourself chosen not to leave open.
eventually this leads to war and genocide when inevitably those who refuse to believe your fantasy have to be mass murdered.
it has been said that all wars are started by lies. that is certainly true but also Nietzsche has said that we lie primarily to ourselves, and to others only by extension. so yes wars are started by lies but it's lies people want to believe.
it is en vogue these days to say "we are peaceful not harmelss" ... but what is the difference ? the difference is somebody who is peaceful only fights real enemies, which are few. somebody who is belligerent is projecting his own demons onto everybody around them like Jews do, and then end up fighting everybody all of the time because they are incapable of introspection.
in case of the Jews this is deliberate, because being a race of parasites their number one threat is assimilation into the host. peace is death to the Jews. they thrive on conflict, and they must be incapable of introspection in order to maintain said perpetual conflict. if Jews were able to think with the same clarity as i do they would simply stop being Jews as i have. their genocidal schizophrenia is all they have - without it they are extinct tomorrow.
but you are not a Parasite Tribe - you are a person. what works for Jews won't work for you. delusion doesn't make you stronger - it makes you a target for sadistic trolls like me who suspect where you might be hiding your wounds and can't wait to stick our fingers in there.
this is how i am so easily able to torture the Fedi Incels - because they made denial their identity. and also why they can't get under my skin because i not only face my demons but also am open about them.
the chain is only as strong as the weakest link. the secrets you hide are your weakest points. for Trump it's him being on the Epstein list. for you it may be some trauma you haven't processed - that is a secret you're trying to keep from yourself.
my advice is don't do anything you would have to keep from others and if you are trying to keep a secret from yourself - stop. whatever it is admit it to yourself. being at peace with yourself is priceless.
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( Part 2 )
now regarding emotional pain ...
emotional pain is an open wound that hasn't been stitched up. some cut has opened the wound, it was painful and you know if you touch that spot it will hurt so you're just avoiding going there but of course this is not a very smart course of action.
even worse, perhaps the pain is bothering you so you grab a bottle of vodka so that once you're drunk it won't hurt as much. now in addition to not fixing the wound you're damaging the liver too, and that's if you get lucky and don't end up creating new wounds while being drunk.
the correct course of action is to stitch up the wound, which will hurt like a bitch, but it has to be done and the sooner it is done the better. if you wait for time to "heal all wounds" you will likely end up with an infection, plus it won't heal correctly.
you have to clean the wound and stitch it up. both will hurt in the short term but in the long term it's the only way it will heal correctly.
this basically means you face whatever thoughts make you uncomfortable head on rather than try to dodge them.
( continued in part 3 )