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I live my life in accordance with the 4 Agreements: - be impeccable with your word - make no assumptions - take nothing personally - always do your best I'm a sovereign soul choosing unconditional love over fear. 💚
Replying to Avatar pollyanna

quando nós nos deixamos sentir tudo o que chega pra sentirmos e não tentamos esconder, negar, reprimir as emoções, somos abraçados por uma transformação e surge um desejo de ação, que, tão sutil e tão integrado, se confunde com a própria ação.

o mais comum é não sentirmos tudo até o fim e nos distrairmos, então esse desejo-ação não chega a se manifestar, fica lá escondido junto com a emoção, gerando sintomas físicos variados.

mas às vezes temos coragem e suporte e confiança o suficiente para sentirmos tudo o que surgir em dado instante, mas há mais uma camada de emoção que surge junto com o desejo-ação, de que tentamos fugir. então reprimimos o desejo de novo.

toda vez que reprimimos esse desejo profundo que nasce de uma emoção plenamente sentida, agimos conforme uma norma social ou algo que já estava preestabelecido como o certo e, embora pareçamos puros e bons, estamos fazendo o mesmo que as pessoas que agem conforme seus impulsos imediatos. as ações de ambos surgem a partir de um condicionamento e uma tentativa de atingir um objetivo, de parecer algo: corajosos, bons, livres... para se sentirem, de algum modo, finalmente aceitos, felizes.

reprimimos esse desejo-ação porque viver essa experiência é viver uma transformação que nos deixa livres inclusive de ser quem acreditávamos tão fortemente que éramos de maneira sólida e definitiva. é viver com uma responsabilidade radical por cada instante e não abandonar o presente em troca de devaneios e vaidades.

o meu exercício dos últimos anos tem sido observar tudo o que não me deixo sentir e simplesmente parar de segurar a emoção, deixando o movimento acontecer naturalmente. mas eu ainda me vejo interrompendo minhas ações em nome de ser boa, dócil, paciente, cuidadosa, desprendida, ou qualquer coisa que pareça elevada. e isso é só continuar agindo conforme impulsos rasos e automáticos, sem presença real. e quando eu me dei conta disso, um caminho se abriu, de ação, de abertura e um desejo de escrever e compartilhar.

talvez ninguém leia isto, mas como é bom voltar a escrever sobre o que me ocorre.

I'm so glad I got translations working in Amethyst again!

Imagine living your whole life processing the past & worrying about the future. Avoiding the isness of what is.

Love it Polly - feel it all 🫂💚

People who ask a question & them don't read the replies.

You are free to choose to believe either & the universe will support that belief.

You're also free to choose that you're not free & you have no choices.

The universe will always oblige.

Replying to Avatar tk

Had a realization yesterday that I’m still trying to flesh out but wanted to put a few words out there so it doesn’t get lost in my ADHD brain.

I come from a dysfunctional family and have spent a good chunk of my adult years working through childhood stuff and attempting to break the generational cycles of addiction and dysfunction in both sides of my family. Through that experience it made me realize that self-sufficiency (or sovereignty if you will) is a form of control. This control is deeply rooted in fear of shame and abandonment. It’s an attempt to minimize uncertainty and avoid my own uncomfortable feelings about the past and present.

Shame and emotional abandonment are how dysfunctional families control children. This leads you to eventually see your parents as authority figures who cannot be trusted. I just realized bitcoiners have a similar relationship with governments and institutions. We have learned they cannot be trusted and in a way have been abandoned by our institutional parental authority figures. Our reaction to that abandonment has been to take self-sufficiency/sovereignty to the extreme and intellectualize the hell out of it. Intellectualization is another form of control to avoid feelings (which is literally what I’m doing right now). We use big, complex ideas to explain the pain but to not actually feel the emotions associated with it.

To be clear, I don’t think this is inherently a bad thing. Self-sufficiency is a rational response to an irrational world. We hide behind our intellectualized morals because it gives us a sense of security. But if we’re truly honest with ourselves, our motivation for self-sufficiency is deeply rooted in fear and shame.

Bitcoin creates a path to healing the sick, dysfunctional system we were raised in but it requires a heavy dose of looking at the mirror, warts and all. If we’re not honest with ourselves and have zero awareness about this, we’re doomed to repeat the cycle we were born out of. We must take active steps to create lasting change.

This is just an observation I’ve noticed in myself and the tip of the iceberg. Maybe I’m projecting all of this onto the world. I’ve heard nostr:nprofile1qy2hwumn8ghj7etyv4hzumn0wd68ytnvv9hxgqtxwaehxw309anxjmr5v4ezumn0wd68ytnhd9hx2tmwwp6kyvtjw3k8zcmp8pervct409shwdtwx45rxmp4xseryerdx3ehy7f4v3axvet9xsmrjdnxw9jnsuekw9nh2ertwvmkg6n5veen7cnjdaskgcmpwd6r6arjw4jsqgq6lcx8fc7h0p8t4ya9u0a92jnwavqe9rgjwwdw3wjgxfuxsz8rd5mths8c be pretty open about his childhood and personal story but I’d also love to hear other bitcoiners stories (publicly or privately). Feel free to reach out if you come across this and would like to discuss further. I’ll leave with this quote for now:

“Adult Children rarely stop to think that self-sufficiency is covering up a fear of rejection which they think could come if they ask for help. Meanwhile, to ask for help and get it might mean that someone would get to know them, and that is too risky. In such cases, self-sufficient power is really a mechanism to ensure isolation and aloneness.”

There are no coincidences.

We all chose Bitcoin & Nostr for a reason & it has little to do with your disfunctional family.

Continue to let go your fears of physical reality. You're an eternal & sovereign soul. Feel that deeply & explore it.

This is a game of integration but this realm presents itself in dualism, as seperation. Free choice is not about what you choose to do, it's about what you choose to believe.

I'm not trying to invalidate what you're feeling & thinking right now. I'm just trying to encourage you to keep going deeper.

❤️ Let go your fears

💚 Fill your heart with unconditional love

🧡 Connect to your node, your higher self

Is there a decentralized npub version of polymarket?

I'd put a few K on with these odds.

It's all theatre.

💚₿

I just made my first ever meat pies.

Free from seed oils thanks to the pastry recipe from nostr:nprofile1qqsfxwjjqzq3vapu6efwefrjp86hun9ycsua3sjjdkxy3frm7urja3cpz3mhxue69uhhyetvv9ujuerpd46hxtnfduq3yamnwvaz7tmsw4e8qmr9wpskwtn9wvq3vamnwvaz7tmjv4kxz7fwwpexjmtpdshxuet52nqwq7

They were too fragile to eat in the hand but they were tasty & not bad for a first attempt.

Nice! 🔥

Having it frozen ready to go would be quite a game changer!

I'll have to give it a shot.

I don't often drink, but when I do it's beer or whisky.

You have no power here, influencer.

Are you making these Napoli style pizzas man?

They're pretty good 🤙

It doesn't hurt to post the links but I feel like it should be towards the end of the post. The primary piece of content is your recording, you don't want to be linking people out somewhere else first.

Links on Nostr are a bit of a gamble. They don't always display how you think they will.

If the guest has an npub, that should be how we find their gear. But not everyone has an npub.

I'm finding that Amethyst isn't the best way to consume long videos/audio. As much as I love things being hosted on Nostr, I have to admit it's not ideal for pods.

I wouldn't use Nostr for direct messaging.

People don't see them.

Messages are easily compromised by an app on either end with too many permissions.

So simply moving Bitcoin onto an exchange & then later removing it might constitute a CGT event?

Replying to Avatar FLASH

⚡️💬 NEW - Just watched nostr:nprofile1qqsyx708d0a8d2qt3ku75avjz8vshvlx0v3q97ygpnz0tllzqegxrtgppamhxue69uhkummnw3ezumt0d5q3camnwvaz7tmwdaehgu3wvf5hgcm0d9hx2u3wwdhkx6tpds8jmryv's talk from Bitcoin 2025. It offers an interesting perspective.

He addresses the view that Tether could be seen as supportive of the US dollar—then presents arguments against it. Even in a scenario where Tether expands significantly and purchases large amounts of US Treasuries, the effect on US debt would still be minimal.

He also explores another idea:

Tether is accumulating Bitcoin gradually. Over time, its Bitcoin reserves could surpass its dollar holdings. If that were to happen, Tether might maintain its peg—or even exceed it. A stablecoin backed primarily by Bitcoin instead of Treasuries could potentially have a different valuation dynamic.

His conclusion:

“Tether isn’t rescuing the dollar. It might actually be helping the world move away from it.”

And this:

“The real risk to Tether isn’t volatility. It’s US default. And Bitcoin is the hedge.”

For those interested in the evolving relationship between stablecoins, fiat debt, and Bitcoin, the talk presents the concepts clearly.

https://blossom.primal.net/02d6e06511ace10188c9fafcd16d2877849084c0d6685d9059edcebcc5245a9c.mp4

Did you edit this?

Saif sounded more robotic than usual.

Happens every year.

Wait until the thing starts & they're all shocked by the shitcoining & fiat behaviour, like they couldn't predict it.

I have zero FOMO on Vegas but I'm already regretting not being able to get to Riga this year.

It's rooted in millions of small implicit agreements made by the bulk of the population every day.

It falls apart when people start saying no.

This mushroom was growing in the wood chips under a citrus tree.

No idea what it is called

#shroomstr