thats insane.

yeah, i just totally did not conserve my resources well enough in the last year. i could have been sitting on well over a bitcent by now, but instead if i don't get a job nailed down in the next two months i'm in big trouble.

three nights ago i drank way too much vodka and it just triggered me so bad i'm like, i can't drink anymore, this shit just makes me so depressed.

i tried to also stop smoking, but after 2 days and this stress of job hunting i broke and started again.

but the alcohol is right off the agenda. worst thing about it is it totally destroys my productivity. second worst thing is it is doing weird things to my circulation that make sleep unpleasant and give me weird sensations in my extremities.

the only thing is, i can't sleep now. i probably have laid there trying to sleep for like 8 hours both days since stopping, and wind up just getting up and trying to do stuff, and, actually doing the stuff. but i'm exhausted. i hope i will start to feel normal sleep again soon.

In Trezor software they call this a "hidden wallet" and to access it with the device plugged in you enter the 25th word as a passphrase...

If you restore a wallet you use the 24 words and think of the 25th as another wallet connected to the existing 24 words. Most wallets will ask you if you have a 25th word, you enter it after the 25 word and your in.

This is the question of over-security can actually make you less secure. Some people who are worried about wrench attacks find this helpful as they can give up some coin and have rest hidden behind that word...

The passphrase is optional

I've seen too many stories like this that end tragically. It's why I don't recommend passphrases: they result in a brittle 2-of-2 key architecture.

How did this make you come to that conclusion? The world has more than one sick/evil person in it.

who are you calling an egregore??

i had to look it up 😅

I know you're a Fed

Novel prep has officially begun. Working draft title and plot laid out.

Took a long walk this morning and brainstormed the first chapter.

If you like Dave Eggers and DFW, you’ll probably like this. My natural style of writing and what I enjoy to read, and how best to tell this story (memoir with factionalized elements) is in the style of Eggers.

I’m excited and terrified. In addition to Egger, biggest inspos here are the tv show This is Us, my own life, spirituality, and becoming.

It’s a novel mainly about the fathers we survive, and the men we try to become.

It will take as long as it needs to write

Influencers trade privacy for fame and wealth. I don't think it's worth it, what about you?

GM to my assigned agents ONLY.

I hope the department is paying you well.

One of them gave me fed vibes. And i never go against those feelings hahaha

I remember reading about this. And I'm still intrigued about your research essay🤔. Will you be posting it on #alexandria?

I feel like that would just make me depressed to relive past experiences like that.

Do you have a link to the remote viewing thing?

What?

Ok so I may still need to tidy a few loose threads but here is my ds9 inspired Spencer jacket that I'm calling "midnight at Quarks" mostly because of the lining fabric visible at the cuff and lapel

The black material is a rubberised cotton and waterproof, the red and the grey are scrap wool from other projects. The lining material is a viscose that reminds me of a smoking jacket. The delta buttons are a custom 3D print and this t-shirt is clearly too small. Hello bellybutton

#sewing #startrek

Got some real progress on this dress. Maybe one day, I 'll move on to a new pattern.

#sewing

So, how do I say it without sounding like a super racist cunt?

Asian professor, super intelligent, super enthusiastic...

I could only understand about 50% of his lecture.

And it's mainly the plain bits, as my brain is wired for ESL folks as many of my associates and friends are non-english speakers.

The actual new bits I came to the lecture for, the knowledge my brain had no reference for...

It was almost incomprehensible.

Do I tell him that?

Does he know?

Should he hire an assistant to present?

What's the fix?

#english #academia

Over top in what way? Space? Or something here but invisible? Or just the governments?

Click clicks? Like bugs or crabs? Have you met any?

I think it makes sense that there would be a fight over us. Living planets are probably rare, and living planets with a sentient species already adapted to living on it is probably the rarest thing in the universe. Whatever is out there, the one thing I would rule out is it being uninterested in us.

Yeah they say that there are 4 states growing it but they'll need way more. Guess they'll have regular coke and corn syrup coke variants at Different price points

yeah, i hope it is what i suspect it is. i feel like there is a strange radio silence from them at the moment, like they are no longer in the preparatory phases of getting the people prepared mentally (they communicate with us using some kind of telepathy) as though it could be that they are now focused on the step of preparing to gather the full set of individuals who are part of the cult of chronus and will be putting them into the soul-extinguisher and collecting the best of the humans and the rest will, some of them, who are left behind, survive what's coming, and there will be both a migration of the finest of our species, and a process of teaching us the things we need to know to prevent the re-emergence of such a cult of evil from ever happening again to the elect, what happens here on earth though, they will just leave it at removing the infection and letting nature take its course

they will go back to there as well. according to the stories, after 1000 years off planet we will be returning as well. this exactly lines up with the timeline of the last time this happened, the period from 12000 years to 11000 years ago was a minor ice age which ended with the arrival of the giant rocks that congealed out of the stellar gas from the micronova (there is one every 12000 years, the in between 6000 year point there is a superflare which is not as severe, this was what was behind the whole sodom and gomorrah/bable story).

it says very clearly in one part of one version of Enoch that the "Head of Days" expresses regret at failing to stop a particular individual, a nephilim, from boarding the Ark, and describes how he had red hair and bright pale skin. no coincidence, probably, that Esau, the brother of Jacob, who was renamed to Israel, was also a hairy redhead. and also one evil sumbitch.

i am certain something is going to happen. the evidence of the true story of the history of this civilization are all around in the ancient structures left behind in Egypt from the pre-dynastic period, 100+ ton solid single pieces of rock that originated hundreds of miles away, witness marks on giant slabs of calcite that suggest the use of extremely large disc saws being used, the vases made out of solid granite and diorite, machined with precision that even the best 5 axis CNC robot cannot match with current technology, on artifacts that are certain to be at least over 5000 years old.

the timeline all lines up. the "angels" stopped appearing to people around 4500 years ago in the stories in the old testament, and then they reappear several times in new testament books, notably revelation but also throughout the gospels. even the conception of jesus involved angels. if you read the Qur'an also, there was some kind of angel involved in that story too, but it seems to me like it's more likely it was a fallen angel, because all around that same time, from 300-500 AD, there was a number of incidents involving what seems to be paranormal stuff involving angel-like beings, from constantine's vision to the channeling of "Gabriel" by Mohammed, and others. and it happened again, also, in the 1800s, the seventh day adventist church and the mormon church were also provoked by some kind of similar thing, again, also probably they were Watchers not actual angels. The watchers are trapped here, and connect to their servants in the cult of saturn/chronos, the people who pull the strings of governments, and according to the stories when they return, for the Judgement Day, these fallen angels will be dealt with.

now, if you keep in mind that in all cases, the Angels were actually humans with advanced knowledge and skills, and the way that most humans fall into this idiotic worship shit, like the people of those islands where the USAF set up bases during WW2, who still today are performing strange rituals based on what they witnessed the soldiers doing, and trace back to these ancient events back 5000 years ago, obviously the retelling of the stories is going to be completely unreal. but things happened. and things were said, which were probably quite mangled misunderstood versions of what was actually said, but still, are saying that they had long ago planned to come back here just on the cusp of the next disaster cycle and do some set of tasks, and in my opinion, the obvious reason is that they are also human, and need to keep the earthbound species intact, and for that, at least some get relocated and trained, and the survivors that remain after the disaster, will be freed of these fallen angels and have a shot at getting it right in the next age of the earth.

Luuuunges 😭

I slept for 24 hours. Sounds impossible, but I did it.

#Dogstr #Catstr