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I live my life in accordance with the 4 Agreements: - be impeccable with your word - make no assumptions - take nothing personally - always do your best I'm a sovereign soul choosing unconditional love over fear. 💚

Mir - I can't see your profile information. My client can't find the event/note that has it.

Can you modify your profile slightly & then save it again? That should trigger your client to resend the profile info.

Replying to Avatar Ch!llN0w1

the mind is comprised of hardware, firmware and software.

the hardware being the wetware (biological circuitry and chemistry)

the firmware default patterns (language, culture, habits, beliefs) installed by family, school, religion, society

software is userland. Where interations and new code is encountered and assimlated or pruned.

Your day to day consciousness (thoughts and feelings)

most people only ever interact with userland

you can basically modify, add, remove any of these programs. you can even write your own but you'd better know what you're doing (think abstractly and systematically)

you need version control & off site backups. You need to know how to revert when a belief patch breaks your reality or subverts your intent.

you need systems to guard against mental malware. harmful memetics and paranoia loops (conspiratarded)

you need debugging & trace skills, to track where a thought or belief came from.

without it you can end up with boot loop (never ending existential crisis), bricked mind (dissociation, nihilism, permapsychosis), and supply chain attacks (adopting ideology without understanding the run off effects)

the end game is basically a custom ROM.

A core set of hardware and firmware

, hardened and proven.

intentionally designed self image. One that allows the freedom to install and uninstall belief systems at will.

the ability to hold multiple models of truth and choosing which is most adaptive in the moment.

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Beautiful metaphor.

Beliefs & definitions form the operating system on which everything else runs.

He's clearly not happy with you then.

Going to give it a miss mate.

Maybe next month of you're nice to Jeebus.

Replying to Avatar RedTailHawk

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7 years ago today my life changed in a moment of unconditional love, honesty, and surrender.

I didn't know what it was that happened to me when it was happening. I was driving down a major highway at the time. I thought I was going to die, but I didn't...not in the common sense of the term at least. After 10-15 seconds of intense pins and needles throughout my entire body coupled with involuntary mudras, I leaned forward and screamed through the windshield of my truck "WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!?!?".

I'd just surrendered. There was nothing for me to do. The hurricane was going to make landfall that day and there was nothing I could do about it from halfway across the country. There was no time to drive there and nobody would be flying into a hurricane. I had no other choice but to surrender or freak out. I chose to surrender.

At that time, however, I didn't know how to interpret what I'd just experienced. I gave it credit for potentially being a panic attack but I thrive when adrenaline flows so I couldn't give that explanation much weight.

I researched online. I spoke with people I thought might have answers. I went to temples. None of that yielded what I sought. Eventually, the quest for answers took a seat on the backburner because I wasn't sure where to look.

Eventually, after working on orange pilling a small libertarian internet community for about a year or so, one member of that community offered an encounter with her Medicine Man.

It was through this encounter that I received my name.

It was through this encounter that I received the clues I needed in order to figure out what I experienced on September 12, 2018.

It was this encounter that catalyzed the ongoing research bender that has produced scientifically plausible theories that close the gap between spirituality and science.

Long ago, while working at a learning center, I established 3 life goals:

1. To understand

2. To be understood

3. To have a positive impact on the world

Frankly, I chose those goals because I believed that I would never fully accomplish them and I still believe that to have been a valid reason despite the incredible leaps of progress in understanding that have been distilled from this research.

It is a pleasure to share this research with you all.

My hopes are high.

One person can and has changed the world many times.

None of you would be here on NOSTR using Bitcoin if that wasn't the case.

Someday, I hope to look back on this period of uncertainty and know that the collective anxieties and suffering of mankind were mitigated to some degree by all of this.

I love you all.

🪶

I loosely label this kinds of experience as a 'dark night of the soul' experience.

A collapsing of the self & a surrendering to the All that is.

You'd be surprised by how many Bitcoiners have had similar experiences. What they experienced & what they took from them differs but it's too common to be a coincidence.

Everything in our physical reality is downstream of our beliefs & definitions.

Everything we perceive is filtered through the lens of our beliefs & definitions.

The smarter we are, the more rooted in physical reality we become. The clever man has a greater capacity to understand the infinite but is also simultaneously presented with a much greater illusion in the physical.

It's much harder for the clever man to escape his own mind, to escape the matrix that he created.

So the best thing is perhaps not turning it on?

Haha 🤣

Prefect for a Bitcoiner Campout though 🤙

For some reason adding the ground beef changed it so that I didn't miss the pastry. Egg pie without pastry just isn't the same.

Mad props for making the pastry yourself - I'm more concerned about seed oil than carbs these days. I'm forever a fan of butter.

It's always nice to see you on Nostr Bek.

🤙🫂

Replying to Avatar Jake Woodhouse

Brisket what an awesome reply! Thank you sir!

It’s an interesting process as a Bitcoin Maxi, you NEED shelter

Also the idea of a place that you have on some land and raised the kids in. How cool! Actually the episode I did recently with nostr:nprofile1qqsytyzt9rl7pewtjye0ngywjahd0u8u2lvrsaupa2wgpujkcsfvrdqprpmhxue69uhhqun9d45h2mfwwpexjmtpdshxuet5qy28wumn8ghj7un9d3shjtnyv9kh2uewd9hs33thwe details well why it makes sense to stay where you’re living, draw down more debt on the RE, and go long Bitcoin. His model will detail exactly what you’ve experience I imagine

So yes, redefining one’s home as a cost, rather than a growth engine, with the purchasing power increase coming from Bitcoin, is a great blend (VERY few understand this)

Next step: how to build a similar model that makes sense for beef 😜😅

Yes - that episode has been a long time coming 🤣

For perspective, my target price back in 2020 was $400k USD. 5 years later & we still haven't hit it.

The finance hurdle that you're experiencing now is my biggest one. Yes I can probably scrape together enough to get the land now but I couldn't afford to stock it with cows & then run at a loss for years. I've been patient but not for quite long enough it seems.

My gut feel is that things are accelerating. I'll soon be presented with a series of opportunities that I didn't expect that will be both challenging & scary. My job is to spot them when they present themselves & to jump right in. This is kind of how my life moves now 🤯

Loved the backing music! Very sophisticated.

In Australia we have a saying "real men don't each quiche". It's usually followed by something like "but I'll have a serve of your egg pie please".

Seeing your lovely egg pie reminded me of a carnivore recipe I used to make but haven't in years.

Cheeseburger egg pie

It's pretty much the same as yours but without the pastry, with ground beef & a lot more cheese/cream cheese. I like it topped with a ketchup & American (yellow?) mustard.

We say don't trust, verify but I'm increasingly being shown the opposite.

Some things I need to get my hands dirty with & get down into the weedy detail with. Other things I'm finding that it's better to trust others that I resonate with.

Astrology is a prime example. I think it's significant purely because the dark occult controllers think it is. I suspect it has some value for me but not enough to overcome the enormous effort in learning what is essentially another language & way of thinking. nostr:nprofile1qqsxnpmae3tg6ct08yuhxvegqpdtuetvcx7y88q63plt8haww07z3dspz9mhxue69uhkummnw3ezumrpdejz7qgwwaehxw309ahx7uewd3hkctcpz9mhxue69uhkummnw3ezuamfdejj7t78fre is my nostr astrologist (polymathematician) by the way.

There are just too many topics that excite me right now to dive down them all. I suspect many people are in a similar position this late in the cycles.

I'm grateful to have found people like yourself that I can tap into & connect with.

Man - I enjoyed that episode more than any of your others & I can't quite pick why.

What I initially felt (and continued to feel) was that you'd find the prefect house for your lifestyle but that you'd lose it because of it being a poor financial investment. I'm not giving you a green light to go emotional but let go the need for it to be a great investment. It's a very different situation to your other (negative) RE investment.

What I need to tell you is that it's OK if your home is a poor investment. Bitcoin is your primary investment & if you can keep some or most of it, it will balance your home's less than amazing performance. If you pass up the perfect house, you'll kick yourself later.

I didn't want to sell my house until late 2022. I suggested to my wife that we sell up, put everything in storage & go travel the world. She couldn't let the house go unfortunately. Luckily I had in 2020 I drawn down heavily on our mortgage & invested it in magic internet money. I'm sure she would have left me if that had all gone pear shaped. It's on a beautiful piece of land & has the house where we raised or children. I'm learning to become comfortable with holding it but I'm yet to pay off the mortgage.

I really loved hearing this part of your story & where you've landed. I personally would never want to live in Victoria again, let alone buy a place but that's just me. I hope you solve the financing issue without risking or selling too much Bitcoin. Your support network sounds amazing, particularly your finance guy.

I'm really impressed by how far you've come since I first met you. Well done mate 🤙

https://podcasts.apple.com/au/podcast/bitcoin-audible/id1359544516?i=1000725878833

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Love Allen, great show but please check guest links in show notes… looks like they might be from your Bitcoin veteran’s show… not this show. Keen to find Allen’s Nostr npub.

I'd like to just to just see it again.

To live it as a passive observer so that I can understand those deep wounds I've now largely suppressed & forgotten.

Compassion for the little Brisket is how I've healed many of my traumas. I still feel like some memories are still being suppressed.

There's no going back 🫂

I felt similar at around the same time & likely for similar reasons.

It's a new day today & everything feels lighter. I feel like the shift has happened now & we now get to choose.

I'm willing to entertain the idea that it was related to the eclipse.

I choose 💚

I didn't know who he was until he died but I think you nailed what we should take from his passing.

I'm a little concerned that the anger that is being felt will result in more violence. Violence just causes more violence.

I hope as you do, that it inspires more dialogue & for people to speak up for their principles & ideas.

🫂

It's pretty graphic & unusual to see from you.

Probably should have hidden it from casual scrolling

Can you see this man?

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It's an interesting observation & not an information gathering technique I was aware of.

The need to correct everyone & everything is a trait of autists.

I've let a lot of this need go by adopting the mantra "take nothing personally". I care a lot less about what people think & say about me now. The desire for correctness is still there, it's just not so acute. I can catch myself before I hit send & sometimes before I open my mouth.

💚

I 100℅ agree with this sentiment & position.

It extends not just to new features but also "fixing" existing features. I don't like how BIPs are used to articulate & propose both new features as well as fixes/maintenance.

I'm glad someone is talking about this. In my mind taproot was a lesson in being more careful about what is prioritised & the unintended consequences that any change introduces.

As a Bitcoin user (node runner), the only use case that I think is worth pursuing is onchain privacy.

I guess that makes you an OG.

Survived 2 full cycles.